DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 434 Who's Sorry

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“Jian Yi, why did you deceive me?”

“Ask your father about this! Who told him to hurt so many people, and I am one of the people he hurt!” Jian Yi said with his melodious voice, shallow smile, and disgusted expression as he looked at Song Sitong. “You are too wild, you cannot resist temptation. If you were Song Yin, it's possible that none of these tragedies would have happened! Song Yin is better than you. He would rather hurt himself than go to bed with me. And yuuu? You can't control yourself! So you deserve to be the one who gets hurt! ”

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Song Sitong's face turned pale. He just felt in front of him that he looked like a demon.

“Now you have two options. First was to leave Feng City and go far away. After a long time, people won't recognize you anymore and you can spend the rest of your life as you please. The second is to continue to stay here and suffer under the eyes of the people of the world all your life, so that people will always know that you are a dirty woman!”

Jian Yi laughed gracefully, he looked at Song Sitong again and continued: “Of course, you can have a third choice, which is to be a woman and serve a different man every night. Don't you like it like this?”

Song Sitong's face turned pale, “Jian Yi, I only want to ask one question. From the beginning, did you not have feelings for me?”

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“Taste?” Jian Yi seemed to hear a joke, “Have feelings towards a woman like you? Do you think you deserve it?”

In an instant, Song Sitong was truly heartbroken. Then he looked at Jian Yi, “At least not?”

“No!” Jian Yi laughed gracefully, “I have answered everything you want to ask. Can I go?”

“Jian Yi! You bastard!”

“Yes, why?” Jian Yi raised one eyebrow. His eyes turned cold. “You can only blame your father. You have a very good father without limits. You deserve all of this!”

“What has my father done to you? Explain to me!” Song Sitong blocked Jian Yi's path.

In the dark night, he looked at Song Sitong coldly. He just took out a cigarette and lit it. His slender fingers were holding cigarettes. White smoke came out and spouted it onto Song Sitong's face.

Song Sitong looked at Jian Yi's face and suddenly he seemed like he could not breathe. His heart surged with a beat. Both of his cheeks were red. Song Sitong opened his mouth to call out to him, but Jian Yi said coldly, “What do you want to say?”

Song Sitong was stunned. He looked at the cold face of the thin yet stern Jian Yi. His pupils were deep and black like shooting stars at night. His eyes shine brightly. The darkness hidden in his eyes and lips did not show any expression.

“Jian Yi! Why are you doing this to me?”

“Because you are a Song family!”

“I think at least you like me a little!”

“Why? Is your heart beating? Tong Tong?” Jian Yi grabbed Song Sitong's slender waist, then he pinched and squeezed it firmly. Jian Yi laughed so wickedly: “How? Do you still want to go through a beautiful night with me?”

It was vaguely Song Sitong was aware of his evil intent. Jian Yi was holding his waist so firmly, as if he wanted to break his waist. Song Sitong twisted her body and tried to push her. Song Sitong whispered, “Yi ..”

“Don't call me with that call!” Jian Yi shouted loudly. Suddenly Jian Yi strongly pushed Song Sitong against the wall. Without showing any mercy, Jian Yi laughed maliciously, “It turns out you are really a woman ******! I just left you, but you already have a lot of men!”

Song Sitong's face that was filled with astonishment, looked at Jian Yi who was looking at himself with disdain, like an evil demon. Song Sitong's clear eyes gradually filled with tears. He opened his mouth but could not speak. Aye! When Jian Yi left, he threw a tape about the two of them, and then Jian Yi said that the tape was in the hands of Yu Jinglan !

At that moment, Song Sitong only realized that Jian Yi was approaching him with a purpose! Song Sitong felt so devastated, she betrayed Yu Jinglan for Jian Yi's sake. Now he lost Yu Jinglan, but also Jian Yi. At that moment, he felt that the world was full of lies.

His love, so humble and worthless, was easily trampled by Jian Yi!

Jian Yi casually pulled Song Sitong's collar, lifted her up and pressed his lips together. A huge hand had entered into his shirt, he was holding onto Song Sitong's body parts. Then Jian Yi said to Song Sitong provocatively: “This part is already flaccid and drooping surely because you have served many men! It seems like, five hundred yuan in a nightclub alone, nobody wants to, right? ”

Song Sitong bit her lips tightly. The man's rudeness made him feel humiliated. Her soft red lips turned pale. His long eyelashes contained thin water. He looked at the man before his empty eyes. Is this the man she loves?

He could be angry at anyone, but he didn't know how to deal with it!

While suppressing his feelings, Song Sitong asked again. “Do you like me a little bit?”

“No.” These emotionless words, spoken again.

“Reacted so!” Song Sitong finally understood that it was like this. He is just a puppet. They are the ones playing themselves. He was just a pathetic victim, and he was the one who had to pay for all these responsibilities.

Song Sitong's face changed slightly, Jian Yi. It might have been that Song Sitong had feelings for him back then, but now, there was no longer any illusions about Jian Yi. With a cold smile Song Sitong turned around and left.

Not knowing why, as he currently saw Song Sitong's sad and silent face, Jian Yi's brows furrowed, and his knife-like lips tightly clenched into a straight line. She feels guilty for the woman who once said she loved him, even though she didn't want to admit it

“Betul!” As soon as he looked up, Xing Jiabai looked at Song Sitong's already worn-out makeup. Song Sitong looked very messy. Xing Jiabai asked: “Why can you be like this?”

“It's okay!” Song Sitong waved her hand and shook her head, indicating that she was okay. Song Sitong sat on the sofa. “Give me a glass of wine, I also want to drink!”

Xing Jiabai nodded. He did not try to stop Song Sitong and gave her a piece of wine.

“Xing Jiabai , I went abroad!” Song Sitong drank wine in a cup. “I'll listen to you and go abroad!”

“Good son!” Xing Jiabai reached out and patted him on the shoulder, “This is just right! I'll arrange it for you.”

“Xing Jiabai , looks like I was wrong! I just first realized that I was wrong!” Song Sitong placed the cup on the table and covered her face with both hands. “I was completely wrong. I'm too stupid. I can't go back.”

He had never before realized like this. Song Sitong took off her shoes and sat on the sofa. Xing Jiabai felt a tingle with Song Sitong as she looked at her coiled hands covering her face and tears flowing from her fingers. “Everyone makes mistakes, and if you know what's wrong, you can fix everything! It's all over!”

“No, I have to endure a lot of punishment. I won't get through it. I finally understood the meaning of the word “Karma”..” Song Sitong's emotions were so deep. “I also have to pay a great price for my own behavior!”

“Good lesson!” Xing Jiabai said with a laugh. “But it's true. I believe that. But God is loving. If you know you are wrong, you just fix it and everything will be fine.”

“Drink!” Song Sitong rubbed his face and took a deep breath.

Xing Jiabai poured another glass of wine for him.

“Do not drink too banayk. If you drink too much, you won't stand it!” Listening to Xing Jiabai's pure voice and feeling Xing Jiabai's kindness towards her, Song Sitong said in her heart that a man like Xing Jiabai was the one she should love. In her next life, she should be able to open her eyes wide and find a man who deserves to be loved. He would never be deceived until it was so pitiful again like in this life!

“Already, I won't get drunk!” Song Sitong shook his head and smiled.

Having already suppressed too many complicated emotions, Song Sitong smiled gently and drank the drink to the end.

I don't know how much he drank, but he didn't feel drunk at all. His brain is still very clear.

Xing Jiabai turned on the TV and played a song. A very sad melody, a smooth and deep song, made the person who heard it also feel calm.

Song Sitong was immersed in the smooth and silent music and her memories instantly pollinated her violently. Powerlessness, anger and sadness never go away. He was still not strong enough to be cold-hearted. If not, why does he continue to feel pain?

This journey was so long, Song Sitong could not guess where it was headed. At the end of the trip, was someone waiting for him? Is it true that he will never get the simple life he wants?

Finally Song Sitong understood, what was wrong with his steps.

One glass after another Song Sitong drank it. He let the tears flow along with the melody of sorrow. Liquor stings the throat, forming an unspeakable bitterness in the mouth and reaching into the innermost heart. Song Sitong clenched her lower lip tightly, but an uncontrollable cry finally came out. He was half drunk and half awake.

If only that day he had not gone carelessly, Song Yin would not have chased after him, would not have encouraged him to save her, nor would his mother have pushed Song Yin, and his mother would not have died.

Why did he go outside that day? If he hadn't come out, at least that day, his mother wouldn't have died! Mom still has it!

Without her mother, her world would be a mess. Her father is very sad. Even though he was angry, he could see how deeply his father was sorry back then.

He did not understand, the father who used to love his mother so much, why could he say that he would not love his mother anymore? How could a gentle father be so cold-blooded that he had to force his mother to divorce her father?

Mother, is all this comparable to a person without those feelings? Mom, I'm being too selfish. Mom just left me. Do you feel guilty?

But mom, now I'm free

Tong Tong knows the mother's heart, knows the mother's pain. Mother, Tong Tong wants to accompany you, but Tong Tong knows that you will be sad! So Tong Tong will live well.

A sick heart can make you very sad. Song Sitong drank the wine in his glass. Is that love? Is that love that never changes? There is only love like a bondage. Ever swore to be together forever, but turned around, one after another disappearing in a sea of humans! This is all just bullshit!

Xing Jiabai looked at him in silence. It was his world, he needed to vaporize it.

In the hospital corridor.

Yu Jinglan stood in the corridor smoking. A lonely figure cast a long shadow under the moonlight. Finally, after standing for a long time, Yu Jinglan walked towards Song Qingquan's room .

As soon as he reached the door, he met Song Yin who came out.

When faced with him, countless words were implied in the eyes of Yu Jinglan .

Song Yin stared at him briefly, then she opened the door and left immediately.