DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 175 There's a Slit

Oi! I am an article!

He tried to let go of his handrails, but Qin Yinuo instead held his hand tightly, his voice sounding far and small, “Good! I know you need time, I won't bother you!”

Hearing her voice like this, Mu Xue's heart churned wanting to cry.

Oi! I am an article!

Qin Yinuo left, her figure looked sad and calm.

He knew he might lose Mu Xue, but he had not expected it to be this fast!

In the room there was no one else, he leaned against the corner of the wall and fell down. She hugged herself and started crying. Why did his father's death have anything to do with Qin Yinuo? Why?–

The Qin Company.

Oi! I am an article!

Qin Yinuo returned to work.

He buried himself in a pile of documents, trying to use the rush of work to numb the feeling in his nerves.

It's been three days!

Xiao Xue did not call him, nor did she dare to call. He was afraid that he would get an answer to break up, he knew Mu Xue needed time, but how it would end, he did not dare to think about it.

In his hand was a cigarette that was puffing white smoke and filling the room.

Even when Zeng Li knocked on the door and entered he did not even know, he was still deep in thought, like he had lost a spirit.

“Nuo! What's wrong with you? Come to work suddenly, before not even if you die you do not want to come to work?” This was already the third day Zeng Li asked like this.

But, there was still no reply from Qin Yinuo.

“Hei! Is there a problem between you and Xiao Xue? Better tonight I take him, we haven't been together for a long time, how about going for a beer?” Zeng Li suggested.

Qin Yinuo continued to smoke, not saying anything.

“Then yes! I directly took Mi Lei and Gong Tianer, you and Xiao Xue, then me and Yangyang! We're all six going to karaoke! No drunk no need to go home!”

Mu Xue got a call from Zeng Li, she said late at night about to go karaoke. But Zeng Li did not say who he was with, he just said Yangyang and Tianer would also leave, hence Mu Xue did not refuse either.

It's been three days!

His brain was muddled, Pei Lingfeng and Wu Jingxuan also already knew about the cause of Mu Nanbe's death. Pei Lingfeng did not say anything, merely patting Mu Xue on the shoulder.

Wu Jingxuan instead persuaded him, “Xiao Xue, there are some things that if they pass, let them pass! Don't count it again, otherwise your life will be tired once!”

But as soon as he thought of his beloved father Mu Nanbei dying because of Qin Yinuo, thinking of how these few years he did not dare to appear himself, thinking of how he had only ordered others to take care of the accident, he said, thinking of how he drove when drunk, his heart was sad!

After work, Qin Yinuo did not go to pick up Mu Xue.

He was afraid that if he picked him up, Mu Xue would not leave.

Maybe from the beginning Zeng Li knew there was a gap between them, so he picked up Mu Xue and Gong Tianer boldly, as Qin Yinuo and Mi Lei entered the KTV room first.

“How recently?” Mi Lei lit a cigarette and asked.

Qin Yinuo also smokes, the two men sit on the sofa and start smoking, “Not good! You?”

“I'm not good either!” Mi Lei's smile looks helpless, “Jingxuang has really let go of the past, Tianer has also lost his father and Aunt Mei, I thought he would need me. But I realize he's getting stronger now, he doesn't want to see me either!”

“Later to meet, Zeng Li went to pick him up and Xiao Xue!”

“You why?”

“Enterrible!” Qin Yinuo exhaled cigarette smoke, her expression lonely.

When Zeng Li came to bring the three women, Qin Yinuo and Mi Lei had already filled the ashtray with cigarette butts.

Once inside, Mu Xue and Gong Tianer were instantly stunned.

Qin Yinuo's warm and loving gaze fell on Mu Xue's face. He was getting thinner, his round face was now so skinny. Qin Yinuo felt her heart continue to feel pain, every inch of muscle in her body wanted Mu Xue.

Gong Tianer was also a bit shocked, but then he immediately smiled, “Sister Qin, older brother Mi, I never thought you guys were coming too!”

Mu Xue only glanced at Qin Yinuo. His hands were clenched, he did not speak, was about to turn his body and immediately left, but Tianer instead pulled him, “Kakak, tonight we sing together, if not drunk do not have to go home!”

Zeng Li and Yangyang also directly said, “Ya, yes. Rarely do we gather, not drunk do not go home!”

Then Mu Xue could only sit down, but did not glance at Qin Yinuo in the slightest.

Mi Lei's gaze also fell on Tianer's body. But the woman moved her gaze and immediately looked at Mi Lei. He just smiled, no matter what, as if there was never anything between them. Now Tianer only regarded Mi Lei as a friend, cold and distant.

Since the death of his father and Aunt May, he received a call from the housekeeper. There was such a big incident, but Tianer didn't even call her.

He tried to hug and calm her down, but Tianer moved away from her. Rejecting her, refusing to placate her. His attitude that drifted away and hesitated made Mi Lei unaccustomed to one day. But Tianer said he had broken up and never loved her, why pretend? Don't force!

The atmosphere in the room was a bit cold.

The gazes of Qin Yinuo and Mi Lei were full of dilemmas, then Zeng Li could only shout out loud, “Yo! What song do you want to sing? What beer do you want? Yangyang, quickly turn on the music!”

“Oh, yes!” Yangyang instantly turned on the screen and turned on the music that was filled with vigor.

But in this room it is very quiet, so calm there is only the sound of music.

Mu Xue and Gong Tianer sat in the corner of another sofa, then Tianer whispered in Mu Xue's ear, “Sister, what's with you with big brother Qin?”

Mu Xue pursed her lips, shaking her head.

Then Qin Yinuo could only sit down and continue to look at that gentle and white face. To be honest the face was filled with a loud expression. So he smoked his cigarette, his eyes narrowed, did the woman not want to heed him anymore?

Gong Tianer also realized there was a problem between Xiao Xue and Qin Yinuo, but Xiao Xue did not say it, nor could she ask. Then he could just stand up and take the mic and sing. She was no longer the girl who always hid in protection, she could only face reality strongly!

He sings with a smile, faces everything with a smile!

Mu Xue suddenly felt somewhat stuffy, then she got up and left.

***

Zeng Li directly nudged Qin Yinuo for a moment, telling him to come out.

Qin Yinuo smoked a cigarette and stood in silence, then walked out.

Mu Xue stood outside the room and took a deep breath, but the door suddenly opened. He was stunned for a moment, observing his arrival. His cigarette hung in his mouth, and Qin Yinuo stared at him, his low voice heard, “You are getting thinner!”

Mu Xue was speechless, turned her body and left. Looking at his face, he didn't know how to deal with it. How could he forget that he was the one who had harmed his father!

“Xiao Xue! Can we talk?” Qin Yinuo asked as she turned her body.

“I have no words!”

His cold tone hurt Qin Yinuo's heart, his hoarse voice sounded shattered and made people pity him. “Xiao Xue, can we talk?”

Qin Yinuo tried to smile, but her heart still hurt. He looked at Mu Xue with guilt and regret.

Mu Xue let out a long sigh inwardly. Hearts twitching. When he saw Qin Yinuo's expression, he still felt heartache.

Can they still be together? Not scared.

Although he was also very dilemma and very sick, but he still loved her. Because he loved her.

Suddenly Qin Yinuo reached out her hand and pulled her into the corner of the stairs. There's no one here, suitable for talking.

“Sorry, it's my fault.” In a quiet corner, Qin Yinuo still reached out to stroke Xiao Xue's face as usual, but she instead avoided it.

“There is nothing to say. And take care of yourself again, no need to absorb this. And again our relationship has ended. I've been thinking about it for a long time, I don't think I can be with you. If I'm with you, I feel guilty for you! I can't let her down!”

Mu Xue pulled back her hand from her hand. He looked at Qin Yinuo heartlessly. He said calmly. There's been a lot of things going on, no chance to look back.

“Xiao Xue, indeed your father died because of me. But it's not all my fault. He's really drunk!” His hands that were frozen in the air were pulled back slowly, Qin Yinuo said with heartache.

“He never drank beer!” Mu Xue murmured, “How do I know that it was a hoax from the police?”

“How could I do such a thing? Xiao Xue, there is evidence of his body! It can't be faked!” Qin Yinuo's deep gaze fell on Mu Xue lovingly, she said gently, “Xiao Xue, give me one more chance, okay?”

“Sorry.” He let out a long sigh and shook his head, “I can't be with you. I can't disappoint my father. If I was with you, I would feel guilty, sad!”

Actually, if not together he is also sad, why does God always play tricks on humans?

“Xiao Xue, we still have children! If you do something like this, then what about Tian Yu?”

Mu Xue's back froze. Right, what about Tian Yu? What about Cheng Cheng? Cheng Cheng had accepted Qin Yinuo with great difficulty. He could see how Cheng Cheng liked Qin Yinuo, and Tian Yu could not escape from his mama either!

But…

Can't really be together.

“Xiao Xue, can you forgive me for the sake of the children?” Mu Xue's face remained cold, while Qin Yinuo pleaded with all her heart. His flat tone implied misery, he pressed his sadness into his bones, he did not want to lose it.

Mu Xue smiled sadly, “I don't hate you. I just can't be with you in peace! Sorry!”

She did not want to cry, but her tears kept falling. Mu Xue smiled with her strengthening, her white hands shaking to wipe her tears, but she instead said miseryfully to Qin Yinuo, “It is better to just end our relationship.”

Right now, he was hoping to get into his arms. Her warm and calm chest was once her favorite place. But now, themselves slowly drifting away, it was all over.

Qin Yinuo's body trembled, she turned her head up while sobbing. His pair of reddened eyes were filled with tears, “Sorry Xiao Xue! This whole thing is my fault! If, if this really is your wish, then I will stay away from you!”

“Truly sorry, let me hug you once again.” Qin Yinuo reached out and hugged Mu Xue's body with all her might, she hugged him tightly.

If at that time he was not stubborn, accidentally against the truck, maybe at this time will not…

“Qin Yinuo, take good care of yourself.” Mu Xue looked deeply at the man whose agony was incredible, then broke away from Qin Yinuo's embrace, turned around and left.

“Xiao Xue!” There was a scream with a broken heart. Mu Xue turned her body and her tears fell. Then he turned his body and dashed into Qin Yinuo's arms, he stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly.

He let his tears fall on his chest, one by one drops fell on Qin Yinuo's chest, “Qin Yinuo, release your hands.”