DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 421 Lifetime
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After all, she also did not have no feelings for her brother, she was once infatuated with her brother. Yeah, he said he was crazy. Brother is so beautiful, so beautiful!
And when he looked sideways at Yu Jinglan as his mind blurred, he suddenly felt an indistinct anxiety in his heart. She thought, can Big Brother Yu love her forever?
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It seemed that in this world, no one could become a darling in the hands of anyone for a lifetime! Thinking so, his eyes turned dark.
Xing Jiabai's gaze looked at him, a pair of peach eyes flashed with pity. Did Song Yin pay attention to Yu Jinglan and Song Sitong's tone ? So soft!
Just like how sad she was at the moment, seeing her standing beside Yu Jinglan and not beside her.
“I, did not receive a gift from you guys, sorry, please go!” Song Sitong entered the bedroom and slammed the door.
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Xing Jiabai pressed her lips and said: “You guys go home, Sitong needs time, I will slowly tell her, she is now at my place, you guys take it easy!”
Song Yin's heart was filled with gratitude towards Xing Jiabai . The look in his eyes coincided with her and said sincerely: “Thank you, Xing Jiabai !”
“Do not hesitate, what is our relationship?” Xing Jiabai's words managed to make Yu Jinglan frown. “Already, let's go quickly, it's dawn, I want to make up for my sleep! Tomorrow's half-day leave yes, please boss agree to it!”
Yu Jinglan's cold voice still sounded hoarse, “She handed it to you!”
“Good!”
Song Yin was secretly herded upwards by Yu Jinglan .
He felt his happiness was obtained by being stolen, so not to be proud of. He was even upset, feeling guilty, and even hating himself. In just a few minutes, her troubled eyes made Yu Jinglan feel pity and unbearable.
He held his hand, clenched it, grasped it with his big hand: “Yin Yin, don't think recklessly, give him time. He's always much stronger than I thought, he'll be fine.”
“I'm fine!” Song Yin said in a low voice. “Thank you to Xing Jiabai, otherwise we will continue to worry. My brother's with him. We can also calm down for a while. The rest of the problems we slowly solve!”
Yu Jinglan's eyes stiffened, seeing how grateful she was to Xing Jiabai, she was a little upset for some reason, looked at him, then gently raised her chin, her lips kissed him lightly, very gently. “Are you very grateful to Xing Jiabai?”
“Yah! Because he's secretly helping me. He never asked for a reply, only secretly helped! He's a good man!”
“No destination is the most terrible, and no destination is the greatest destination!” Yu Jinglan disagreed!
Song Yin looked at him seriously and disliked his words, “Sister Yu, why did I suddenly feel anxious to this day? It feels like we have overcome all obstacles, but still can not be together?”
“Why can you think like this?” Yu Jinglan was stunned.
“Because I'm not sure if you love me forever!” Song Yin muttered while looking at him.
Yu Jinglan frowned, “I want you, Yin Yin, as long as you!”
He said in a low voice, Song Yinhampir felt his hands tremble: “I want you.”
He wiped his lips from his cheek and looked into his eyes. His eyelashes were half drooping and his black eyes were wet. “Tell me, you will never belong to anyone else, tell me!”
“I don't need to tell you,” she whispered, “Do you not know my heart?”
“I know your heart. Yep! I know!” He seemed to be entertaining himself. “Why are you worried?”
“I fear fate. Many times, we cannot control destiny.” Song Yin murmured, with very subtle emotions.
Yu Jinglan hugged him tightly, her lips pressed against his. “No way, my own life I set it not destiny!”
He was moved to raise his head, tears flowing from the corner of his eyes.
“You're crying again.” He muttered, carried her, walked towards his house, opened the door, entered and closed the door.
“Don't turn on the lights!” He did not want the man to see the anxiety and fragility in his eyes.
He leaned over and kissed her lips. “Dumb boy, now too happy, that's why you became so worried!”
“Yah! I knew! Do you really want me for life?” He asked carefully and gently, and Song Yin realized that she was eagerly expecting her answer at this moment.
It turned out that he only considered it as his personal treasure and he did not allow for his accessories to be owned by anyone, and he felt sour like he was putting half a lemon in his mouth.
Song Yin's eyelashes trembled, and there was a gloomy touch of helplessness in her soft voice. “Is it just as a treasure?”
“Of course!” Yu Jinglan did not pay any attention to her tone at all.
If it was just property, it might one day be thrown away, because no one would use anything until the end of life!
“Don't make yourself like a poor daughter-in-law, I'll be sad if you do. “His sharp eyes narrowed, his long body approached with his slim body, and a warm nose whispered on his cold cheeks, making him tickle lightly on the skin, even the whole body became limp. ” You are mine, my lover! For my whole life !”
“Love?” She was startled, her cheeks flushed in the darkness, her red lips pursed, her shy appearance was enough to tempt any man.
“Kakak Yu, finish me. I was really scared of losing. I was so afraid that happiness was just a dream. When the dream wakes up, there is nothing left! Sorry, I hate myself like this! Really hate! I feel like I have become narrow-minded, I don't like myself like this! But your heart is like this, I will be jealous of every good thing you do for brother, but if you are not kind to him, I am also unhappy! I'm a hypocrite, always have been. My mother took my aunt's husband, and I also robbed my sister's boyfriend. In this life, I won't be able to lift my head because of this!”
“Dumb girl, you are indeed a stupid girl, Yin Yin, How can this be a dream? I want you and love you.” She said, her fiery eyes fixated on her gentle face, burning her skin bit by bit. You don't seize it, I don't love Song Sitong, can we no longer discuss this?”
In the darkness, two sparkling black eyes stared at each other.
His heart was stunned, Song Yinh could barely breathe, he was too used to such a gaze. Every time he lusted, he always let out an expression like this
“Sorry, I shouldn't think too much, it's my fault!” Song Yin lowered her head and slowly wasted her breath, feeling extremely guilty. Why did he become so calculating? Why be so concerned? He hated himself like this! It wasn't cool at all, it couldn't let go, and the little things were cared about to death.
Because he could barely believe it, every time he saw it, he had a feeling of disbelief. He felt like everything was like a dream. He was happy, nervous, insomnia, and heart palpitations.
I had a crush on him then, and there were only deep wounds, because the crush was indeed the beginning of thousands of problems. I love you, my only problem!
But when love becomes a two-man problem, she realizes that it becomes very tiring! He becomes selfish and the desire to have him becomes stronger.
This fear of loss scared him, afraid of facing himself, and also afraid of facing Yu Jinglan . Afraid that he would regret it later on, so that when they crossed the obstacle course, he became abnormal.
Sometimes he becomes sharp, sometimes sad for no reason, sometimes happy like a bird flying in the clouds, and sometimes silent like a small pebble lying on the bottom of a river.
He is very sensitive and vulnerable. “Sister Yu, I'm really scared, I'm afraid you won't love me forever, I'm afraid–”
Yu Jinglan finally couldn't bear to hold Song Yin's arm and said: “Yin Yin, get rid of your tension! This bitter life is short, do you want to live in fear of losing this for a lifetime? Or do you want to live a life without burdens? Live a quality life?”
“I know! I'm wrong!” He was upset and apologized. “I want to be happy with you!”
But can you be happy?
“Yin Yin, we will spend a long time together in the future. I wish there was only happiness in our lives and no sadness. For our marriage, we have all struggled and struggled, and have finally come to this difficult day. Can I beg you for one thing?”
“Hmm! “He nodded, very unsettled.
“Do not carelessly think again, even hinting also do not!” He said sincerely, persistently, and in a low voice: “The past is the past. We can only face the future. Let's face the future with the happiest mood, can we? You don't be like this anymore. You know, if you're like this again, then you and I won't stand it. Yin Yin Yin, I love what you said to me at Hong Jing tonight. You said everything was fine, you'll make up for me. Can you please not be like this again? I will not be able to bear it, you will be afraid of loss, and one day I will also be disappointed. At that time, we might also become resentful of each other!”
“Sister Yu!” He fell into his arms. Immediately hugged her and hid her cheeks behind a shirt in front of her chest. “Sorry, forgive me! I think I really need to go to a psychologist! Brother Yu, I was wrong!”
” Relax! Yin Yin Yin, relax a little!” Suddenly he turned on the light.
He looked at the panic in his eyes, he held his face, looked into his eyes, and said: “Yin Yin, tell me, right now what do you see in my eyes?”
He looked into her eyes. An ordinary day he is very calm and independent, only when he falls in love will he show his uncontrollable side.
Song Yin looked at those eyes. Right now, there were deep emotions in his eyes, depressed, unbearable, nervous, and worried.
Song Yin felt her own heart rustling, A red hue dyed her cheeks all the way to the roots of her ears. He tried to avoid her face, trying to avoid her hot and bold gaze, but he stopped her, pulled her away face and looked at her face with a more loving feeling.
Although he had previously been in a friendly relationship, but he was still like a shy virgin, unlike Yu Jinglan who was an expert.
“Say! What do you see?”
He saw a deep feeling of affection.
He is so evil! He even felt uneasy, questioning how he felt towards her, his nose sour, he swallowed tears and bit his lips. “Love!”
“It's right!” He breathed a sigh of relief. “You should know that a lifetime is a long time, and there is a long way to go between us. You have to trust me. I can't guarantee that I'll only love you for life, but you have to believe that in this moment, we love each other. And you, can you guarantee that you will only love me for the rest of your life? Didn't you love me then but insist on divorce? Yin Yin Yin, life is full of so many uncertainties, can we cherish our days together! Don't be like Mu Xue, the thought becomes narrow because of love! “
