DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 460 Long Unmet
Oi! I am an article!
“She doesn't speak, but I know, I'm a woman, in her heart there's still you, son, gather your spirit, you can!” Du Liling patted his face. “Du Liling Son , impossible to give up, let's go forward!”
“Ibu–”
Oi! I am an article!
“Trust yourself!”
“I'm leaving now!” Yu Jinglan hurriedly wanted to run.
“At Song's house, you just go to his house!”
“Iya! Mom, don't go, stay in my room! It's late, your health is not good!” Yu Jinglan turned around and ran out after saying a word to Du Liling .
Oi! I am an article!
Du Liling looked at the shadow of his son and sighed, I hope it's not too late, he really hopes it's not too late!
The next morning, Song Yin automatically woke up, she used to get up at six in the morning, go downstairs, cook vermicelli for her mother, the child's mother sat at the dinner table for breakfast.
“Yinyin, are you done thinking?”
“Bu, I will go to headquarters and will not return at night. I'm working right now, so I'd better stay with them.” Song Yin obviously did not want to face him.
Last night, he was bobbing and couldn't sleep well, he didn't go to sleep until his mind was tired, but he still couldn't escape his old dreams. The shadows from the past are connected into a chaotic dream and the final scene is still a silent night…
He pressed his forehead, under these circumstances, he did not know how to participate in the training.
“Do you sleep well?” Asked Lan Xin.
“Yeah, I slept quite late.” Song Yin avoids problems: “Bu, I'm full, I'm leaving now!”
“Yinyin, don't overextend yourself!” Lan Xin's tone of voice contained pity.
“Bu, you too!” Song Yin took the bag and walked out.
He left with his head down, got on the bus, he kept his head down until he hit a meat wall.
“Ah! I'm sorry!” Song Yin apologized, covering her head.
“Yinyin–” Low hoarse voice comes with pain, surprising Song Yin.
Song Yin raised her head in surprise and met Yu Jinglan's painful eyes .
He was stunned, but the one who reacted first was still Song Yin.
His smile seemed very natural, even his eyes were staring straight at the man directly, without dodging: “For a long time no see, Brother Yu.”
A smile like this, a soft voice when calling for Brother Yu made Yu Jinglan's heartache make Yu Jinglan unable to stand up, both of her hands already clenched.
His hair was cut short, very short, looked clean and active, similar to a tomboy's, his skin young and bright with a pair of large, very bright.
Yu Jinglan looked at him, there were many feelings in her heart.
The woman stood there, always keeping a smile at the same angle, as if the smile had frozen and was completely motionless.
In Song Yin's eyes, her disheveled face was completely beyond help.
Yu Jinglan looked at him confusedly, she waited all night, but did not know what to say to him, afraid that he would refuse, afraid to hear his rejection and afraid to make him miserable.
The woman also looked at him in silence, but she did not say a word.
Surrounded by loneliness, Yu Jinglan suddenly said, “You cut your hair!”
He used a direct sentence, not a question, not even he himself did not expect that such a sentence would be spoken.
Song Yin's smile was still faint and nodded.
“When are you back?” Yu Jinglan lowered her head and said quietly after a long while.
“Burn!” Said.
“You okay?” The low and hoarse voice sounded again.
“Ya!” Song Yin did not expect that the man would come to the house to look for her, but she still felt a lot of pain when confronting her for too long, she said to her: “There is something to do, you know, what to do, I go first!”
“Yinyin——” murmur Yu Jinglan .
“I really have business, I go first!” It was like running away quickly.
As he passed by the man, his smile slowly disappeared.
Yu Jinglan did not chase. He had been waiting all night, but was unable to catch up to him. She was afraid that the woman would say tired, she was afraid that she would bother him again.
Inside the bus, Song Yin sat on a chair, both of her hands holding the handbag tightly, causing her knuckles to turn white.
He was clinging to seeing the pattern in his bag.
The gentle color relieved the pain in her eyes and prevented tears from flowing profusely.
Deep breath, deep breath, deep breath, deep breath in—
After repeating it ten times, he finally suppressed the rampant pain in his chest.
Get off at the base, Song Yin reported herself.
His training included being very relaxed, only understanding the duties of the police.
All morning, Song Yin was in class.
When Yu Jinglan returned to the company, her grief grew so and could not be let go. The world in his mind, all filled with the shadow of that woman, was very clear.
Without the slightest bit of nostalgia, in the heart of the woman, how could there be her? He made her an ordinary friend.
Meet, say hello and no more intimate gestures!
He still wished, at least he still had feelings for her, but he was wrong, the woman had no feelings for him, otherwise how could he be so relaxed?
Yu Jinglan returned to normal again, becoming a hard worker.
“Put it.” Raising his head, picking up the document, Yu Jinglan looked at Xing Jiabai nonchalantly and lowered her head again handling the document she was reading.
“Did you not find the car?” Two months have passed and police have not found the car.
Hearing the vehicle that caused the accident, Yu Jinglan raised her head, her dark eyes lit up with a hint of pain quickly, then she calmed back down and shook her head. “But!”
The car disappeared like a rock sinking into the sea.
Yu Jinglan once contacted the police station chief, but still did not find his car.
The police chief said the car may have been destroyed.
Was it an accident, actually? Or intentionally?
Right now, Yu Jinglan was completely ignorant, so she secretly sent some people to protect Song Yin, but for two months protecting Song Yin, nothing hurt Song Yin anymore. He once thought, maybe it was an accident, the culprit was afraid to take responsibility and ran away.
“Can't find that car, make my heart feel a little uncomfortable!” Xing Jiabai said from the side. “Still have to search, I'll go first!”
“Ya!” Yu Jinglan nodded.
Getting to the door, Xing Jiabai turned around and asked as if thinking of something: “Did you contact Song Yin recently?”
Yu Jinglan was stunned, pain flashed in her eyes, not answering.
Xing Jiabai's eyes flickered and she did not speak.
Back at his office, Xing Jiabai's phone rang. “Halo!”
“Director Xing, Miss Song is now participating in a one-month training for new police officers at the Public Security Bureau training base!”
“I already know!” Xing Jiabai hung up the phone, like she was thinking about something then picked up the car keys and walked out.
In the presidential room, Yu Jinglan also took the car keys and rushed away.
After half an hour.
Xing Jiabai arrived at the training headquarters.
Song Yin ate lunch and went hanging out. He's used to being alone. He was always alone and loved to be alone.
There are other classes in the afternoon, the rest of the time can be used freely.
When he came out of the headquarters, he let out a long sigh, he put his hand in front of his forehead, looked at the scorching sunlight outside the door, smiled bitterly, he did not carry an umbrella, he did not carry an umbrella, planning to bare his head went into that scorching area.
This summer is about to pass, and autumn will soon be refreshing.
“Song Yin.” A familiar and slightly hesitant voice came, carrying a deep feeling, extremely confused.
Song Yin turned her head and looked at Xing Jiabai, a slender figure standing in front of the red Ferrari.
“For a long time no see, Brother Xing.” Song Yin smiled at him after being slightly surprised.
It was just a thin smile from the woman, but it so touched the bottom of her heart and made her hold her breath at that moment.
He once thought that in this life, he would never see his smile again.
As he left, he did not want to be ushered in by her. He said that he would only be a good friend for life and he respected his choice.
He had no idea how many cigarettes he had smoked that night.
Today, seeing her smile in front of him, she had no idea what she should do now. Should he pretend to be indifferent, greet him lightly or rush forward and hug him tightly while saying: “Song Yin, stay with me, I will make you happy!”
But he also knows that the happiness he gives, he may not like it, nor need it, maybe what he wants is not happiness, not happiness, maybe it was an experience in life and that experience was definitely related to love, related to Yu Jinglan !
Two months, Song Yin had already calmed down. He walked over, stood in front of Xing Jiabai and said with a smile, “Sister Xing, how are you?”
“Lumayan, how about you?” Xing Jiabai regained her senses, forcefully changing her feelings, smiling her tone: “Are you really a cop?”
Song Yin sighed: “Ya! I'm studying taekwondo.”
“Oh, really?”
“Ya, strengthen yourself.” Song Yin smiled helplessly.
“Where are you? I'll drop you off?”
“No need, I'll just take a walk here. You go to work, we'll chat another time!” The distance was very clear or arguably, the woman did not give him the slightest hope.
Xing Jiabai smiled.
And not far from there, inside Bugattili. Yu Jinglan looked at them from afar, seeing they were talking, her heart was so nervous, she was afraid that the woman was too close to Xing Jiabai .
Unexpectedly, Song Yin simply said a few words to him, then turned around and left!
At that moment, he felt relieved.
Xing Jiabai noticed Song Yin's figure leaving, felt lost then returned to her car, turned around and left.
Yu Jinglan frowned, got down from the car, stepped forward, slowly crossed the road, and walked towards the short-haired skinny girl …
Song Yin went to the jewelry store and took a walk, she liked to shop, but she just looked around and didn't buy anything.
In the past he would buy some hair ties, all kinds of hair ties, but now his hair was short, no need for ponytails anymore, therefore nothing more was bought.
Looking at the beautiful teddy bear, he stopped in front of that enormous teddy bear, it was a polar bear, white, almost as big as himself!
After a miscarriage, her body always feels cold. For a moment, he thought, if sleeping with this little bear at night, it might get very warm. But, now in the training camp, buying such a big bear definitely made people laugh! He turned his head, smiled and left.
Yu Jinglan followed and saw him standing in front of the polar bear toy for a long time. He didn't know what he was thinking, the woman didn't even see him when she left.
He quietly bought the bear and hugged it.
Song Yin entered another shop.
Yu Jinglan stood there, silently staring at the skinny weak figure from the window, her eyes filled with gentleness.
Song Yin seemed to sense something and suddenly looked up.
