DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 195 What is Love

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But listening to Ceng Li's choking voice, Ceng Yangyang was unable to understand why his heart was beating again, and a faint pain struck. He felt that his heart was hurting again at this moment, and he thought it would not hurt anymore!

“Tell me, I can hold it!” Said.

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Still hugging her tightly, Ceng Li said: “Night six years ago it was you, stupid girl, why didn't you tell me? Why make me misunderstand for years?”

Ceng Yangyang's body immediately stiffened. “You, you know?”

His voice shook, and he was dumbfounded.

Ceng Li hugged her tightly, choked and said: “You really have a baby and didn't tell me, why didn't you tell me?”

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Speaking of the child, Ceng Yangyang's entire body was tensed up, his body was shaking violently, his face was aching, it was an indescribable expression.

“Yang Which?”

Ceng Yangyang pushed him abruptly and shook his head. “Go, I don't want to see you, don't want to see you again!”

He turned around suddenly, but he hugged her from behind. “Yang, don't be like this, sister is wrong!”

By pleading in a low hoarse voice, Ceng Li closed his eyes, buried his face on his shoulders, and placed his hands firmly on his waist. It seemed that such a tight and involuntary hug could make him understand clearly. She loved him, but he always avoided.

Ceng Yangyang's back was pressed into his embrace, and he suddenly lost his strength, and his toned body suddenly collapsed. Tears flowed from his eyes, and he choked in silence.

Tear drops fell on Ceng Li's hands, and he felt those hot teardrops burning his heart, “Yang Don't cry, big brother will find our son back!”

“He's dead!” Shouted Ceng Yangyang in pain. “Where will you help me to look for it?”

***

Ceng Li was like he was struck by lightning, his hands were trembling, and his heart was in great pain.

Ceng Yangyang turned around and hugged his neck, and a heart-piercing cry came out from his throat. “My son is gone, shit, shit, you are now looking for me, do you know how hard it is when I need you? Know ye? I can't do anything .. Uh .. ”

His shout made Ceng Li dumbfounded, his heart ached.

“No! Yang Yang, what are you talking about?”

“He is dead, he is dead ..” Ceng Yangyang hit his chest firmly. He hates her, hates himself, and hates destiny. “He's dead, my son is dead!”

His fist hit his chest, Ceng Li was stunned, why did this happen? She quietly held him back, but she hugged him tightly, “Yang Yang, Yang Yang ..”

Gong Tian’er was shocked when he heard the sad cry in the middle of the night, he was afraid that he would wake the neighbors and immediately run away. “You're in! How can I cry outside in the middle of the night?”

Ceng Li could not say anything, hugging Ceng Yangyang sadly into the living room.

Yang Yang was still crying, crying all the time, as if crying in the grief of these years.

Gong Tian’er thoughtfully gave them space, climbed upstairs alone, and then told Ceng Li halfway through: “The second room above is Yang Yang's room. Don't go tonight, it's night! After finishing it, rest here! ”

“Thank you!” Ceng Li nodded, but his heart was in turmoil.

“He is dead ..” cried Ceng Yangyang and became teary, very sad and desperate. “Our son is dead, he is dead! He died after only living a day.”

How could he possibly die?” Yang Yang, Yilan said that Yihui stole the child, how could it possibly die? Ceng Li finally woke up after a long time of unconsciousness.

Ceng Yangyang was stunned. “You, what did you say?”

Ceng Li hurriedly explained: “Yilan said that Yihui stole the boy!”

“No, no, I saw the baby die with his own eyes. When I woke up, the baby was out of breath. That's impossible!” Ceng Yangyang shook his head, tears flowing again. “She is still very small..”.

“Yang Yang, think carefully!” Ceng Li did not believe that the child had left, he could not believe it even if he died.

Ceng Yangyang gave birth in a private clinic that year. He ran away from home and had no money. After seven months of difficulties, she was unable to go to the hospital during childbirth. The delivery doctor said that the child was born with malnutrition. He can't breathe smoothly. She herself was weak after giving birth and was unable to care for her baby. He just glanced at the baby and fainted. When she woke up again, the doctor cried and told her that the baby was dead. Ceng Yangyang suddenly fainted. When he woke up, the doctor said that he was desperate, he had already sent the boy to the crematorium and brought his ashes.

“Wait For The One!” Ceng Li heard the crack. “That cremation needs a certificate. How can he take care of it on his own without a certificate? That's not true!”

“Do you need a certificate?” Ceng Yangyang raised his face and asked. “Then, you mean, the boy is still alive? How could Mo Yihui steal the child? I didn't see it at all!”

“Yilan says it himself. There's nothing wrong. The boy was stolen by her. We now go to the clinic and look for a doctor then. He must be troubled!” Ceng Li held his hand. “Come let's find him! Where's the clinic?”

“Di Greentown! But he's gone. I went looking for him and did not meet. The clinic is closed. Some people say he has returned to his hometown, but no one knows where his hometown is!”

“Means it is indeed problematic.” Ceng Li could judge, maybe Yihui bribed the doctor and then dropped the baby, or did special treatment to make Yang Yang believe that the baby was dead.

“Alright! I'm pretty sure that the boy is still alive!” Ceng Li said confidently.

Ceng Yangyang suddenly grabbed his hand nervously. “Let's find Mo Yihui, let's ask him! I want him to take care of this grudge, how could he steal my son!”

Ceng Yangyang wiped his tears and stood up.

Ceng Li was dumbfounded, “Yang Yang, Yihui is dead!”

As soon as this sentence was spoken, Ceng Yangyang was dumbfounded. “You, what are you talking about? She's dead?”

“I'll tell you this in detail, Which in the year you disappeared, were you always in Greentown?” Ceng Li felt heartache when he thought about it. He's very confused. How did this happen?

Ceng Yangyang looked at him, then raised his hand and extended it in front of Ceng Li.

He was puzzled, lowered his head, then Ceng Yangyang turned his hand, Ceng Li saw a deep scar on his wrist, the scar was cleaned like that, his heart was tight, and the pain continued to fall on him. “Have you ever killed yourself by cutting your wrist?”

Ceng Yangyang closed his eyes, tears flowed from his eyes, and then he nodded. “The child is missing. I want to die, but I don't know who took me to the hospital. When I woke up, it was three days later. The doctor didn't say that the man who saved me, but the man didn't tell me his name, only paid the hospitalization fee. I tried to find the man after I recovered, but I did not find him. When I thought about the boy, I went to the clinic, but the doctor was gone! ”

“This indicates that there is a problem. We're gonna find that doctor now! Nah! Come to Yilan, Yang Yang, the boy is still alive! Yilan herself said it!”

Ceng Li grabbed her small hand and told her what happened while driving to the hospital.

Ceng Yangyang had never liked Mo Yihui, but Mo Yihui's behavior hurt her in the City H Hotel six years ago, but she didn't hate him because she also loved Ceng Li so much. But she didn't think she was going to steal the baby, did she bribe the doctor from the private clinic? At this moment, she heard the news of Mo Yihui's suicide again, she didn't know if she should hate him, but she felt that she was actually obeying the sentence, ask what is love in the world, and teach life and death.

Yang Yang sat in the car without a sound, Ceng Li drove with one hand and held his small hand with the other. “Can definitely find it. Our boy or girl?”

“Male!” Ceng Yangyang was choked, and he could not say anything at the moment. Surprise, anxiety, a series of emotions appeared. “But there are so many people, where can I find it?”

***

Hospitals.

When Ceng Li took Yang Yang to the hospital again, it was already dawn.

After staying up all night and experiencing so many things, Ceng Li was very tired, held Yang Yang's hand, and appeared in front of Mo Yilan and Han Lie.

“Kakak Yilan! Are you talking about right? Is the boy really alive?” Ceng Yangyang trembled, afraid of hearing the words that made him despair.

Could he have more illusions? Is his son really alive?

Mo Yilan bit her lips and nodded. “Yes, Yang Yang, the boy was actually stolen by Yihui, but I don't know where the boy was sent by him, I just know that the boy is not dead, healthy, yet, and a very cute boy!”

“So my son is alive?” Ceng Yangyang was still shocked, but instantly fell cold, the child was not found again, and Yihui died, where did her son go?

“Yang, don't worry, you can definitely find it!” Mo Yilan comforted him.

Ceng Yangyang confirmed that the child was still alive, and hope appeared in his heart. But the desire to see the child soon arises.

“Yang Yang, I'll look for it, don't worry! Let's go home and find Daddy now!”

Ceng Yang who came out of the ward, The crowd in the corridor was crowded, filled with the smell of disinfectant He was standing there, his eyes a little confused, where was the child?

Ceng Li grabbed his hand, “Yang Yang, I will definitely find our son!”

“Dad will be angry!” Ceng Yangyang shook his head. “I don't want him to know!”

“There I am, I'm sure he won't be mad!” Ceng Li promised.

He looked at Ceng Li and asked: “Are you looking for me because of that child? I don't want to go home, I want to go to the Gong family home!”

He doesn't know how to deal with it. If she was looking for her son, she wouldn't be with him, and she didn't want to anger Ceng's father. After all, they raised him and brought him home from the orphanage. Giving her so much love, she really did not want to make her father angry and embarrassed.

“Yang Yang, let's get married!” Ceng Li stared deeply into his small face. “We will get married if we have found our child!”

“What if cannot find it?”

“Could have found it!”

It's for our son! Ceng Yangyang smiled bitterly, “No!”

“Yang Yang!” Ceng Li growled.

“I want to go back to sleep, I'm so tired, you said you want to help me find our son, please help me find him, okay?” He never asked for help from others, looking at her earnestly.

Ceng Li was stunned for a moment. “That's my son too! No need to ask again, let's go home, back to our house!”

“No!”