DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 459 Pain That Cannot Be Stable

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“I can't believe, the person has left, what are you talking about!” Lan Xin shook her head.

“Bu, I think what he said is true!” Song Yin held her mother's hand: “Father has left, even if she said no, Father will forgive her. This is the reason dad always let him take revenge on us, basically dad never blamed him.”

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“Song Yin...” Lan Xin sighed.

Du Liling turned to Song Yin again. “Sorry, it's my fault! But Song Yin, Jinglan is having a hard time right now. I never took care of the boy, because he was a son. The rule in the Yu family is not to take care of the son, the boy must grow up in trouble! Raising a son in poverty and raising a daughter in luxury was a principle that I always preferred, so I always indulged Mu Xue, dozens and even hundreds of times more than the affection for my son. Seeing her suffer, I felt sad! Come back with me, he needs you!”

“Go, my daughter will never enter your house again!”

“Lan Xin, why don't you understand? They love each other, so can we just watch them split up and feel happy?” Du Liling prepared to persuade. “You and I, in front of love, are all losers, I'm not even as good as you are, you still receive love whereas I have nothing!”

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“You also know that Yu Yitian is the tribulation of my life, the pain buried in my heart that I cannot forget in this life. Just by touching it, you will lose your senses, as long as you think about it, you will truly lose yourself! Even though he's cursed to die, but I don't really want him to die! He died and I am so sad! When Zhang Dongchen found me and told me that, I lost my mind, I was desperate for revenge. But the truth is another thing!”

“The experience that happened finally made me understand that as long as you were in love, as long as you ever felt unforgettable pain with each other, the life and death of that person was not unrelated to you, she said, but very closely related to you. I used to think that if he died he would be happy, but, when he was really going to leave you, you would only realize, it's not what you think. You wish him a healthy life, even if he lets you down, even if he doesn't love you anymore, you still wish he was okay, living to 80, having lots of grandchildren. Right, here's what I think. But Yitian is dead! Your Song Qingyuan is also dead. My son and your daughter love each other, if they cannot be together, will you and I be satisfied?”

Du Liling's words made Lan Xin surprised, yes, she didn't want Song Yin to completely break up with Yu Jinglan, especially when they loved each other. After seeing Song Yin hospitalized, Yu Jinglan waited for a long time and was very attentive, she felt touched.

Seeing Lanxin speechless, Du Liling said again to Song Yin: “Song Yin, do you really want to become a stranger to Jinglan from now on? Will never see each other again? Each one living his own life? Do you have no regrets in your heart? Don't you guys love each other? Have you never felt happy and warm?”

Song Yin was a little surprised, thinking of Yu Jinglan, thinking about the past little by little, the man cooked rice for her, gave her brown sugar water, bought a notebook for her, gave her flowers, gave her a necklace, and gave her a necklace, even after the divorce, she gave shares to him.

He was silent, back then the man was like a fairy and a devil, cruel and arrogant, even selfish. He who was now was someone who kept a wound in his cold figure.

The memory of the past is still so clear. He remembered the pure and perfect face that looked like a child at the time of separation. A sense of tiredness that cannot be hidden between the eyebrows makes people feel depressed and want to walk towards him to replace him bear the wound.

He instantly felt there were so many memories and so many emotions, he could not control the pain that spread in his heart.

Furrowing her lips tightly, giving off a pale color, she did not know how to deal with it, without trust, how to proceed?

Du Liling was a little worried when he saw her silent. “Song Yin, are you still unwilling to forgive me?”

Song Yin was stunned again.

Du Liling suddenly knelt down in front of Song Yin, an arrogant person like him, turned out to be completely kneeling at this moment.

For a while, Lan Xin and Song Yin were both stunned.

“Liling–” shouted Lan Xin.

“What do you do?” Song Yin hurriedly tried to smear it.

Du Liling shook his head. “Lan Xin, Song Yin, earlier, I was wrong and went through many wonderful things. Now, I'm just an old man, only a heart sufferer will die soon. Maybe in a few days, I won't be here anymore. People say that the words of the dead are good. I'm begging you, listen to me, okay?”

“Say while standing!” Lan Xin pulled him.

“No! Let me finish!” Du Liling shook his head. “Lan Xin, you should know how arrogant I am. I will kneel for you today, not for myself, but for my son!”

How could Song Yin get such an action out of him, “If there's anything you want to say, don't kneel here, it's no good! I'm younger than you, I can't take it! Get up and talk!”

Du Liling still insisted, “If you are willing to forgive Jinglan, I will wake up!”

“Auntie, don't be like this. You forced me to do this, it really made me tired.” Song Yin bit her lips and pulled them hard.

Lan Xin also worked hard together and placed Du Liling on the sofa. Lan Xin thought for a moment and said, “It is better to talk while sitting down!”

“Lan Xin, I know you're still very good.” Du Liling sat down on the sofa and said again: “Song Yin, I am not putting pressure on you nor do I want to force you. I just want to tell you that Jinglan is living hard, she is busy every day, doesn't know the time to eat nor does she want to eat. He eats when he remembers and he doesn't eat when he forgets. He smokes more, three packs a day, one after another nonstop, if it wasn't for work, he wouldn't let himself rest, he missed you, did you know? When I called you, she cried.”

Hearing Du Liling's words, he fell silent while biting his lips.

Seeing his appearance like this, Du Liling immediately said, “Song Yin, what if you guys are dating again, can't you try again?”

Lan Xin did not speak, she understood her daughter's thoughts. If you truly love each other, she also hopes to start again.

“You go home first!” Song Yin said softly.

Du Liling originally wanted to say something, but she understood that it was enough and nodded. “OK! I'll be back, think about it!”

So, after Du Liling left.

Lan Xin said to Song Yin: “Yinyin, I want to tell you something. You are not the girl you used to be. You are a divorced woman.Jing lan announces her divorce with you in an open way, even if that someone really loves you, does she not care and remains married to you? My son, the divorced woman showed a decline in her social status! You are only 22 years old, although you are young and beautiful, but you have never been married! You understand?”

“Bu, I won't be married forever!” Song Yin felt ashamed, struggling in her heart.

“Do you still love Jinglan?”

Song Yin bit her lips and thought about it. “Bu, I love her. I'll just love him in my life. This will not change now and will not change in the future. I'm a stubborn person and even though I'm stubborn doesn't mean we'll be together!”

“Tadi Du Liling already said you can try to date first! This time let him chase you well, how about you try again?”

“Bu... let's talk later! I take a shower first, tomorrow morning I have to report, I also have to go to the base for training. Let's go to bed early!” Song Yin finished talking and returned to her room.

Lan Xin knew that her daughter was running away, she also knew that some things could not be resolved in a hurry.

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Desperate, Yu Jinglan shut herself up in the study, but she could no longer use her busyness to hide her aching heart, limply she sat on the chair, covering her cold face with her hands, closing his eyes and letting endless pain gnaw at an already weak soul.

Yu Jinglan became increasingly silent, with a loud smoke, a desperate and sick face reflected under the smoke. He never thought about the end result, he could only accept it.

Yu Jinglan took a deep breath, turned around and opened the window, the wind immediately entered, blowing the smell of smoke in the room.

Standing in front of the window, gazing at the vast night, tonight was another insomia!

About one in the morning, the car came into the gate, Yu Jinglan frowned and saw that it was her mother's car. She saw him rush out of the car, she did not care about his image: “Jinglan, Jinglan, get off.”

Suddenly, an inexplicable horror took hold of his heart, what did his mother do in this late hour?

“Bu?” Yu Jinglan was coming down immediately. His mother had already reached the living room, panting.

“Your heart condition is not good, do not run in a hurry? What happened?” Yu Jinglan was filled with the smell of smoke.

“jing lan , mom just saw Song Yin, she is home!”

Song Yin?!

“Must be Miss, how did Song Yin come back? He's in R!” City Yu Jinglan tried hard to hold back, yet there was still a sense of loneliness and tension in her heart that could not be wiped away, her heart felt tightly grasped.

“She's back, I see her, son, do you just want her?” Du Liling held onto Yu Jinglan's shoulder with both hands and asked in seriousness.

“Bu, you know, without him, I wouldn't be with any woman! Not now or in the future, I just want it, but I can't hurt her anymore!”

“He still loves you, I went looking for him! I know in his heart there's still you!”

“Bu, what are you looking for? Don't bother him anymore!”

“I'm going to apologize!” Du Liling lowered his voice. “When I was a kid, I taught you to confess when you were wrong. I don't want to believe that I'm wrong, but I'm wrong anyway. So I went to apologize to Song Qingquan that day. I didn't expect him to die suddenly that day. I went to apologize with Lan Xin and Song Yin. I don't mind if you're together, son, find him, there's still a chance! Mom told him, you can first date, go, there's still a chance!”

“What did he say?” Yu Jinglan finally believed, she believed her mother was meeting Song Yin.