DAD, I'M SORRY

DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 397 The Past the First Story



Oi! I am an article!


He opened his mouth, instead making Song Yin gasp. “Do not do that!”


Yu Jinglan buried Song Yin's little head deep into her chest. Then he said gently and lovingly, “Girl, my whole life I will not let you be hurt or hurt, I love you.


Oi! I am an article!


His low-pitched speech accompanied his kiss that landed on his forehead, between the eyebrows then kissed his teary eyes…


Song Yin hugged him tightly. His little face slipped into his arms and pressed his chest tightly. It seemed like the only way he could find peace.


The sky started to turn blue.


Yu Jinglan carried him and led him towards the waiting room in the president's room.


Oi! I am an article!


“Sister Yu!” Song Yin whispered.


“Dumb girl, I just want to let you rest and sleep for a while.” Yu Jinglan said softly then laid her on the bed and gave another kiss on her forehead, “Fall down and accompany me to work. The company has a problem. If you're here with me, I can only feel calm.”


What else can I say?


Song Yin nodded, her small hand grabbed her big hand and said anxiously, “Sister Yu, is it hard to handle?”


“I can handle it! Trust me!” Yu Jinglan said in a low voice.


“Hmm!”


Yu Jinglan stood by the bed and looked at him. His gaze was so bright as colored glass, reflecting a sense of love.


President Yu's Office.


Yu Jinglan was talking on the phone, “Jianyi, it's me!”


“Lan, how can you find me?” Jianyi was a little surprised. “Ingin fight?”


“Clear my mother's video of me and Song Yin!” Yu Jinglan ignored his ridicule and said seriously, “This is also a chance for you to make amends!”


“Why should I help you? I don't want to make it up to you!” Jianyi grunting. “Not my business!”


“He's crazy, you're crazy too?” Yu Jinglan frowned. “Need how many more people will have to sacrifice?”


The person on the other end of the phone paused for a moment, then said, “I tell you, I helped you because I looked at Song Yin. If not, you're crazy and I want to help you! A stubborn girl like Song Yin who makes me believe that there are still good girls in this world!”


“You can't see that video!”


“How can I know the video is your video and Song Yin if not see it!”


“You must have a way!” Yu Jinglan would never allow any man to see her Yinyin. Absolutely can't.


“Alright! Don't look.don't see. I'm afraid I can't get it out of my eyes, I'm afraid of hurting my eyes!” Jianyi hung up the phone.


Yu Jinglan frowned and pondered for a moment. Then looked to the door of the waiting room where there was the woman he loved most gently. For her sake, she had to master herself and get rid of all threats.


He picked up the phone again and dialed a number. “Investigate Song Sitong's whereabouts and let me know immediately if you find him!”


After all, Song Sitong could become what she is now because of her. He also had a hand, but more due to the grudge issues between the Yu family and the Song family that had existed for many years.


Song Yin was worried that Song Sitong and Yu Jinglan knew this. So he wanted to share the burden with her and look for Song Sitong, only to consider it again.


Xing Jiabai brought Song Sitong to a room with a view of the sea. After finishing the bath, Song Sitong changed her clothes. This time Song Sitong was not picky and obediently wore the denim t-shirt already prepared by Xing Jiabai .


Seeing Song Sitong's already fresh face, Xing Jiabai nodded her head in satisfaction. “Good too, look fresh and plain!”


“Hmph!” Song Sitong laughed at herself. “You don't insinuate me. This fresh and innocent word does not suit me. This lifetime will no longer fit me.”


“Hearing your tone are you disappointed with this world?” Xing Jiabai raised her eyebrows.


“World? World!” Song Sitong smiled gently and did not say anything. In her eyes there was sadness. “I want to find Yu Jinglan !”


“This issue has nothing to do with him!” Xing Jia Bai said. “His mother did this. I advise you to let go of this and take you abroad, how?”


“No!” Song Sitong shook his head. “I can't just leave!”


“They still owe me justice!” Song Sitong spoke slowly and looked at Xing Jiabai, then said sincerely, “Xing Jiabai, thank you. Lend me money, I'll give it back to you!”


“Money is not a problem, but I can't let you out. Song Sitong, why can't you understand? No one can escape punishment. What they have done is their business. All you have to do now is immediately leave Fengcheng and start a new life.”


“Xing Jiabai , can I still have a new life?” Song Sitong asked back.


“It has reached this point, you also have to take responsibility for yourself.” Xing Jiabai sighed.


If it was in the past, Song Sitong would have directly denied it sharply. But this time Song Sitong nodded and admitted, “Good! I have a responsibility. If I hadn't been lied to by Jianyi, there wouldn't be today. I myself who continue to hold anger, already know wrong but still continue to do so. No one can escape punishment, this should be addressed to me!”


“I'll ask Song Yin to come here, she's very worried about you.”


“No want!” Song Sitong shook his head. “I don't want to meet him. Xing Jiabai, I don't want to meet her!”


“Why?”


“You don't understand, you'll never understand!” Song Sitong shook his head dejectedly and walked to the French-style window then looked at the sea in the distance. “I don't want to meet anyone from my family. As soon as I see them, I will not be able to resist hysterics and remember my mother's grief and her suffering.”


“But they really care about you!”


“Xing Jiabai, you must know that Song Yin and I are stepbrothers. Her mother is my aunt. When I was a kid, I admired my dad a lot. I think he's a really great guy and has motivation. In this world there is no other man that can be compared to my father. He is a god in my heart. But one day, when I heard my father and mother fighting, all my dreams were shattered.”


That day he was ready to go and buy his father's favorite steamed bread Zhouji. He intentionally woke up early. He opened the door and walked silently.


It's still so early, don't wake up mom and dad. He almost walked tiptoe when he passed through the door of his parents' room.


However, as he walked up to the door, he heard the sound of his mother's cries. The sound was strange and strange. So full of pain and rebellion, that he immediately stopped.


“Why?” My mom seemed to be yelling, “I've been holding her back and not saying anything! You think I don't know? Twenty years, what do you think of me as? You think I don't know whose daughter Yinyin is? She is your illegitimate daughter, Song Qingquan . The child born from your affair with my sister! Lookie! I know everything clearly, but I didn't ask you. I'm keeping it all, why do you still want a divorce?”


A divorce? In Song Sitong's mind an explosion occurred, he was completely stunned. Are you and Mom getting divorced? Is that possible? He stood stunned in front of the room door, completely unable to move.


Yinyin is the illegitimate daughter of father and aunt!


“Sorry, Lan Yan!” Song Qingquan's voice was filled with pain and sounded sad. Song Sitong could hardly believe that it was her father's voice. “You also know that between the two of us there are many problems.”


“What do you want to say?” Lan Yan raised her voice.


“Lan Yan, I admit that you are as beautiful and elegant as a goddess. The goddess is elegant and cold. You are independent and have principles. But you can only be a high-class woman. I can't open my heart to you! Every day I see you, like I see a goddess. I even feel guilty every time I go to sleep. Sometimes I even wonder, actually I live with people or with goddesses.”


“But Lan Xin is different. He's kind, gentle, and fun. He's a living man. He made me feel flesh and blood. She would rather torture herself for good to be a third party than to hurt her brother, that is you Lan Yan. I can no longer make that woman suffer. He loves me, loves me with his life. I will tell you plainly that I love her very much. I loved him so much that I was willing to not be the mayor of Fengcheng anymore. I just want to be with him.”


“You love Lan Xin! Hahaha.For him you are willing to divorce me. We have been married for over twenty years. Now you want a divorce with me? You're not even considering Tong Tong?”


A divorce? Aunt is a third party? Yinyin is his little sister?


Song Sitong thought in a daze and suddenly felt like there were countless bombs exploding, destroying his world and destroying his happiness.


His father's heart has changed!


The father he admired, the perfect man in his mind.


His heart has changed! He changed his heart years ago. His heart was very messed up.it was shocked and also sick. Feelings of sadness and anger surrounded him. He was not strong to receive such a blow.


“Tong Tong is already big, he should accept this.” Dad's voice was cold.


“Receive? Song Qingquan !” Lan Yan growled in sadness and anger, “How do you ask Tong Tong to accept the fact that you have been having an affair since twenty years ago? How can you ask her to accept that the kindest and most tender aunt in her heart is the third person who ruined her parents' marriage? You don't want to make Lan Xin suffer, so you want to divorce me? You said I was elegant but he had blood and flesh. Then I'm just a wooden doll? I don't lust like him, do I?”


“Lan Yan, watch what you say!” Song Qingquan also shouted. “How can you say such a thing?”


“Song Qingquan , you think I want to be a goddess? You told me you liked my elegant self and you loved my elegant self! Unexpectedly, I've done all your requests with all my heart, with so much difficulty. But in the end I was still abandoned. Song Qingquan, I was wrong. All my life I have failed! You made me feel failure, pain and sadness. Makes me feel that his name is desperate!”


“Lan Yan..”.


“Close your mouth!” Lan Yan roared. “Is Lan Xin not exciting? If it's not exciting, can it seduce you? Does he not know that you are his brother-in-law? You guys have been cheating for years. Every week you guys go to a meeting in town R, do you think I don't know? You guys are satisfied to satisfy your lust now you're telling me you want a divorce? Why should I accept it?”


“Lan Yan!” Song Qingquan was also angry.I will not allow you to use such words against Lan Xin, she is your little sister. You should know that he doesn't want to hurt you. We just don't hold back this feeling!”


“Can't hold back feelings?!” Lan Yan sneered. Does a married person have the right not to be able to hold back feelings? Ignoring morals and having an uncontrollable extramarital relationship? Song Qingquan, is this something that you deserve to do as mayor of Fengcheng? Is it something a married man deserves?”


“Lan Yan, I know I am guilty of you, but love is neither right nor wrong. I don't want to ignore responsibility. Yeah, I'm ashamed of you. I can't lift my head in front of you. Over time, I felt like this was becoming a kind of pressure. I don't want to go back to this house, I feel tired! So tired! Yes, Lan Xin is not as beautiful as you, not as talented as you and not as noble as you!


But, he has the gentleness of a woman.Will you if a man needs this kind of tenderness? It's not just me who needs it, every man needs this! Sometimes, a boy-like man who wants to be alone, wants someone to give up on him, adores him and relies on him.I don't blame you at all and I don't want to ignore my responsibilities either. I just wanted to tell you a fact that Lan Xin let me fight against all odds because of her patience, which is the root of a woman's tenderness. You don't have all of this!”