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Ora Mudengs

"Sa, what am I wrong?" Ask Gilang to Sasa.

Going home from school in a hurry he came to Sasa's house. At 4 pm he has to leave immediately, the task of the PKDK has agreed to be done soon. They will stay at Agit's house and have to gather at some point because they do not know where Agit's house is.

"You're not wrong, I'm wrong." Sasa's face looked gloomy. It is true that he wants to break up.

"Wrong what? You're not wrong anything. Don't you love me?" Gilang did not understand what it meant.

"That's not it, I love you." just spoke for a while but Sasa started to shed tears.

Gilang did not know what the cause was, which obviously Sasa might cry over it. Sasa continued to repeat the words without finding the core. His attitude even makes Gilang more confused, if forced to explain he will look like he is oppressing.

Seeing Sasa like this Gilang felt very disappointed. Enough to get here, Gilang did not want to make Sasa feel tormented, he would not force his will if Sasa did not love him.

"Jude, I'm leaving."

It hurt so much, a drop of tears flowed down Gilang's cheeks but Sasa was completely unaware. Gilang is not the type of person who likes to beg, he left but a hug held him in this place.

"Don't hate me, hiks.." Sasa tightly hugged Gilang's body and began to shed tears profusely.

A first hug that came unintentionally. A farewell hug, not this hug that Gilang wanted, he immediately released Sasa from his body. Do not embrace, contact with him also it feels Gilang not worthy.

"Yes, I won't hate you." Say Silang psalm only.

Tired of it, why did he buy a useless phone? Now his relationship with Sasa was officially dissolved. Gilang may not have the right to see Sasa again.

Already at 4, Gilang was already in place along with his herd. He had to forget Sasa however he could.

The four of them each took their own motorbike to a quiet street surrounded by trees. Along the way were plantations, houses that were seen were also very rare.

It was getting dark, the cool breeze and the sound of crickets accompanied their long journey. It seems like this road to the mountain, a desolate place like this is usually prone to division.

But luckily they arrived safely at half-time at 6. Agit's house is still on the side of the road, his house is a building but it looks very simple.

"Your house is so far away, why should it be here? There are also more deket." Gilang finished parking his motorbike.

"Let's shout Lang, like a vacation. Aye right?" Answer Agit.

"From earlier you counter mulu dah, why the hell? Tu face is also like gloomy so there is no bright. Haha.." Rifal.

"There's not." Shame to talk about it. What would his friend say if he was upset by love? They will surely be disgusted.

As they gather in the TV room, Diah begins to make columns on the books to record the transactions of tomorrow. A woman was also allowed out by her parents. Not a difficult thing because he is a kid who likes to wander.

Finished making the column, Diah fiddled with the contents of his phone Gilang. Gilang just sat down to let him know because there was nothing he had to hide.

So long behind Gilang's phone, Diah suddenly said in a different tone while looking at the contents of the screen. Sontak Gilang immediately seized his phone, he was sure that what Diah read was a message from Sasa.

Gilang immediately moved away from Diah, Diah continued to follow him while sticking to him.

"Say, I don't love you. Instead I love you so much, I fear losing you, and if I'm honest I want to continue living with you. But I'm afraid our relationship will end in a quarrel ..."

"Si Gilang dapet chat from girl Bro, sneak grab!" Diah just kept coming closer to disturb Gilang's concentration.

"... and you're gonna hate me and then walk away from me. I promise ..."

"You are the barin." Say the other.

"... will continue to keep my feelings for you, me ..."

"Armghh!" Diah starts to get emotional and suddenly touches Gilang's pants. He tugged at Gilang's pants but realized that Gilang was wearing a belt.

"Woy's the Panji want you to do something?!" Gilang was surprised the zipper was about to be opened by Diah.

"Gue pelorotin you yes! I have none of you! Here's the phone!" Threatened Diah but he has not done so.

"Who is this phone? You have it too." Gilang guarded the bird with his left hand and let Diah who was crouching in front of him. He leaned against the door, focusing on his phone screen.

"Woy noisily, my mother thought nothing!" Agit reminded me slowly.

Then Diah relented, he stayed away because he did not dare to make the threat he said. His face looked annoyed, he glanced cynically at Gilang who was still focused on reading his phone screen.

'Who the hell was that girl? Why am I also reading? It's the sound, you idiot!' Mumbled to blame himself.

Actually, Diah already likes Gilang. In the class Gilang always act stupid, but Diah knows that actually Gilang is not like that. Gilang's face is also arguably the best in his class, he is very attractive to Diah.

"... just love you and I'm really grateful to be able to find a nice guy like you. We do not know in the future we will be a match or not, if you really love me do you want to follow my will? We're just in touch as usual but don't date. I know I may be selfish, but there's something that makes me unable to do. If we break up this way I hope you don't have a grudge against me and someday we'll be together again."

That very long message was still not understood by Gilang. Actually like this, Sasa felt tormented by Gilang's attitude but he did not dare to say it.

You could say Gilang is cold. Last night when Sasa gave 2 choices, he expected a yes answer. And yes, the answer is yes, but not as he expected. Sasa wanted an answer that sounded more pleasant. Like the... "Yes, I love you so much, don't think weird."

Sasa wanted a little Gilang to show his true feelings, whether it was with words or deeds. At first, Gilang just asked if he wanted to be his girlfriend or not without expressing his true feelings.

Although Sasa knew that Gilang did not need to behave as he wanted, but he still could not accept it with ordinary attitude. Gilang seems to be an adult, he is not a child who expresses love with words and deeds alay.

Needless to say many times, love yes love, establish a relationship and take care of it is enough to prove that Gilang loves Sasa very much.