About Taste

About Taste
Love Phrases And Proposals



"What should I do now El, I can't live like this. I can't forgive myself. You see, Suci suffered a lot, because I he experienced all that El. Now you know how I feel. If anything happens to Saints, I will not live again. Rather than living in regret, I would rather die with her" Andra said as she gripped her hair tighter.


"Ndra don't be stupid, you can't be like this! Saints will be disappointed if you see you are this weak!" snarled Ella while pulling Andra's hand, and forced the man to raise his face.


And Ella could see clearly, how devastated Andra was right now.


"I came all the way here, just to see you. I left Kairi who was still sick, I also left Billa who was a child. I did all that for you, I want to give you support. So that you're not alone in getting through this, you don't want to waste my efforts on Ndra. You will definitely appreciate me Ndra" Ella said as she looked at Andra.


Andra was silent, I don't know what she was thinking. Ella let out a long sigh, before returning to speak.


"There must be a way in every difficulty. There is always wisdom behind the disaster. Believe me, whatever God destined us for, that's the best. Leave all this to Him. Don't complain, and don't curse fate. Remain in the belief that God will never leave us, God will always listen to our prayers" Ella continued while still looking at Andra.


Andra had not spoken, only her tears had returned. Ella slowly raised her hand, and wiped Andra's tears with her fingers.


"Cry in your prostration, and ask forgiveness from Allah, the Lord of all the worlds. Hang your hopes on Him, and be sure whatever happens, that's the best" Ella said firmly.


"I'm..."


"Go, look for the mosque, and face the Creator. I'll stay here, I'll accompany Saints." Ella said with a smile.


Andra did not answer a word, but slowly moved from her seat. Ella also stood up, she looked at Andra who was still glued in front of her. Andra lowered her head, then she wiped her tears. Then he looked up, looking at Ella who was also looking at him.


"Thank you for your time El, I will try to follow your words" Andra said softly.


"No need to thank, we're friends. Yesterday you strengthened me, it is not wrong if now I strengthen you." replied Ella with a smile.


"You are right, but correct your words. We're best friends, not friends" Andra said as she smiled back at Ella. Then he stepped away leaving Ella still staring at him.


"You're right Ndra, we're best friends. From the beginning until later, we were just friends. That's why our feelings come at different times, because our destiny is only a friend, not a partner" Ella said slowly.


Then Ella turned her body, she stepped closer to Saints who were still lying on the bed. Anston, who was examining the Sacred heartbeat, turned his head, and looked at Ella with a smile.


"You're amazing, you can calm Andra down so easily, but her mother just couldn't calm her down" Anston said.


"I'm not that good, it's just a coincidence" Ella replied.


"Yes I understand." said Anston. He no longer talks much with Ella. Hearing the answer that came out of Ella's mouth, it seemed that the woman did not like it too much, if her personal problems were disturbed.


"Please if you want to see it, I'll go out first, I'll be back soon" Anston said as he walked away.


"Well, thank you." replied Ella while nodding.


Then Ella stepped closer, she stood right next to the Saint. Ella stretched out her hand, she clasped the thin, pale Holy hand. Without feeling his eyes start to glaze over, a shadow about the past suddenly flashed in his memory. The Holy Presence at school that time, completely broke his heart. But now, his heart was more broken when he saw Saints lying weak, and Andra was slumped in guilt.


"Wake up, if you really love Andra! Look at him, he's slumped in regret, and guilt. He is devastated to see you like this." said Ella as she looked at the eyes of the Holy One who was still tightly closed.


"I really hope you can be together, loving each other in a halal bond. I really want to see you open your eyes, then smile, and heal the wounds in Andra's heart. She's so scared of losing you, she wants you so badly. Don't you feel like, if now she really loves you" Ella said as she rubbed the Holy Arm, she continued to speak as if she could listen to all her words.


"I used to be disappointed with you, because you were present when my relationship with Andra began to warm up. But, now I'd be more disappointed, if you didn't open your eyes" Ella said.


"Do you want to disappoint me a second time?"


Then Ella sat down on the chair, she propped up her chin while looking at the Sacred body filled with aids. After a few seconds, Ella was startled by the slow motion of the Holy fingers. Ella gasped in surprise, her eyes glaring at the Holy fingers that were now silent again.


"Is that just my illusion." Ella muttered softly. He touched the Holy fingers, and then grasped them, no more movement. The hand remained silent.


"But it seemed very real" Ella said with a fast-paced heart. He was very hopeful, if he had not seen wrong.


But until a few minutes later, Saints who did not show any movement. Ella closed her eyes, while exhaling her breath violently.


"Maybe I'm the one who was too hopeful, until I unconsciously hallucinated" Ella said quietly.


As Ella closed her eyes, she felt a movement in the Holy fingers. Quickly Ella opened her eyes, she stared at the Holy fingers that were still in her grasp. His index finger, and his tengh finger seemed to move slowly. Ella smiled widely, it turned out that none of this was a hallucination.


"Doctor! Doctor!" scream Ella.


Shortly after, Anston came into the room. Highlight his eyes sparkling with delight as he saw Sacred had already opened his eyes.


"Let me check it out, please wait outside!" said Anston.


"Well, please save him, I believe you can definitely." Ella replied with a smile.


"I'll make an effort" Anston said as he nodded.


Then Ella stepped out of the room. He met Sarah, and Miss Mirna was sitting in the waiting chair.


"Holy has opened her eyes" Ella said as she looked at them.


"Are you serious?" sarah asked quickly, so surprised, she got up from her seat.


"Yes, we just pray, hopefully he will get better soon" replied Ella.


"Alhamdulillah El, Mama is very happy to hear it." said Ms. Mirna.


"Yes Ma, I'm also very happy" Ella said.


"If Saints survive, Andra will not be destroyed again. I want to see him happy, like me, who is also happy with the person I love" Ella said in her heart.


***


One week later.


The sacred state has begun to improve. Ella, and Miss Mirna, they had already returned to Paris, the day after Saints opened her eyes. For the following days, it was Mr. Luois who sometimes came to see Andra. Andra's condition has also returned to normal, seeing Saints aware, and there is hope to be healed, Andra's spirit back up.


This morning, the sun had not crawled up. Still on the eastern horizon, with its dazzling pink light. Andra took the Saints for a walk to the hospital garden. Enjoy the breeze of the morning, among the flowers that bloom beautifully.


On his wheelchair, Saints lowered his head with a smile. He is grateful to be given the gift of staying alive today. And he was also very grateful, with the presence of Andra who treated himself so warmly.


"Holy, what do you feel now?" asked Andra while sitting crouching in front of Saints.


"I'm happy, I'm still given a chance to look at the world. Although I don't know, it will be long, or only temporary." replied the Saint. Honestly in his heart he also doubted, the blood cancer he suffered had reached an acute level. Could it still be healed?


"Don't talk like that. Rest assured that if you will recover, never give up. Holy, you don't want to leave me alone" Andra said as she clasped Holy's hand.


"Although I don't want to leave you, but I can't go against my destiny." replied the Holy One.


"Why are you hiding all this from me?" ask Andra.


"Sorry I'm selfish, but I don't want you to leave me Ndra. I still love you, I still want to be with you." replied Suci with a lowered head.


"Let you know about all my feelings Ndra. I don't know how old I'll last how long. When I'm gone, at least you already know about how I feel about you." said Sacred in his heart.


"I won't leave you, I'll be your seat" Andra said seriously.


The saint was still silent, he had not answered Andra's words. Then Andra reached into something from his pocket. A little Sacred thing doesn't know what it is. Then Andra grabbed Holy hands, she looked at the woman with a smile.


"I'm sorry, I was stupid, so late in realizing this feeling. When you're in a coma, I'm so afraid of losing you. That's when I realized that I really love you. Holy marry me!" said Andra while pinning the beautiful ring on her Holy ring finger.


Sacred closed her mouth, she could not believe what Andra was doing to her. Declaring love, proposing to her. On the one hand he was very happy, he loved Andra very much, and it turned out that the man loved him too. But on the other hand he is also sad, he is now a lot of shortcomings. Whether he lived how long, and his disease condition, he would be difficult to give offspring to Andra. With his circumstances like this, could it be that his family Andra would agree to it?


Sacred Eyes glazed over, he was too confused to make up his mind. Indeed, the company of Andra in his last moments was enough. Ever since she became aware of her worsening condition, she no longer dared to hope to marry Andra.


Seriate......