About Taste

Fear of Losing

"How is it Holy?" ask Andra quickly.

Anston let out a long sigh, and rubbed his face, before he answered Andra's question.

"The situation is still very critical, but his heartbeat is starting to normal" Anston replied.

"Sacred can still be saved, Mas, Saints must be fine, Mas!" sarah shouted as she clasped Anston's arm tightly.

"I'll try as much as Sarah can. But I can't be sure what the result is, we just leave everything to God, we wish him all the best." Anston replied as he held Sarah's shoulders.

"I wish she could heal Mas, pity her" Sarah said in tears.

"I'll try, you calm down, don't be like this. Think about your baby's condition, you don't get too stressed out" Anston said, wiping Sarah's tears.

"It's all because of you! You have made the Saints suffer! You should be the one dying, not him!" snapped Sarah while looking at Andra.

"I'm sorry" Andra said softly.

"We are calm, and don't blame each other. Andra, can I ask one thing for you" Anston said as he looked at Andra.

"Come, what can I do?" ask Andra.

"You have an important influence on the Saints. At that time his condition improved, because his relationship with you also improved. And today, her heartbeat returned to normal after you met her. So please accompany her, give her support, and encouragement" Anston said.

"Alright, I will." replied Andra firmly.

"Thank you, I didn't know this would help much or not. But it doesn't hurt to try it." Anston said as he stroked his temple.

"Please save him, I will do anything, as long as it can help him to heal" replied Andra.

"Yes, please come in. I'll be back in a minute!" said Anston.

"Good." answered Andra.

Andra stepped into the room. He walked closer to the Saint who was still lying on the bed. The pain, and the pain returned piercing in his heart. The current situation is more painful, than when Ella was in a coma. Has his feelings changed now?

Andra sat on the chair, beside the bed. He grabbed the Holy hand, and grasped it tightly. Suci was much thinner than when on the beach.

"Why I never realized everything around me. Why am I always late to find out. I'm too stupid, or indeed fate won't be on my side." Andra said, looking down.

"Everyone around me, they suffer because of me. I'm the one who's covered in sin, but why are they the ones who suffer. Why not just die me, rather than be faced with a reality as bitter as this." said Andra while holding his head that hurt.

Shortly after, Andra raised her face, looking at the still faithful Saint closing her eyes. Andra stroked Holy's matted hair, then she rubbed her cheeks that looked more concave.

"Why are you hiding all this from me, is this how you punish me Saints? Wake up, we go through all this together, I promise I will always be there for you. You know, I'm so scared of losing you. Help me to answer Holy, is this what love is?" andra said with teary eyes.

Then Andra got up from her seat, she stood down. He kissed the Holy forehead gently.

"I wait for you Saints, get well soon, and marry me!" whispered Andra as she shed her tears.

After a few seconds, Andra saw a clear circle that seeped in the corner of the Holy eye. Andra's heart beat rapidly, and Ella regained consciousness after she shed her tears. Could this also be a sign that the Saints will come to their senses as soon as possible.

"Sacred, you heard me. Open your eyes, I'm right here, I'm right next to you!" andra said quickly.

Shortly after, Anston came back into the room. He immediately checked the Sacred condition.

"He's crying, he's crying!" andra said quickly.

"Yes, his heart rate is getting better, you came just in time" Anston replied with a smile.

"Does that mean Saints can be saved?" ask Andra.

"Yes, I will always pray for him. But sir, where are his parents? Why don't I see them at all, Suci is in a coma, there's no way that he's left alone, only with Mr. Anston, and Ms. Sarah." asked Andra carefully. Ever since he had been curious about this, he wanted to know why his Holy parents were not here.

"Many things you don't know, and I have no right to tell you. Ask him, when he's healed, let him explain everything to you himself." Anston replied with a long sigh. At the glance of his eyes glanced at Sacred, there was as much pity as he radiated through the look in his eyes.

Andra was stunned when she heard Anston's reply. What else is this, could there still be another bitter reality that he does not yet know. Andra rubbed her face violently. His heart went back to chaos, memories of his past vices, returning to his memory.

"O Allah, allow the servant to make amends for the servant of the past, save the Holy One, allow the servant to make him happy" Andra said in his heart.

***

The sun has returned to its content. Replacing with the moon, and the brilliance of a star studded beautifully in the sky. Ella, and Kairi were sitting together in her bedroom bed. They looked at Billa who was already asleep in his sleep.

"He looks a lot like you Kai" Ella said.

"Not really, her lips are very similar to yours dear." Kairi replied as she looked at Ella.

"really? I think it's similar to you" Ella said.

"Alright, let's just say he looks like us. Honey come!" kairi said while patting the bed in front of her.

Ella said, she inched closer to Kairi.

"What's wrong?" asked Ella while looking at Kairi fixedly.

"Thank you for everything, baby. You are still faithfully waiting for me until now. You're alone through all this, it must be very difficult for you. You're an amazing woman Gabriella" Kairi said, cupping Ella's cheeks.

"I told you Kai, you're my only husband. You are the only man I love, until I will be waiting for you. And if destiny says otherwise, I'll choose solitude, rather than opening my heart to another love, I can't Kai." said Ella, holding Kairi's hand.

"I'll do the same thing dear" Kairi said with a smile.

Then he brought his face closer, until now the distance between the two had eroded away.

Ella's heart beat rapidly, Kairi's hunting breath began to warm up on her face. Ella closed her eyes, enjoying the touch of Kairi's lips that were beginning to land on her lips.

But just for a second they pressed their lips together, suddenly Kairi's phone rang loudly. Ella was about to break away from Kairi, but Kairi held her back.

"Don't!" kairi.

"Who knew it was important Kai, Mama and Papa are still on their way" Ella said.

"All right!" kairi said as she let out her breath violently.

Ella got up from her seat, she picked up Kairi's phone on the table. Ella frowned in wonder, it was Andra who called her. Then Ella went back to bed, and thrust the phone at Kairi

"Andra" said Ella.

"What's wrong, why did he call me" Kairi said.

"Thank you" said Ella.

Then Kairi picked up her phone, one second, two seconds, three seconds, Kairi was still silent. But shortly after, he suddenly shouted loudly.

"What!" shout Kairi.

"What's Kai?" ella asked quickly, she was very surprised to hear Kairi scream. Moreover, he also saw the look on Kairi's face that was very panicked.

Seriate.....