A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION

A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION
Ending 2



This is what happens if the reader chooses option B. Pushing you.


***


I had no choice but to push Niki away from me. Because I don't want him coming with me to jump out of this tower.


“Sorry, let me go now!”


“Aaaarghh”


‘BRAK!!’


“!!!!”


My thrust was too strong until his head was hit by a pillar and suffered a violent collision.


After that, Niki began to be unconscious, but something was dripping from his head.


‘Blood!’


“Ni-Niki?” call me in the hope that he is still conscious.


No answer came out of his mouth the longer his blood began to drip.


It made me so shocked, it made me panic and my face started to get scared. I looked at my trembling hand as I said.


“What have I done?”


Then cover my face with both hands and say once again, “I ruin my happiness again.”


***


I rushed Niki to the hospital. He's down to the emergency room.


The operation was carried out by the medics, of course I could not go inside and just wait outside while waiting for news from the Doctor.


Not long after another came with a surprised and worried expression.


“Lucy, what happened?” noel asked in a panic.


I*******my lips and bow with guilt, while replying with sadness.


“It's all my fault, I accidentally pushed it hard. No, I deliberately pushed him but my thrust was too hard that his head hit the pillar. I'm really sorry.”


Noel looked very disappointed, but how else the rice had become porridge, there was nothing else to do but wait for news from the Doctor.


“Why did you push him? Are you guys fighting?” ask Sarah.


I don't want to tell him but in essence I have to fix this all.


“I'll be in charge!” My loud words, made them all surprised.


“I will be in charge until the end,” I said once again.


Gabriel let out a long sigh then took a few steps closer to me until he gently stroked my head.


“Calm down, don't do this alone. Remember that we will be there for you,” he said with an angelic smile.


“That's right, if you have a problem you can ask for help with us,” Felix added.


“I don't know what happened to you guys, but don't be reckless yourself Lucy,” Noel said.


“That's right, if there's a problem tell me,” Sarah said.


“Lucy everything I will be there for you,” exclaimed Alder who stepped near me for fear of being taken by Gabriel.


I who heard it was moved. “Thank you, once again I'm sorry.”


Then the Doctor came out of the room and questioned where his parents were, but I immediately replied that I would hear how Niki was doing.


“Can't, I have to see his parents.” Denies the Doctor.


“It...”


Noel held my shoulder and he whispered,


“Nothing, everything can be discussed carefully.”


I pondered and deeply regretted, but on the other hand I was scared when her parents found out about Niki's current state.


I looked up her parents' contacts on the cell phone and called them to come to the hospital.


I explained what happened to her parents, they agreed and were going to the hospital, making our conversation end.


‘Tit’


“I've called him.”


“Good, thank you, I will wait for them to come.”


***


Niki's parents finally come and see the Doctor. The doctor explained Niki's current condition, now Niki is in the ICU room.


We saw Niki's condition was still unconscious, they hoped that Niki would be fine, but after what the Doctor said.


Memory disappeared.


Guilt and regret filled me back, I just clasped his cold hands, his face was pale white, I hope he comes to his senses soon.


“Lucy?” call Niki's mother.


I wake up and answer. “Iya Aunty?”


“Lucy, I leave it to you, we can't accompany him because we have to go back with business,” said Niki's mother and her father Niki beside her.


“Good Aunt, I will be in charge.”


“If he is aware of Aunt's news only.”


“Good Auntie, sorry to trouble.”


Both of Niki's parents left the hospital, however it was my fault I had to go through all these sins.


***


I was alone with him, this lonely state of affairs was not as ordinary as in my home. Lonely with a clutching atmosphere in the hospital makes my fur crouching let alone the open door shows a dim and minimal lighting.


“I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry.” I muttered nonstop while holding onto Niki's cold hand.


“I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm min-”


‘kretek!’


‘Crete!’


There was a strange sound that came from the dark hallway.


The lights in the hallway blinked making the nuances become instantaneous horror.


“Who's there!?” ask me in a loud voice.


There is no answer, what it is a mere fad. Maybe there's a little kid here who's naughty. I just have to ignore it.


‘KREEeetteeekKKK.’


This time his voice became loud and long, making me curious and went out to check what was happening in the hallway.


“What's that sound?”


I stared straight up and waited for someone to be there.


‘Deg deg deg.’


“LUuuCyy~”


“Aaa!”


I kept my mouth shut, I was surprised that there was a half-dead creature behind me.


“Do not surprise me like that Peter!” I said with anger.


“Aaku MiinTa Sorry.”


My eyes became teary again seeing him present before me. “Where have you been all this time... Hiks”


Peter immediately hugged me, even though he only looked like he was from a bunch of black powder. I could feel the warmth on his body that was quite high.


Peter took a tissue from his pocket and gave it to me. “Thank you.” my word received it.


After I blocked my tears, I saw that there was ink coming up but it was a bit faded due to tears, saying ‘Sorry’


“ini all my fault.”


He rubbed my head again while thinking something, as a result my hair became all tangled. After that he reached into his pants pocket and gave me a candy that read ‘HAPPY’


“Hufft~”


I exhaled and took the candy out of his hand, I couldn't guess what he had in mind, but after I read the words ‘HAPPY’ maybe he just meant to cheer me up.


“I have to go back to the room, see you again,”.


When I was on the doorstep, my eyes widened and froze because Niki was already sitting while looking around.


“Niki!!”


I ran towards him and hugged him tightly, leaving him confused and astonished.


“Finally you're aware of Niki. I'm so grateful you're awake. I'm really sorry niki, I'm sorry.”


He looked at me innocently, tilting his head.


“Who are you? Me where? You said Niki?”


I let go of his embrace and looked at him with an expression of not knowing anything.


Oh my goodness, I just remembered.


‘Aahh~ how stupid I am.’


“Sorry for before, I'll explain to you what happened, so.... I hope you hear it quietly yak,” I said in a friendly tone but on the other side my chest felt tight.


“I-iya.”


“You have a hard impact on your head, because that impact caused you to lose your memory.”


“Why can I bump?” tanyakanya.


I have to endure all this pain. He really doesn't remember anything, I know it's memory loss, but it feels like seeing him forget everything makes me sick.


“Because someone pushed you until you hit the pillar of the tower,” I replied by maintaining a smile on my face.


“I don't understand.... Why is he pushing me? Did he fucking cheat on me?” ask again.


“No, he doesn't hate you.”


“Then why did he push me?”


“Dia... She's not senga-”


“Who is the one who pushed me?”


“....”


“Do you know his name?”


“...”


“Do you know him?”


“...”


I squeezed the blanket, I don't know how he'd look if he found out.


“Do you not know him?”


“Why didn't you answer?”


“That's me.”


“???”


“I pushed you,” I replied with a gloomy expression.


“Why?”


“That's because you tried to stop me killing myself.”


I clasped his two hands tightly, with a serious face and a lasting feeling, I ventured to start this togetherness from the beginning.


“Niki.” call me.


“Niki?”


“Iya, it is your name, remember it is good good good.”


He nodded innocently. I laughed a little after that.


“I'm sorry for accidentally pushing you, I'm really sorry when you were hurt and unconscious. I think I've ruined something important in my life. But..”


‘I'll be in charge of all this until you come back and live your activities as usual,’ The thing I thought about earlier made me clutch even tighter and confident I could start from scratch.


“Let's start from the beginning, I will help you to restore your memory until you can remember again, it's okay, just slow down and don't rush to fix everything.”


I took off her hand but Niki still looked at me in awe at the two glittering beads of my eyes, as well as the dramatically changing aura of the Lucy she had known for a long time.


“By the way my name is Lucy Aureista, you can call me Lucy, so greetings yak,” I said offering a handshake.


“Iya greetings.” said Niki who received the handshake.2 days running, slowly his memory returned.


I was happy to see him smiling again with his friends and family.


***


Through a message that says ‘Meet me on the roof of the hospital.’ I climbed the top stairs. Until an ash-colored door is seen in front of the eyes.


I pushed the door and a bright light hit my face so I had to close it with my palm while giving it a gap to look around.


I just saw a lot of white cloths that were dried neatly and danced in the wind.


Some puddles are still visible in some places around, cloudy clouds punctuated by a beam of light indicating the rain has subsided.


Rainbows are slowly seen with little water falling.


I was quite amazed to see the reserve and did not forget to see the city from above that looks like a dead city, I walked more forward while looking around me.


Among the rags that were fluttered by the wind, there was a tall, black and well-coated creature carrying a covered umbrella in his hand waving to me.


“Peters. What's up?”


He gave me a letter that felt familiar to me, a white letter with a red rose-patterned candle stamp I met when Peter first gave me a letter about the truth through a crack under the door.


I thoughtlessly opened it and read the contents of the letter in my heart.


The one who is dear, Lucy Aureista.


With this letter I would like to thank you very much for following the instructions of the letter from me in accordance with the instructions given, it is an honor to serve you to the truth and to avoid the problems that exist, I am grateful that all conflicts resulting from the truth have been resolved, through this letter I apologize if there are many mistakes that make you offended or angry in the truth search process, the job of searching for the truth is part of a Shadow Hunter's job to help those who have forgotten their past, given the silhouetted townspeople who tend to confine themselves. Once again I hope with this truth you will find the path of light that is best for you. I ended our meeting this time.


Thank you, greetings from Peter.


I looked at Peter with deep sadness, just you I could tell. All the truth is hidden by the people.


“Thank you so much for telling me about the truth that you showed Peter.”


Then, he put the paper together and the inks fused together and formed another sentence,


‘No problem Miss Lucy, although you did not receive the truth but I try to be sure that you can definitely accept and solve every problem.’


“What is Shadow Hunter? Is it an organization?”


‘I can't tell the public about shadow hunter, but we serve every client's request there.’


“Request? When did I ask you to seek the truth?” ask me who does not remember to ask someone to help me remember my past.


‘Not you asked for it, but this is a request from Mr. Baron. So that Mr. Baron can meet you and reveal one by one what he wants to say.’


“So all this time Mr. Baron..”


‘Iya, all this time he always thought about Miss for years, considering Miss did not come out of the mansion because she had to wait for Miss Mother to come home.’


I didn't expect, all this time Mr. Baron really thought of me even though he wasn't my butler anymore. I was quite moved to hear it. Someday I will repay his kindness.


‘Have your friends recovered their memories?’


“Iya, it is good enough he can remember, tomorrow he can be returned to his home,” I replied with a smile of sunshine.


‘It's nice to hear it, but I can't accompany miss because my task as shadow hunter is done.’


“It's gone yes, it looks like I'll miss you, even more so with your hoarse and heavy voice.”


“SEEPerRtii Here?”


“Hahahaha, ooohh already it gives me goosebumps,” I said while chuckling.


Peter reached into something from behind his suit and gave me a card. I looked at his card carefully.


“It turns out I can reach you by phone. I will contact you if there is a problem later,” I said.


Peter nodded in agreement and for the last time he said, “Goodbye Lucy. Shadow hunter will always be there for you.”


Her sweet voice rang out in my ears, a voice as she became a school tour guide.


I waved my hand at him and said goodbye and wished we could meet again.


“Goodbye Peter.”


His black dust-like body was blown away by the wind. Until there was no trace of him. Although this farewell is sad enough, I'm sure there's someone out there who needs him more than me.


***


6 Years went by quickly, everything changed for the better.


My name is Lucy Aureista, I'm 23 years old now. I currently work as a Freelancer illustrator and a fiction writer.


Every week I check my mental health in the hospital and consult with my Psychologist, Gabriel Alexander.


"Hello, good to see you again, how are you, Miss Lucy?"


After that, I stopped by to visit Alder and Rosa, who both worked together to build world-famous fashion brands. They both greeted me warmly. Of course I also included him in their project anyway.


After my job, I stopped by Sarah's florist shop, and I was happy to see her fresh, beautiful flowers that were well-preserved.


And before long Felix came to Sarah's flower shop, Felix just greeted us and continued his patrol as a silhouette City Police.


“I heard noel will make a new album lohh,” said Sarah.


“Really? Looks like I have to buy the album again.”


Noel who we know today is a singer and music composer and built a music company that is quite famous in the world. His dreams have really been achieved.


I left and continued my journey after I bought a bouquet of white lilies.


***


“Finally to also.”


I saw a cemetery lined up neatly on a stretch of grass. I approached Father and Mother's tombstone side by side.


I gave them flowers and said a word.


“Mother... Fathering... Thank you for accompanying my childhood, I am so grateful to have friends and friends like my own family, one day I will definitely catch up with you guys.”


I stood up and left the cemetery. Morning had turned into night, I thought that dinner this time in the restaurant alone.


“Welcome Lucy! What you want to order.”


I did not expect that I was directly served by the head of this luxurious restaurant. I ordered some food and drinks in the menu.


“Thank you Niki, did you cook it again?” my many.


“Iya it's true, I want Lucy to continue to feel my cooking,” exclaimed Niki.


Niki Terelia is the head of a restaurant as well as a famous chef in the city of silhouettes, the typical cuisine makes this luxury restaurant has many visitors who come.


Everything looks very good and I managed to restore Niki's memory.I devoured his artificial food.


This meal remembers me being together when we were in school.


“Already... It's been... You eat in my restaurant almost every day, right? No need to cry so,” said Niki.


“This meal is very tasty~”


“Hahaha thanks.”


Your smile will never fade, nor will the goodness in your heart and I am glad I found my true happiness and unhappiness here.


...- HAPPY ENDING/ TRUE ENDING-...


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