A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION
Misunderstand
We continued the drama rehearsal as we pleased doing our own monologue and others so that Author Tony could adapt our nature to the story to make it more interesting.
“Waah The Narrator and script maker, I did not expect something like this would happen,” murmured Noel who looked at Tony was busy writing his story.
“Of course it can happen,” suddenly Alder appeared with his arrogance.
Noel just stared at Alder silently, like there was a sparkle of powdery sparkle around Alder.
“I will do anything for the comfort of Lucy in playing drama. I'm also not used to this usual story, our school needs development, right? Brought to ease because this is entertainment not a test,” Alder exclaimed with an unmeasurable smile.
Noel frowned making her ask in his mind, ‘why should Lucy?’
“Lucy... your acting is pretty looh,” praise Niki suddenly. I nodded yes and thanked him.
“Thank you, your game is also good,” reply me.
“Nby talking...” Niki approached me as if she wanted to whisper me something.
“Do you have a problem with the chairman of OSIS?” instantly my hair lifted.
Asking about the head of OSIS I think I remembered an incident that made me embarrassed and upset. If I answer it now, the answer will be long.
“Later I will tell you after training,” I replied slowly.
“Good,” exclaimed Niki who couldn't wait to hear my story. Yes, the story of his friend's disgrace is me.
Alder came to serve me, then Niki immediately confronted and angry unclear to him by saying “don't approach Lucy!” Niki's annoyance made Alder's face like challenging him.
“Eeeh~ indeed I care about you, I can just get rid of you in one second and snatch Lucy from you loh.”
Niki clenched her teeth and attacked Alder fiercely.
“Akrabnya~” muttered to me, Noel was surprised when I muttered so.
Amidst the commotion, I turned to the head of the OSIS who was drinking. Feeling like I'm in the eye. Karin looked back at me and threw her face away like there was a grudge against me.
‘Tuh people why daritadi?’ my mind's upset.
***
It's 17:00 PM
We packed up our things and prepared to go home.
“Guys tomorrow I'll finish the script. Get excited for tomorrow, guys!! take care of your health because this exercise will be short,” exciting Tony excited.
“Good!”
The calm orange sky is so beautiful with a cool breeze. The three of us, me, Niki, and Noel walked together to the house.
“Eh make you a story?” niki was impatient.
“Let me chat.”
“It's not talking directly..”
“Iya yes... I'm sure Noel is also an advocate?” guess I glanced at him. People who feel called are just pecking with a face that looks like something sniffed.
“I was once punished by the chairman of OSIS for being caught making a scene in the cafeteria..”.
“No, I can't believe Lucy is noisy. I wouldn't believe it,” interrupted Niki without hearing her continuation.
“Dengerkan used to be stupid, I have not finished talking, already on the sidelines,” my scolding.
“OK okay continue.”
“That's because there are two guys fighting over me,” I continued with a flat face. Instantly Niki and Noel were shocked unexpectedly.
“Hah? When's? When did Lucy get this?”
“Seriously! I'm not lying.”
“Kepedean,” connect Niki with a slanted smile.
In my heart said, ‘ya already if you do not believe,’ with all my heart I do not continue the story even though Niki whined to ask further out of curiosity.
The next day we rehearsed again, The Author handed us a new scriptbook. As we all opened it, a glimmer of light shone from within the book. Responding to the miracle that this drama will work.
“Alright please read, after reading let's show little by little yak,” said Tony with a cheerful smile.
“iyaa.”
10 Minutes after reading.
We all smiled horror including the Author himself, except the normal Noel just smiled resignedly.
“Interesting. Let's play,” Alder said.
Starting the exercise, little by little we demonstrate every sentence that exists. Sweat has flowed from the ins and outs of the face to the neck. Sometimes the sound of their joking laughter could be heard in my ears. I'm quite satisfied with this drama, destroying a story like this is what I want.
But now my problem with the head of OSIS, he seems too far away, has he still not forgiven me? Did I make him so upset. If it wasn't this drama I wouldn't care about him.
Each player between roles must be able to work together. To be honest this is not me but I still have to do it for myself.
I hurriedly approached the OSIS chief who was focusing on reading the script, I approached him and said,
“Hei...are you upset?”
He arrived startled when I approached him plus my question was straight to the point. Seriously, I don't care about asking.
“Whispering! Just focus on your script,” the answer is fierce.
“If you're upset with me, tell me what's upsetting you. If you hate me, tell me where my faults that you hate are,”.
“Cih.” he threw away his face from before me. What the hell made him this way, was enough to scold me back then. Why have you hated me so far because of what happened back then.
“Hei describe..” my door.
He immediately turned around with a face so angry. I could look at the bead of her eyes that were full of hatred towards me. I was a little afraid of his aura, until I was confused by it.
Suddenly he explained it by shouting as he stepped forward and made me take a few steps back.
“It has been explained that you did it, you ruined it to depression. He parted with his best friend just because of you, you relationship wrecker!”
‘Jleb.’
“What do you mean? Who is the person you mean?”
“OF COURSE GABRIEL!!”
The entire hall was frozen by him, everyone was staring at the two of us who were making a fuss. The silent silence that was made tense by Karin's loud speech. My mental was almost eroded by it.
I looked down grimly, as a result I only remembered my big mistake. I feel like I just want to disappear, unfortunately I can't escape this problem. But I always thought that if I disappeared, wouldn't she hate me anymore.
“He's got a syndrome, don't you feel sorry for him? aren't you trying to fix it, but why? why are you..” his voice is brick, he may not be able to express the deepest words that he has wanted. I'll help him to reveal it,
“Why don't I just disappear..”
Wouldn't if I disappeared, everyone wouldn't hate me and worry about me? Is it for you that I'm the trash that needs to be ridiculed? I just go with the flow of life, without doing so, my existence
just told you error.”
They were shocked and silent. My deepest heart was eager to scream and thrash, everything I held back, I held back and made my feelings eroded by this sadness.
“If I didn't exist, maybe you're happy now,” I said with a lonely smile.
“NO IT IS NOT TRUE!”
Three people suddenly denied my statement, I was shocked because they broke it all. Niki, Noel, and Alder are the ones who say that assertiveness. Their faces and their sweat looked like they ran after me and held my hands from behind, to make me turn to them that my statement was completely wrong.
“What did you say Lucy, without you I wouldn't be able to make up for Niki, if you didn't tell Niki to tell me the truth she felt and apologize to me. Your existence makes me happy again and makes me get a sense of calm,” stressed Noel.
“That's right, without you I wouldn't be this cute-”
‘PLAK’
Suddenly Tony from behind hit Alder with a scripted script. “I mean I am grateful that fate brought us together, I am so grateful to be able to feel this rare feeling. I'm glad you're in this world getting me back excited in life and forgetting everyone's taunts about me.” Alder said, rubbing his aching head and smiling gently at me.
“LUCY AUREISTA..”
I was shocked and tense when Niki called out my full name, she came to me with such a dark aura, for some reason cold sweat was pouring out at a time like this.
‘PLAK’
“Aaw”
After he hit me hard on the head, Niki hugged me very tightly while yelling annoyed at me.
“STUPID! I told you I don't regret being friends with you, what have you thought of me all this time? I do not hate you, your existence means a lot to me. You're the one who turned my bleak life into this color, you taught me how to be happy in this world. Please don't say anything about someone who hates you, everyone has been hated. You're not alone, there's still us. Say all your problems don't hide from me anymore, I don't want you to feel the same as me.”
“Niki...” My eyes sparkle umpteenth time, so much love from you. I don't know if I'm willing to accept any of that. I had too many negative thoughts to make myself broken.
“It's true lohh. Your absence makes us all sad.”
A sweet voice appeared in the doorway of the hall. A figure of white hair that was fluttered by the wind, presenting a very beautiful smile with a twilight background full of orange color.
“Gabriel?”
“Yeah why did you come at a time like this.” Alder said with cynical eyes looking at Gabriel, who was stared at only smiling wryly at Alder.
“As far as I dong,” replied Gabriel.
Then Karin approached Gabriel with an anxious face. I who looked at them like a couple who were separated made me want to turn my back on the wall. Niki who saw my strange behavior just looked at me confusedly and innocently.
“Gabriel do you need to come here?” ask Karin.
“Aaah-it was outside I heard my name called, so I came here.” replied Gabriel.
“That's why I'm sorry,” said Karin with a guilty face.
“What's up? Did something happen?” ask Gabriel plain.
“So like this then that's the story,” Tony said at length.
“Oh so it is,” then Gabriel with his gentle smile facing the chairman of OSIS.
“A-I just mean to want to defend yourself alone kok,” said Karin with a reddened face.
“Thank you.”
“Eh?”
“Thank you for worrying about me.”
Karin just nodded slowly with her blush cheeks.
‘Kretek’
(Cracked heart sounds.)
‘Kesannya really like me who is evil yak.’ my inner while sad.
“But remember..that the girl...” suddenly Gabriel pointed at me.
“Not guilty at all,”.
“EEh!” Karin just smiled while confused.
“Hah? How about?” ask Tony who still doesn't understand.
“I'm not friends with Alder anymore, not that he became an enemy but a rival,” exclaimed Gabriel.
“Rival what?” ask Tony.
“Rival fights over Lucy's heart,” Gabriel replied smoothly without a hitch.
Everyone gawked at the unbelievable answer.The more unbelievable girl like me was even contested by two guys.
I just patted my cheek with shame. Somehow they reacted to it.
Suddenly Karin approached me with a gloomy face because she had misunderstood me.
“Sorry, I've misunderstood you.”
“Haa-yes it's okay,” answered me who still holds my forehead.
Alder grabbed Gabriel by the collar as he shook his body.
“Stupid! why did you tell them!” pissed Alder.
“Let the problem finish stupid!”
“You are not ashamed!”
“Shame the hell but for Lucy's sake I'm not shy.”
“Bucin bang kau”
“Gaca dong”
‘PLAK’
Tony immediately stopped the debate between the two of them, the Tony wanted their siramin to use his drinking water, but he ignored his intention because he remembered there was no more money to replace his drinking water.
“GO HOME YOU TWO!” angry with the Narrator.
The two of them immediately fled the hall. We all just took a deep breath and got ready to go home as well.
I'm grateful that Gabriel's absurd behavior will have my problems with the OSIS chairman over, the next time I'll thank him.
.....
“I am not recyclable trash, so respect me as a gentleman.”
