A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION
Bisu
I'll tell you a little bit about Felix's story with his mother. I hope this story makes you understand how Felix felt about saving someone he loved.
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One day in a two-story luxury house, it started when Felix was a child, her mother always locked herself in her room and almost never came out of a room as dim and small as a basement. The room is on the 2nd floor.
His mother always looked out the window with a blank look. As if her heart felt nothing, there was not a single emotion that the beautiful woman let out.
But his handsome son always went into his mother's room when the servants and his father did not notice him. Felix always invites his mother to talk and play, but his mother does not respond to anything. Little Felix seemed to ignore him and continued to comfort his mother in order to smile with him.
“Mother... I don't know why you rarely visit Mom. But tomorrow I will come again.”
Time continued and slowly followed the growth of Felix who was 13 years old. Every time he came home from school he always poured his heart out to his friends at school and until now his mother did not respond to anything from the curses of the Child, the child, but Felix still did not give up making his mother can talk to him, so Felix decided to realize his wishes.
“Mother... I have a dream that I must realize,” Felix said with passion.
His mother just stared at him innocently and did not respond to anything.
“My wish is that I want to make Mom the happiest person in the world!” felix exclaimed with sparkling eyes and hands raised in the air.
His mother seems to still not respond to anything, but Felix continues to tell his dreams and dreams to the Mother.
“If Mom wants to tell you a story, tell me, I will always be there for Mom.” glad Felix with a big smile on his face.
His mother again did not respond in the slightest and just looked down at his hands that were shaking with each other. Since Felix said his dream, he always brought his mother cakes and other gifts so that she could smile for him and when Felix would return to his room, he always said his feelings before he went to his room.
“Oh Yes Mother.”
His mother looked at Felix who was in the doorway.
“I love Mom very much,” Felix said with a smile that did not fade in front of his mother. Then Felix ran to his room cheerfully.
***
Until at one time Felix was 15 years old, the door was locked and chained, it made Felix became very worried about his mother.
Felix kept calling his mother behind the door, but she didn't answer. The waiter who saw Felix immediately stopped his actions.
“Stop Sir. He will not answer the call of Mr.” said the Servant of the house.
“Explain why you are doing this?” pissed Felix.
“This is the order of the Great Lord. I only did the command,” replied The Servant who was a little afraid of Felix.
“Give me the key,” Felix's pinta that already floats his right hand. “Sorry Young Master the key is not in my hands.”
“Dad... Surely dad is planning something against mom,” annoyed Felix. Because his father looks suspicious, his father always stared intently at his wife and never stepped on his wife's room even though.
Finally Felix went to his grandfather's house which was not far from his house. Felix believes his father is at the Grandpa's house to talk to his mother, who is confined to her room.
When Felix arrives he sees one white-haired woman, Grandpa Felix, and two men, one of whom is Felix's father. The four of them seemed to be discussing something.
“Have you locked it?” ask Felix's dad.
“Already, as planned.” he replied while showing off the golden key hanging in his hand.
“Are you two ready?” ask Grandpa to two people who look foreign to Felix.
“Ready!”
Then Grandpa took out a dagger from behind his back and gave it to Felix's father.
“I leave it to you to kill the creatures that are in that room.”
As Felix's eyes widened, he squeezed his hand tightly and clenched his teeth in annoyance.
“OK I will do,” sprightly The Father Felix.
“Let's go,” said the long white-haired woman.
As they stepped into the front door, suddenly their plan was blocked by Felix with a face so sinister.
“What did Dad do to Mom?” asked Felix in a threatening tone.
“Felix, this is all for your mother's sake, so just shut up and sit sweetly at your house.”
“NO! I WON'T LET DAD HURT MOM!”
Then the white woman tried to calm Felix down slowly,
“You may misunderstand, we will not hurt your mother.”
“But Grandpa said to kill the creature that was in that room!” reply Felix.
“It's not what you thought.”
“YOU MUST BE LYING!”
“FELIX!” everyone was shocked by the loud call.collapsing his father made Felix like he was stuck in a nail.
“Shut up here,”.
With the rest of the three men passed Felix who could hardly move places, he was like in a chain and could not go anywhere.
“Wait! I won't let you guys take my mom!!”
***
When they got to the gate. The three men immediately entered Felix's house and opened the lock of the room along with the chains.
The pale-faced woman continued to look at the contents outside the window.
“Your history is over, we will soon wipe you off the face of the earth,” said Felix's father who was preparing to pull out his dagger.
On the other hand Grandpa left Felix alone. Previously he said “I'll look for him in the forest.”
After that Felix just managed to move his legs and he immediately went to his house to save his mother.
With a quick step Felix went straight into his house and climbed the 2nd floor and that's where Felix was so stunned to see his mother in pain wanted to be stabbed by his father.
“STOP!”
His father's arm was immediately restrained by Felix, leaving his father shocked to death when his son escaped the chain made by the black-haired Man.
The circle of light disappeared. Felix also approached his mother who was sitting on the floor
“Mother is okay?”
Then the mother slowly held onto Felix's face and let out a smile on his face as if the pain was just passing by.
“I'm fine Felix.”
It made Felix so moved to see the first time his mother smiled and responded.
“Mother... Mom smiled... Finally mom smiled.” flatter Felix while letting out her happy tears.
“FELIX!” his father pulls Felix away from his mother. But it was immediately dismissed by Felix.
“Conscious Felix she's not your mother!”
“What Dad meant, obviously the woman there was my mother's father, blonde hair with sparkling golden eyes! Though as beautiful as that, did you not see it?”
Felix's father was very sad to hear it but to make Felix aware this time his father told him the truth he always hid.
“The beauty you see is fake nak.”
“What does father mean!?”
“Look at her face and remember your mother who never responded to you first. At that time you will understand Felix.”
“Why should I remember my old mother?”
“Didn't he who used to have more fond memories with you?”
“Hah!”
His father's words were true. His mother, who had never responded, was more familiar than she is now.
And a few seconds later, her mother's pretty face faded.
“Why? Why is! Who is this person in front of me now!?” asked Felix who almost wanted to vomit to see the terrible figure.
“At last you realize.. quickly go find your mother somewhere that people rarely visit!” father's orders to Felix. Felix ran to find his mother outside.
“Now it's our turn to fight you!”
“Haaa! Try it hahahahaha!”
Suddenly the terrifying shadow broke through the outer window and fled. The three people rushed after the shadow.
“DON'T RUN YOU!”
***
When Felix came out of his house, he remembered his grandfather's words when he left him alone.
“I'll look for it in the forest.” Felix said.
Run and run relentlessly and tirelessly, for the sake of his mother he will do everything he can.
In order to realize his dream he must save his mother first.
“Mother!”
“Mother...mother!”
“Mother where!! Felix is here!”
“Mother please answer my call, let me realize my dream mother.”.
“Mother please..”
Silence and calm, no sound made him clatter. His hopes were almost faded, but Felix still had not given up, he sought his mother into the depths of the forest, deep and deeper.
Although Felix cannot find his mother for anything, he will keep looking for her until her form is found. Increasingly, white fog began to be seen making the view of Felix not so clear.
“Mother!”
Felix tried to look around. But everything is nil, the fog is getting thicker. This did not make Felix take off his vision on a shadow that was in front of him even though it was a bit far away, even so he knew the figure of the high shadow and began to run towards him.
“MOTHER!! I finally found you!” the happy face of Felix seems to be starting to look, his dream that is now almost gone is finally back to shine. The fog before him began to thin and show the way to the figure of the Mother he loved.
The woman's face turned when she saw her son running up to her, his bare feet trying to get close to Felix who was so worried about her.
“Mother, I am very much packing-” but it is too late. Claura nimbly slashed at the body of the mother.
‘Crat!’
“Ups, it looks like I accidentally got him killed. I must escape now! Yeay,” Claura the fucker left without feeling guilty.
The wound from the skinny woman simultaneously came out and spurted its contents. It stained the place with a fresh red color and floated the flowers around it. Felix froze on the spot, his eyes wide open to see the Mother killed on the spot, some time the atmosphere turned gripping with the blood that kept flowing from his body.So scared and so scared, so scared, Felix Egan approached Mother, but it left her deepest wound open. He should approach his mother. It must!
Slowly Felix clasped Mom's paled hand, her hand was so cold, Felix held her hand tightly to warm it while holding back a hiccup of her cries.
The dream he had realized was finally broken into pieces and there was almost nothing left to live.
“Mother~I will take you to yak hospital... Pl-please... Hix... Please don't leave me... By ourselves... This place is pretty dark... Hiks let's go home together...Mother.”
The mother's fragile hand slowly held the face of her crying child. His eyes had completely lost their light. But Felix was surprised to see his mother first smile at him, his real mother. The mother who had always been silent to him was now finally smiling for him,
“Your dream has finally come true.and I love you very much...Felix.”
And soft-spoken to him. A voice Felix would never forget. Felix kept begging God not to take his mother. But his wish cannot be granted...
“lost.”
“The print has disappeared, hiks... Is lost..I. mom is dead.. Hixes. Mother, don't leave me. I'd be lonely without Mom.. Hix.. HAAA!!”
His tears broke, his tears would not stop flowing until he let go of his beloved mother.
***
Raindrops have now fallen on a cemetery decorated with white lily flowers. People with grieving faces gather to pray for the passing of the Mother of Ivander Wilson's family who has been the victim of the shadow of the cursed Claura.
“Dad. Maybe Mom is still safe,” Felix regretted with a very sad feeling.
“No... It's Dad's fault for not telling you earlier.”
Now the two feel sorry for each other to be unable to save the Mother from the darkness of Claura.
Felix's regret makes him have to penetrate his mistakes by defeating Claura and saving people from the curse of darkness.
So he began to question about the cursed darkness, his father had banned him because Felix did not have a friend who had the power of a seal.
This does not make Felix give up now, he continues to try to convince his father again and again. His father knew Felix was a stubborn boy at times. So his father allowed Felix to carry out the mission to eradicate Claura plus his father's two colleagues supported Felix's actions by introducing his children to help Felix in eradicating Claura.
2 Years later Felix asks Grandpa who will be his next target. Then the Grandfather pulled out a book behind his back and revealed the name of Claura's target. The gold color that was written was...
‘LUCY AUREIST’
Felix did not think the name he read was a person in his own class, until he decided to approach the girl named Lucy.
That's where the summer break was when we got close. Felix and I were slowly getting to know each other and understanding each other by playing a timezone, sitting next to each other, and telling each other even though most of me was silent.
That's the story and the reason Felix was close to me.
I'm so grateful that Felix is still sitting next to me even though the mission is over. He seemed to be indifferent to the ugliness and ugliness of the person sitting beside him, the most important thing was that the person by his side was the most valuable person to Felix as class leader in protecting him.
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“For The Mother thank you for giving birth to me in this world. I will always remember all your struggles and affections.” - Felix Ivander Wilson.
