A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION

Destinies

Feelings like a puzzle sometimes make me confused to answer what? Destroying accidentally is also not just apologizing, but repairing it again even though it is imprinted.

A bitter first impression passed with sweet memories. A story that some humans have always dreamed of having. Everything changes when you trust someone.

Whose that? A relationship, whether it is a family relationship, a friend, a lover or a girlfriend. It is a relationship that binds a feeling whole. Dreams of being loved or loved. You must have a relationship with someone. If there is no relationship I am sure you will feel lonely and bored.

Just like me, a girl who was originally lonely and bored lived in a simple house that almost looked like a broken ship. The orange girl aka me was initially approached by some people who were curious about me and eventually became friends.

Soon they disappeared and moved away. Maybe my relationship is a bit vulnerable with people who just pass by, but before long came the redhead in my life. At first I let him into my life and I thought I would say ‘aah most would go again. Such people will only have a glimpse.’

And a year later he didn't leave me. Wh why? Why did this happen? What's wrong with her?

At first I was a little frustrated because he often confiscated and scolded me what I wanted to do. Everything I did must have been wrong in his eyes. That is how someone knows me. Niki's sense of emotional pressure will never end. Sometimes he ran out of patience in his anger.

Perhaps her anger and worry is the way Niki shows her affection for her best friend. Sometimes Niki is also so humorous and generous when I ask for something. Except asking not to confiscate my suicide stuff hehe.

Back in the present, I explained the meaning of this relationship because I had damaged a person's friendship. Interestingly one I hate and one I'm interested in. The other one I kind of hesitated to talk because I already hate and the other makes dig dug if you want to talk to him. Guess what those two friends are Alder and Gabriel, 12-B students who for me are the most unique and interesting classes.

Who would have thought that the person I hated was so very loving to his loved ones. Though he looks cranky after revealing that he is friendly with Gabriel.

I'm at his house now. I don't know why my feet are moving to this place anymore. Maybe my guilt brought me here.

If you knew what Alder was doing. He sat in front of me with a smile that made me want to run away from this house. Cold sweat had been pouring out because the atmosphere had become awkward back then. I just sipped the tea I was holding with trembling. His smile grew wider and more sinister to me, and he whispered to the servant nearby.

“Look at my future fiancee is beautiful, right?”

“Iya sir she is very beautiful,” reply her servant.

Even though they whispered somehow I could hear it and it sounded really annoying if the speaker was Alder.

After that Alder approached me and trapped me with both hands holding on to the sofa I was sitting on, his mischievous expression visible on his face. My sharp gaze grew more and more concentrated on him.

“Without further ado, I want to say something to you,” I said seriously. “Try saying,” sahut.

“Forget me and return friendly with gabriel. I know I made you guys like this. So come back to be friends with her again,”.

With a smile he answered. “Oh I do care.”

‘BRUK’

I punched him until he bounced away, then the waiter who was standing there panicked to see the alder bleeding from his nose. With his watados I said.

“Sorry, reflex.”

“It's okay, it's okay,” said Alder who tried to patiently endure my pain.

***

After a few minutes of Alder being in another room to be treated, he finally returned with his nose stuffed with tissue.

The way I was most disgusted was that he sat like a boss who had no manners.

“Let's get back on topic,” he said as if nothing had happened just now.

“Alright, once again I ask you to be friends again and forgive me for ruining your relationship,” I said seriously like running a test.

Alder replied casually. “I forgive you, but I can't go back to being friends with her again.”

“Why?”

“Because of destiny.”

“It seems you are not satisfied with my fist yak?” I said with a serious expression.

“No.. Don't again... My answer is because it's our destiny to be rivals.” “Say more clearly.”

“So me and Gabriel once talked about the future and what we should do. When I was asked by Gabriel about someone I liked, I answered the person I liked was Lucy, then Gabriel said ‘one day I was sure we would be rivals.’ at first I was surprised what he said. But in reality it is true. Now we are rivals for Lucy,” Alder explained enthusiastically.

“I'm not talking pretty on your face but your aura.”

“Auraku...?”

Alder nodded happily, he said, “auramu is aesthetic.”

“EEh?”

Just this time there was someone who said that to my aura, he was lying, right. There can't be anyone who likes this aura of mine. Even Niki likes to complain about my gloomy aura.

“Their aura is full of mystery, they are dark and I like black so it really looks amazing to me.” Alder said with exaggerated gestures.

“Yaa then, my face is not beautiful yak.”

Alder immediately panicked and felt guilty after I said that and started to deny it.

“No! Nah! Your face remains beautiful as always, until I am tempted by this double beauty.”

“That's it,” I'm just doing it.

“Lucy...” call him.

“Hmm.”

“You should not feel guilty because this is not your fault,” he said in a soft tone.

“But...because of me, you guys became separated, right?” many sad.

“It is precisely thanks to you, the separation makes us a mature person,” cried Alder.

“Really?”

“Iya. so you don't have to worry. The future will answer what you are waiting for. Everything's gonna be okay. We're ready to wait for your answer,” at a glance Alder's gaze turns softer and this is better than the perverted gaze earlier.

“Alright,” I said with a gentle smile while staring at the tea water in a luxurious cup.

Suddenly Alder was surprised and walked back a few steps.

Makes me ask questions.

“Do I see wrong earlier, you smiled earlier.” cried Alder with sparkling eyes.

‘So it's just a smile of relief loh, instead I'm happy anyway.’

“Aah.. This is the first time you've seen me smile yak,” I said with a blush.

Alder nodded many times.

His spirit immediately flared up. “Hah! I was just taking a photo!”

“Can't,” my barrel.

“Eeehhh! Why!”!

“My face is expensive, I can not, I say back home yak,” I said directly standing up from his house.

Then Alder just whine “laahh cepet very, do not stay here?” and my answer is “no.”

Then Alder yells “Oke. This time I will release you but someday I will not let you escape from my lair.”

“Tersubmissive,” answered me no matter and walked towards home.

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“Just because you're hurt doesn't mean it's your fault.”