A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION

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After I did the examination, I was declared cured and allowed to go home.

I was in the car, looking at the car glass while contemplating the incident in the hospital earlier.I was reflected by the orange light that accompanied the whole road because it was late at night. I'm still thinking about it. Where did Gabriel disappear?

I just found a rare gem. She was my guardian angel who came when I was in the dying seconds of being killed, would I be able to meet her again? He says we're one school, he's in 12-B class. Should I look at the class even if I meet Alder?

Niki Daritadi looked at me anxiously watching me contemplate lamenting the rain-soaked road. The rain of daritadi flushed this city, they seemed to be sad when my heart was crying.

'Why do I keep thinking about it? Isn't it good that he's not friends with me?' my thinking.

***

I got home. Niki put my stuff in the room. I sit on the bed. My strength is gone, my eyes are empty.

This world has been aiming for my life before I wanted death, but it's not like this. I told you I didn't want to die, but I'd rather die by suicide or die from something else. I don't want to bring anyone in the afterlife.

I have to be careful from now on towards others. I want to shut myself up before the humans get enveloped in jealousy and vent it on me.

"If you feel shocked by the incident, your entry permit will be extended again yak, so will you come in tomorrow or not?" ask Niki.

I wanted to see those two eyes again, yet it didn't seem like he was going to enter due to such a wounded hand state.

"No... I want to lock myself up" replied I, who was lying against the wall.

Niki walked out of my room, I could only hug my alien doll in a room that was illuminated by only one lamp.

***

Early in the morning, I got a message from an unknown number.

'Hey... Look at this haha.'

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Which is definitely not far from the numbers of the people in my class. They sent me a picture of my table with lots of flowers, all sorts of colors. Prayers from those who expected me to die.

'After my friend gave me flowers on your desk, the chairman immediately angry dong haha. What's wrong with us hahaha.'

I didn't reply to the message, only I shut it down and turned off my hand phone, then went to sleep.

"Lucy!"

"Who else!?" furious myself.

With limp feet I slowly opened the door of the house.

Niki handed me a bag of groceries. It contains some bread, milk and cereal for breakfast.

"Thank you" I said flatly.

"Don't forget to rest yak, your task notes are stacked up."

"Yep~"

Niki in her school uniform ran towards the school while in a hurry because she was almost late. He doesn't have to bother giving me this if he himself has trouble going to school. I can buy it at 9, but with your care you have preceded me.

Very drop, when I was worried about getting killed. I hope Lina doesn't tell the subordinates or anyone else to kill me again. I still want to find someone to kill myself with or happiness to complete my life.

I miss everyone's smile even though it hurts, but that's what makes me so addicted to this life.

I harbor all the feelings and emotions of others. You will not understand what I feel and only I understand my situation.

Silent. The right word to describe the atmosphere of this room right now.

Lonesome. The word complement of solitude.

Depressingly. This is the result of life suffering and stress.

That's my. That's what it looks like now. There is no more color that adorns my mind and my heart. That warm feeling was only a moment I felt. Then it disappeared like flying dust.

I blow the heat of the milk I want to drink, Bread and eggs are the main breakfast. While looking at some paintings of someone I like on the mobile screen, unconsciously my feet swinging cheerfully.

"Living at home is my dream" I murmured.

Sometimes solitude is needed to contemplate and be used as peace of life. Although a little bored but this is very peaceful and serene.

'Ting tong'

The doorbell rang, I just got the peace of life. There are people who bother me. Wish I had a wand like Harry Potter. I turned all humans into aliens.

I also opened the door. Looking at the man standing taller than me, I was initially surprised that he barely recognized me.

"Eh? What's necessary...?"

....

"This bitter taste leaves excessive opium."