A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION

Macoron

“Today... Let's try practicing to make a smile,” exclaimed Niki while playing my cheek and pulling it to make a smile.

“Huh?”

Niki pulled me to a quiet place, close to a lake surrounded by dense trees, this place was really hardly visited by anyone, only a few animals like birds, he said, squirrels and insects.

“You want to go to this spooky place, aren't you afraid of such a place?” many doubt.

Niki just kept quiet while smiling on the spot, it made me feel awkward towards her.

“Stop smiling indistinctly, it is scary.” I said with a strange expression.

“Ayoo smile Lucy, you can definitely.”

‘What the hell are you getting weird.’ My hunch is getting worse, the cold feels around me, somehow the air gets so humid like this.

Niki held both of my hands while smiling, inviting me to smile as well, but that's right, right? Being told to smile in this kind of atmosphere was very strange. I know I'm weird, but this is another story. Which makes no more delicious his hands more pale and cold so.

“Do you hurt, your face is pale so loh?” much worry. I don't know why I was invited from the beginning to feel unsettled.

“Already, something like this what's the point? I also sometimes smile if I want to, better just go home. I want to go home to take care of my cat,” I said reasoned.

My words made his grip so strong that it made my rhino pound and my pupils shrink. My legs were made to tremble by it.

“Can't, stay here with me, let's host a while yak~” take her again.

“Buests... In a place like this?” many wonder.

“I have prepared it loh, this way we can do joke laugh?”

‘He was doing why the hell?’

I tried to escape from this place, but my aura seemed to be stuck here and nowhere, as if I had been connected to it.

No. This is not connected but locked in his game.

“Hey you're not Niki, are you?” ask me with full courage.

The smile of the red-haired girl poked out into gloom, her eyes became sanyu and luminous. Empty, his back was as empty as his heart was filled with nothing. It is not foreign to me. Oh no I just remembered it...

“Have been caught yak?” says lesuh.

“You are me yak?” I said surprised.

The figure of the girl changed her form, the reddish hair became orange, her golden eyes turned into sapphire gems. His white face was exactly like mine. Unfortunately, his smile returned like crazy.

“Come sit down for a while and let's talk good about this.” invite him friendly.

I also sat in the chair that has been provided and in front of me is a table filled with beautiful macarons, tables and chairs are like in a restaurant just a place like this is not suitable for entertaining.

“Please eat.”

“Iya thank you. So what do you want to talk about?” ask me without a stale base.

“I just want to tell you that I am you and you are me,” he said as he poured tea into an antique-looking cup.

“What is that? Even from your expression is certainly not me, even though we look like you are still different from me,” I argue I do not accept.

“Haha you don't know yak. They prefer Lucy who is this? Not gloomy and not boring,” he said seriously.

“I honestly want to help you to reduce your suffering only, I will replace your position, you keep relaxing as if there will be no one to bother you to be alone again.”

‘what's this? he tried to open up the old me?’ I said in my heart.

“Thus you don't have to feel pain anymore? The happiness of others is your nightmare, you always think so. But here you don't have to feel that self again. I'll fill your void later.”

“Why do you know about it?” my many.

“Of course because I am you,” exclaimed with a radiant face.

Somehow my aura was inversely proportional to her, she looked like a normal, cheerful girl, unlike me who was always gloomy, making others tired of seeing me. Maybe Niki and the others will be happy to see me being cheerful and happy, they will no longer feel anxious to me every time I pout, because I am so troublesome. I shouldn't be here.

“How?” ask again.

“I don't know, but if you're happy with my friend Niki, I'll be even more envious. You know that, right?” I said staring at him.

“You don't think he's bothering you so much, you better stay away and rest. For you he's a real hassle, isn't he?” with an innocent face.

“I know he likes to interrupt but without him I would not know my own happiness,” reply.

“You're so stubborn Lucy,” is furious.

“You also stubbornly persuaded me to stay here,” I said coldly.

“Come here is the right place for you, quiet and gloomy. I know you better than anyone,” he said.

“You said you know me better, I even thought this place was very strange,” I said honestly.

“This place is honestly a special place for you, remember this place again, it used to be your favorite place to entertain sweet foods.”

“What...? I don't even want to... Huggh!” my head started to hurt, is this marked I will remember what happened?

“As well as servants who are so loyal to you and take care of you from small.”

“Wait why this?”

“This macaron effect makes you nostalgic, so eat.” it forces me to eat the macaron.

“Quickly swallow.”

And I swallowed it, the macaron really made my vision twinkle, my vision darkened but other vague images were visible. The young man in the neat uniform and a little girl with orange bob were eating macarons voraciously while looking at the beautiful reserve on the lake.

“Macaron is very sweet and the place is so very beautiful, I love this place,” said the little girl happily.

“Thank God that miss liked it,” said the waiter politely. “I will often go to this place to spend time with my waiter. Let's host together,” take the little girl. “Alright if it's a request miss.”

They both seem so very happy and peaceful as if they do not deserve to be bullied because they are so excited.

Why am I so calm and comfortable when they are enjoying it. I don't think I want to leave this place. I want to stay here and feel this feeling all the time.

‘Hey my other self, I leave Niki and others to you.’

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“Do not want to be deceived by others, you must be stronger mentally and faith and you must be smarter in getting along.”