A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION
Throne
"Why?"
"Why don't you want to be friends, even though the students in our class want to be friends with you?"
The question of the head swirling around in my head, my hand that always floats my heavy head, the dizziness that was always writhing in my mind and only my heart knew the reason why I didn't want to be friends with the students in my class.
Niki had blocked my suicide attempt, especially if I had thousands of friends, my actions would fail because of the withdrawal of thousands of humans, instead of that, I'd rather move to Mars and live with aliens.
Why do I like aliens? Because they're unique, a language that humans can't understand, expressionless, but understanding each other, and being of worldwide concern, is great right?
Therefore, they always say the same characteristics to me every day, so I had thought that I was an alien creature disguised as a human.
"I'm tired of the neighbor!!"
Niki yelled in annoyance as she walked into my house by slamming a daily maths replay paper worth 30.
Already in everyday life he was angry so every division of value replicates, his parents always compare Niki with rich and smart children. The boy was named Noel William, a purple-haired and golden-eyed young man, he did have extraordinary talent, he achieved high achievements and attended several Olympics including math lessons, and he did not have any skills, he also made money at a young age. No wonder why niki is always compared by such a great child.
"Lucy~ we go from earth yuk.." invite Niki.
He hugged me limp, his head also leaning against my shoulder spoiled.
"I agree, it's very boring here" I replied as I stood up.
When I stood Niki immediately fell down, he remained lying limp on my bed and rolling around complaining annoyed, he did not think about the bed sheets that I had arranged so messy.
"I have to go back to work as a writer and illustrator, I can't count on my parents' legacy" I said while sitting on the job.
"Okay" answered Niki.
I quickly typed up the script I was going to make, all my thoughts and complaints were an idea in my novel.
Time went on, hours and hours I kept staring at the laptop screen, coffee on the desk and several piles of books for reference.
"Z z z z"
And the noise from Niki who was fast asleep, but I was not disturbed at all and focused on work.
Till late night.
***
'Kriiiyingg~'
Alarm sounds loud. Unknowingly I fell asleep in front of the laptop, a book became my sleeping pillow, and a blanket that I knew when I was wearing it, maybe niki gave me the blanket.
I stretched my extremely achy body, I yawned and rubbed my slightly squinty eyes. I walked up and took a shower ready to go to school.
Today is Tuesday, which is a day that has changed for me due to yesterday on Monday. Today is quite as excited as yesterday, maybe this is the cause of the virtual reality game. Because now...
The chief is sitting next to me!
If you knew that the chairman was so popular because the person was friendly, kind, friendly, and smart, he was like the sunshine in this gloomy classroom.
Since the chairman sat beside me many girls looked at me sharply and looked at me dislikefully, I initially ignored him but this made me even more uncomfortable, as they always cheated on me after lunch or school.
All sorts of things they do to separate me from the chairman, but I have no intention whatsoever on the chairman. There was no liking at all, I did not know what the purpose of the chairman sitting next to me and even I was in the corner by the window.
I can't go anywhere because the chairman's blocking my way out of my desk. I was always alone even though there was an empty chair beside me, and now there are residents.
"Hmm chief why are you sitting next to me?" my many.
"Because I want us to be more intimate, you're always alone in class, even if you have a friend named Niki in another class, you don't have much time with her, do you? So I'm filling your free time to be your friend, rather than you bawling, I can't bear to see you so" she explained in a carefree tone.
If this continues, I will not have time to think about suicide or imagination. Surely it hurt me a lot.
"Can't the chairman sit in his place again, since the chairman is sitting here I feel uncomfortable because someone is cheating on me because someone is jealous?" persuade me honestly.
"really? But my seat will be filled by a new student" Felix replied.
"Oh there's a new student yak?"
"Right, but if anyone pranks you anyway, we go home together for sure they won't dare you because I'm by your side!" he said bravely with a hand that patted his chest.
"No need, I will report this incident to the homeroom teacher only" I refused.
"I will accompany you, all of you bring a pile of PR History hehe," Felix said while chuckling indistinctly.
"Alright, I'll help you carry the PR" I said, scratching my head in frustration.
"Thank you!" she answered with a sweet smile to me.
Finally the bell rang indicating the class was about to start, today it happened to be an English lesson, Miss Lisa gracefully entered the 12-A grade.
"Good Morning~" said Miss Lisa.
"Morning misses!" sahut.
"Today we have a new student coming from Lawrence Academy, please come in!" call Miss Lisa to the new student.
When the new student came in, one school was amazed and the women screamed indistinctly.
"Kyaaaaa, he's the famous boy!"
"Yes, he's a great man."
"Include yourself" said Miss Lisa.
"Okay, my name is Noel William, I'm from Lawrence Academy school, I moved to this school because of my own wishes so please work together yak."
"Kyaaaa her looks," the girls increasingly shouted hysterically.
I was surprised to see the student come to class 12-A, not unexpectedly he moved to this school, is because the school is too expensive, but he is a rich boy, he said, such a fee is nothing, what is the purpose of him here exactly for? And how would Niki react if she found out Noel moved here?
....
"I'm not avoiding this life and social. I just need to be alone, because it's only me who understands my own situation rather than others."
