A MENTARY WITHOUT EMOTION

Sleeping Princess

“List with me Lucy..”.

***

“Lucy doesn't go to school anymore?”

“What did he skip?”

“That strange girl doesn't deserve to be in this elite school, she it's just a waste of money.”

“Hahaha, you're right. I'm also a little scared of him, wouldn't it be better to stay away than deal with him.”

“He's not level with us, I'd love to drop him from this school.”

“You're right, the girl deserves to die.”

All those whispers, they were very disturbing in my mind. I don't want to go back to real life, it hurts, they'll never think I'm on earth.

I don't want to suffer anymore, I don't want to feel lonely anymore, I don't want to be mocked anymore and I don't want to live anymore.

My empty mind was devoured by the aura of darkness, there was no more light in my glittering eyes. Go parasitic earth. I'm not going back there. It won't!!

Someone closed my eyes and let me lean in his arms. That deadly seduction has left my hearing numb.

“True Lucy, you will not return to that painful world again.” How am I now? Do I look pathetic in the eyes of a human.

Noah, sometimes you're right, I need a break for that troublesome routine. I was too tired to get out of my sleep.

I sometimes worry about Nikki losing me. It's okay to make her cry, I shouldn't care about anyone anymore.

“Let's continue this game,” Noah looks excited after this.

But unfortunately the scenery did not turn cheerful anymore.

This kingdom looks like a castle of a demon king. Everything turned into a monster. Isn't this scary, no? Of course it's scarier to see the faces of those who hate me.

Unusual scenery, makes everything cruel and evil.

I'm turning into an alien queen.

“Why is there an antenna in your head?” asked Noah with a confused look.

“I am the queen of Aliens who will destroy the evil people on earth,” I said with pride.

“Do we not have to look harmonious?” Persuade Noah who turns into a demon king.

With a sadistic look I-pun replied, “Memboring.”

‘Jleb’

Noah suddenly stood still, his face turning pale with a smile.

“Why?”

“It's okay,” she replied with a slick smile.

“So we will play what?”

“How about we have a tea party?” noah cried with pleasure.

‘PLAK’

I whipped him and he grimaced in pain. “Boring.”

“WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING BORED!!”

“I have something interesting,” I said after getting the idea.

I took him to a hill, there was a fancy restaurant with its residents so rich and stingy to give property to the poor.

“See this.”

I immediately threw a white ball towards the fancy restaurant. And result...

‘DUAARRRR’

A huge explosion destroyed the entire restaurant and its contents. Noah who witnessed this creeped up on the spot.

I also left that place.

“Isn't this too cruel, Lucy?” said Noah who was a bit frightened.

“Oh yes please find the victim inside the restaurant earlier, if anyone is still breathing please burn them alive,” tell me without looking at Noah's eyes that have panicked not helped.

“You're serious? They were destroyed loh..”

“The explosion is too light, there must be a survivor,” I said no matter.

Noah finally obeyed me and went to that place with the rest of the troops.

After his mission was completed, Noah returned with a limp body.

“I don't want to see those people again,” Noah whined while lying in a mattress.

“You're right, we go on to the next place.”

I directly dragged noah way outside again. At first he refused because he had seen something disgusting. But I persuaded him that this was more exciting than the light explosion.

“See around you,” as I plead.

Noah saw people selling with happy faces, that's right, we're now in the market, shops lined up along the street like a festival. There are many sellers and buyers who come, making everything more enthusiastic and passionate.

“Are we going to buy some cookies and fruit?” said Noah with sparkling eyes.

“Aaahh~ no,” I replied.

“Eh? What do we do if we don't shop?” asked Noah who had a puzzled expression.

“Look at this market with a rambling. The air is really rotten here,” I said with a spooky look.

Noah sees a seller and a buyer transacting as usual. He did not find anything strange from the sale and purchase.

“I did not find anything strange,” replied Noah innocently.

Without a second thought I fired big balls of fire at the shops to cause a big fire in the market, of course I did not forget to burn everyone there until they became ashes.

Noah just looked at my actions with a trembling and frightened body. Cold sweat flooded his body. His mouth could not speak any more. Then he slumped on the ground looking at what was burning in front of him.

Maybe ‘Kejam’ is the right word in his mind. I've been wanting to do this for a long time to take everything out and teach cheating people a lesson.

“In this market everything is a hoax, no one is honest here. They cheat in selling or buying, using counterfeit goods and money is a common thing done in this rotten market. I've been waiting for everything for a long time, so.... Shouldn't we get rid of that parasite from my dreams?” Obviously I'm lowering my gun.

Then I saw a flower that had not been burned, and I took it and smiled sadistically with my bloodlust.

Noah's pupils shrank, his mouth shook and everything froze in place.

“Lucy..”.

It was because Noah felt it too, that the faceless statue finally beamed, just like my expression now, smiling sadistically with a face stained with blood while holding a bouquet of flowers.

“I want to do this again forever,” I'm excited.

“Dia... It's not Lucy I know.”

***

After the fire was over, Noah locked himself in a room. Not accepting what he is experiencing at this time, I just sighed and muttered “it is not necessary to think about it anyway. Aren't I like this because of you?”

In front of the door of her room, I stood leaning against the dark brown door. I just glanced at the waiter who was busy preparing dinner for us. I stomped my feet that I was still waiting for him to come out of his room.

I unconsciously sang because I was bored. I should've wiped this boredom out before the creation of someone like Noah.

Sometimes my anxious thoughts hit again all I thought was Niki and the others, I'm weird. That's why I was hated, that wasn't my happiness, but my bloodlust. I can do this too, yak.

I was so dreamy long enough that the door I was leaning against opened and made me almost tumble back, Noah swiftly resisted my fall.

“Thank you,” I said that directly away from Noah a few steps.

“Capit with me.”

Noah pulled my wrist. The road is hasty and makes me have to walk according to his rhythm. We stopped at the beginning, where we were in a field of flowers and four statues.

“Why are we back here?” Manya suspect.

“It turns out that loneliness also needs to be alone now haha, I need a rather long break after seeing what you do,” he said with a laugh that made me more suspicious.

“What do you mean? Aren't I gonna be here forever with you?” Suddenly Noah prostrated himself before me and pleaded loudly.

“Lucy, please come back like you used to!! go back to your world again!!”

“HAH!?”

What'd he say? I was ready to stay here and he asked me to come back. He must have doubled.

“Oh!?”

I just realized something, the faceless statue had shown its true face and it was my face. So that's my new expression. Doesn't look boring, hehe.

“You've seen it, right? Are you satisfied with this world? So go back to where you came from, you can come back later.” Noah kept begging me.

“Do you ask me to accompany you forever?” much

ruffled waist.

“I'm really sorry, I'll pull my words now and eliminate your dark cycle,” he said regretfully.

“But right... I don't want to go back there.”

Noah took hold of my head while removing the whispers of misguided people.

“Already, no one hates you in the real world, you look good in the eyes of the right person,” Noah said smiling awkwardly.

“Okay, but as I said - Aaaaaa.”

Noah suddenly pushed my body back, then there was an electric shock around me and I realized that I had fallen into a black hole.

“See you, sorry yak but thank you,” those were Noah's last words that I wanted so badly to tear his mouth off.

***

A few moments when my eyes were wide open. I woke up feeling more upset than usual. Sometimes I slammed my alarm every morning, but I realized that there was no alarm on my desk, but a medicine and an infusion device attached to my arm.

‘Am I in the hospital again?’

A person wearing familiar clothes entered with a tray in his hand. He was shocked to see me sitting looking at him.

His mouth was round, he could hardly imagine what was in front of him right now, between him wanting to drop food or running while dropping it.

He thought back in panic. Because he thought he would be redundant and tired of carrying a tray so far. Finally he walked slowly and put the tray on the table and hugged me tightly.

“Haaa Lucy~ you keep me worried half-dead. I thought you became an undead upon waking.”

I held back the patience to slap him, but he was being seriously sad at the moment.

“I'm sorry niki, I'm so selfish.”

“You mean?” suddenly Niki took off her hug and looked at me curiously.

“Ma-I mean, I was so dizzy so I talked everywhere,” I said reasoned. The reason doesn't make sense anymore.

“You think you slept how long!?” I don't know why Niki's question has gone up.

“15 hours?”

“2 days.”

“WHAT!!”

“I call the doctor first yak, you eat first while waiting,” then he hurriedly went to find a doctor outside the room.

In my heart that's starting to build ‘hah? Seriously, 2 days, really does not feel until 2 days yak.’ does not feel a dream that so quickly can spend hours or even more. Wahh probably said ‘syok’ I feel right now.

***

After further examination and no problems in me, I was finally allowed to go home. Niki told me to rest first at home, but I feel that it has been 2 days of rest, I better run my daily routine than my body will be sick with not much movement.

The night came back, I had dinner alone at home. Niki has a family event at her house, so can't accompany me to dinner together.

At 23:00

I can't sleep or yawn. Tomorrow should be school, so I should get some sleep now. Do I have insomnia? Isn't that so bad for me, what should I do now? I've tried everything I could to fall asleep, starting from sleeping songs, drinking milk, reading math books, and so on.

I also just lie down while choking Niki.

Lucy: "Niki I can't sleep:("

Niki: "I can, good night."

‘Friends laknat.’

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"Dreams are beautiful but don't forget reality."