100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 7 (Smp XXX Yogyakarta)

2002, yes at that time I was officially registered as a student of smp, and I attended a prominent country school in Jogja City, like a new child at another school I jg experience the name mos, the time that should be made as orientation or introduction to school seems to be utilized properly by my senior2 to work with us,...

my smp period feels better, because I can make a new image here, after I learned the inner science is indeed my innate more calm, I no longer sweat cold all day because of restless, I no longer speak for myself, because I can withstand the turmoil of the heart when I see the subtle-creatures, I can see the world better, I learned that in my life there will be a new color, a new color, my life in the past can be dark, it can be sad, but I will not make it drag on in my life, but will it change my story as an Indigo? of course not! , every age I grow I feel my sensitivity is getting stronger, if in the past I can only see subtle creatures, then when my smp like getting a new "curse.. whatisit? I'll tell you in a minute......

in 1st grade, I'm wearing a blue white uniform now, like any other 1st grader in a new uniform and in a profanity, my new story begins...

My school is a very old school, this school was built around the early 1900s to educate the noble natives of the time, and mystical experience2 also began to experience me.. that time was the first day of school after 3 days in plonco uas2an when mos..

I walked from the bike park to my class, I got A class, before entering my class to the bathroom first to pee, the bathroom door clamps were opened ...... and what I see is not like a bathroom, it is more like a living room, complete with its inhabitants, please imagine, in the bathroom there are 4 creatures, there are 4, the first was a woman sitting on the edge of the bathtub, who seemed to be unable to sit properly, as her body was like it was cut in half, only the waist to the head, and showing the blood in deep red dripping and flooding the floor of the wall, and the bathtub making the water red, the blood dripped down from under her stomach, flowing down through her decomposed intestines .... the second creature was a 2 boy boy form2, they looked normal, just unclothed, and the look in his eyes was flat, they seemed to be paralyzed as they moved dragging his body by hand, and the last is an old man2, without hair, without ears, without nose, and without mouth. only 2 pieces of eyelidless eyeballs that adorn his face, I was again uncomfortable... they looked at me strangely as if wondering who I was, why I could feel them. I finally paused my intention to pee, I closed the bathroom door with half a slam because I was still afraid.I walked towards my class with half a run, I stopped at my classroom.. there is a board above the door that says "class 1 A l Guardians of class: Basrudin, S.Pd." I daydream for a moment, and hope, that when I enter there is no gaze2 disgusted to see me, I will not be able to see, may there be no chalk or benda2 lainya, may I not be mocked when I enter, may there be someone I want to talk to, or at least no one just want to reply my sap, "bissmilah" I muttered and I got into my new class ...........

It seemed that I had to get used to this situation, where there were no more throws of hard objects in my head, no scolding and rude ridicule, no more driving me away, I was still standing in front of the papantulis, he said, I was still stunned by this new atmosphere, where all I heard was a lot of voices from my classmates who were chatting with each other, I smiled to myself, she said, somehow I feel very happy with the trivial thing, a smile that for 7 years I can not use, a true smile2 sincere, sincere, a smile that for 7 years can only be seen when with the father or sari..

I don't know how many minutes I daydream, I was surprised by the clap on my shoulders "ehh let's find a seat, even grimace itself, this already want to enter.. has not you sit?" said a boy my age,

"eh engg. bb not yet" I said nervously because I was not used to talking to people, "it seems like everyone already has a winner of some me, you can't tell me how I am?" said the boy..

haa?.. I gawked, 6 years excommunicated without anyone to talk to me, and now there are people who offer to sit my side with me?, I don't know what I felt at that time, "hiihhh, even gawking, it's 7 o'clock, ayookk"

"Hey, know my name is Risa" said the girl as she offered her hand to shake her hand..

and I with ***** it's just dumb, no friend has ever asked me to shake hands...

"ehhhh even just diem aja, hihhh very arrogant", I buru2 welcome his hand and say "sorry, I'm just another adaptation, I'm rizal, the day was filled with the introduction of one class. each child must introduce himself, where his address, hobbies etc., one by one the class was called by the basri sir, my homeroom teacher and introduced himself, one by one, my friend2 seemed very enthusiastic when anyone introduced themselves, even without awkwardly asking questions to the other forward, I laughed with this new friend2 babble2, my brother's turn came, my brother, the risa went forward with confidence, her face oath was very sharp, she walked off the bench with steps made2 "so cute", I muttered with a smile.

Risa : "Haloooo, friend2 introduce, my name is risa, em I'm originally from blora, but follow the father moved here from keci, my home is not far from here, in jl. xxxxx. my hobby, my, sports, anyone want to ask me friend2?" risa closed her acquaintance..

"Who's boyfriend?" said Andi my classmate who shouted while crying and immediately cheered by another crowded friend2, finally risa back to sit, and my name was called, alamakkkkk talking face to face aja sometimes belibet, sometimes, what about in front of a lot of people? I want not to have to go forward, but I still bengong2 aja, risa pinched my stomach from the side, "adawwww, what sihh, tauk pain, said I sewot.

"yes you are dumb, the hunt goes forward :P "

I went forward with a lazy step, I was in front of the class, I was nervous, this was my first experience talking in front of the crowd "emmm yeah, uhhh introduce this my name rizal, I'm from semarang, I'm from semarang, but back here, because I actually from jogja emm ya, so truss.." not yet finished I've been highlighted from behind and laughter that exploded "ntar we know ourselves aja sir, kasian tu rizal already dry, can faint him" shouted irawan my classmate dr back, and followed by laughter my friend2, I returned to my bench, I was, while wiping the sweat because of nervousness, shame sih but exciting, buddy2 here is good, I still wipe the sweat that flooded my face by wiping using my hands. "this, do not use hands, do not use hands, you slovenly boy ", risa handed me a handkerchief "ehhhh, thank you" I said as I received Risa's handkerchief, "sama-sama  "

something strange, I said "Risa? have I ever known you before?" This risa is a beautiful girl, maybe can be categorized as very beautiful, her hair is as long as a boat and ponytailed, her nose is sharp, with thin lips and small teeth2, her skin is clean white, well-groomed, she is tall enough for a girl size, maybe almost the same as me. She still smiles at me... risa is it possible you?.............