100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 17 (All I'm going to bring)

"have you guys been?" I said to Irawan, dina, ani and susi. that afternoon was Saturday afternoon and our last day of vacation that forced our holiday to be filled with fear..

Susi :"ahhh no kok zal, just. uh ris you are here too" said susi.

risa and I just went to buy groceries and some snacks for my friend2 who was the day before intending to come to talk about things that we just 3 days through..

Risa: "yes nih sus. "the word risa while greeting them.

Irawan :"zals,....."

I am : "yes wan I understand, sit 2 first do not tense, everything will not be told" I said while inviting them in..

Risa:"zal, I made you drink first huh?" said risa while smiling sweetly at me, I just nodded.

I set the tv just break the stiffness, it seems they are very shocked by the incident in merapi yesterday..

Me:"your feet still hurt?" I asked while looking at Susi's feet with bandages on her ankles..

susi: "little bit of zal, and thank you hero zal. "

I'm :"thank you for?"

Susi :"to all "he answered in a subtle voice..

i :"haaa?" I'm even more confused.

Anii :"gemes I saw you zal, like people do not remember apa2 aja, your face is plain to ask forgiveness want not jitakin" said Ani with glaring serem.

Dina :"you are yesterday who can make us feel calm zal, from the way you look for directions, the way you protect us2 thanks yes, Irawan also thank ya wan" said dina chimed with a smile.

irawan just sculpt, maybe he has not been able to accept events beyond reason.

i: "yahhhh.. I just spontaneously do that, do not think. semoa people will also do the same thing, and whatever my explanation later you can accept or not. up to you, whatever you are, I don't mean you believe"

they just nodded.especially irawan he looked enthusiastic once.I started to tell you about the merapi kingdom and who exactly was jemino sir and yati's mother. they looked stunned by that reality with the thing I explained, there were still expressions of fear on their faces.

i:"so that's the story, monggo I'm back with you guys to believe what's not"

Irawan :"zal, how do you know?" ask irawan to investigate

I turned towards Risa who was sitting next to me, I raised my eyebrows, gave her a code, she nodded and understood what I meant.

me :"well.I'm a little different from you guys, rather strange.I have an advantage I don't mean curse more precisely"

Ani: "zal??"

I started talking about my bad mass with all the absurd stuff, I didn't want to hide it lag, I didn't want to hide it, let it be if they want to know then they will know for free I cover that is also what I was thinking at that time.

Irawan :"so my guess is yes zal, all this time you can see it like that.

I'm :"yes that's what women are like, and for you after you know monggo still want the same queer people like me what not monggo"

Irawan :"tumben your talk like an idiot zal?, you're like sodara for me don't******* again yes "the word irawan pulled my shoulder.

I just smile, it's good to feel my friend2 is very understanding..

Susi :"you are great zal.. can get this far, if I don't know how my life is like yours"

Me: "i just live what God's curse has caused me, my abnormal circumstances, the departure of my father's mother, and my life as a kara at this time, all there is a net, he said, it hurts even once I used to curse God, but now I try more sincerely and all this I will bear"

again2 they were silent, like thinking about my word2 just now. Silence for a few minutes and the mists broke the silence between us.

Irawan : "ahhh you are zal, even make me feel bad, have watched tv aja yokkk" said irawan that makes our chat stiffness subside..

our chat goes with the usual again, yahhh just chat2 and guyonan origin nyablak typical of High School children.

at 5 pm, my friend2 saying goodbye to go home,

i: "sampe tomorrow yes, pr mu kerjain wan, nyontek muluuu from the past . "

Irawan: "yeeee. I'm kasian with you zal, ntar overtake same I value you hahaha"

I'm '" proof tomorrow haha"

susi dina and ani also say goodbye, before going home to bang ani susi motorbike whisper something..

"Risa's lucky to have you".

susi then passed with her legs still limping with a smile...

I sighed. "like I'm the lucky one sus" I murmured slowly.

I went back inside the house, risa was cleaning a dirty glass and took it to the kitchen.

I :"ris..."

Risa:"how about zal?" he said without looking at her while washing the glass.

I'm :"thank you, you've always won me over"

Lisa:"and now you still feel like a kara?" ask her back with a view still in the dishwasher tub.

Me :"Sometimes ris, when you're not here"

Risa:"yes, and I will always be there for you, even if I am not here"

Risa smiled very sweet, the perfect woman murmured in my heart. I helped risa wash some of the glasses earlier and put them on the dish rack and glass.

Risa :"huaaa, kelar deh, this abis want to do zal?"

Me: "is praying maghrib anyway want to learn again I ris, you want to go home when?"

Risa:"good dehh but anter I go home first yes :P"

I :"lah? why tumben, didn't you bring a motor?"

Risa :"yes, my motorbike taroh here, you will ever go to my house.. My dad wants to see you"

Me :"haaa??, what do you want to see for riz?"

Risa :"yeah to meet you, ahhhh don't ask much, now let's pray trus anter I use your motor" said risa while sticking my nose hard..

Me :"iya2 wel bawel."

in short, I was in the garage and heated my vespaku motorbike, it was dusty even the butut, I said while ngelap pespa old beloved late father.. I go out on my bike more often than on the bike.

Me :"Risss.. Let's go hunt the malemm, the door locks all!"I said shouting in front of the gate

Risa :"iyaaa!!!, this is your house, so I am the one you told2?!!!" said he did not lose kenceng, I just grimace on the bike.

I'm :"ayoo dehh,"

Risa:"ayokkk" said risa while piggybacking on my bike,

Me :"udahhh???"

Risa:"alahh kok. "he said in a sweet voice

Me :"he came down. "

dannnn sick for a thousand years rained down my stomach

Risa :"hiiihhhhhh ni son instead ngeselinnn from earlier.. niiii rasaiinnn niiiiiii, make gemesss me from earlier" risa pinched me with full strengthhhhh.

I :"ee.yeah geeznn is risss, bekanda doanggg seelin nih niii sick"

Risa :"bodo ahhhh" he cried while pinching with maximum energy before being released.

I :"ris ..."

Lisa :"what!"

Me :"could die I ris you pinched continuously, blue nihhh"

Risa :"ohhh want to be killed all??"

I :"ehhh do not go forth" 3.

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I have been shown the direction of the house several times, but this time I will be there..

Me :"rissss, your father would like to see me?"

Lisa :"haaa? not a whimper"

me :"your father wants to see me why!?? why?"

Lisa: "haaa?? **** what? where's the pig

I : -_-

Risa:"zal, from the portal turn left yes"

and finally we arrived in front of the house of Risa, and in front of me an extra large house, muke gile ni house like aja hotel so big is this the house of risa?

The gate was opened by an ibuk2,

"thank you buk 😄" I said politely,

Risa:" let's go in, mbok thanks ya"

I :"ohh yes ris, just got off the bike in front of our door was awaited by a tall man, with a neatly shaved brew, his stature as big as a father. but if the father of his face is clean from the mustache and the beard of the person has a lot of facial hair with a very sturdy stature.

njirrr..... is that his father risa?????

Risa :"yahhh.. kok tumben in front of the door?"

his father said: "wait for you, why is this hour just coming home?"

Risa just looked down..

I'm :"sorry om I'm not polite, risa was from my house, I was Rizal, was risa said om want to see me" said I as I reached out to shake hands.

His father was risa:"ohhh, so you are Rizal, you enter first" he said in a loud voice.

I am welcome to sit in the living room decorated with a nice interior.Wahhh I am not ceaseless2 amazed by this house, very far with the house I live in I sat in amazement.

"my name is hamzah" he introduced himself

Om hamzah :"riza often stories about you, yes if I gapapa risa friends with anyone, but you should know who you are. where is your home ?

I :"my home in S****** om., not far from here.

Om hamzah :"ohhh, what do your parents do?

Me:"both of my parents have died om, my mother was a bank employee, died in 95, if my father was an Army soldier, just died a month ago, he said, now I live alone "I answer in a flat but loud tone of voice, so as not to seem pathetic..

Om hamzah: "what are your living expenses?, who is the gig?, who is managing what house?" asked om hamzah by probing, his eyes were very sharp.like the eyes of my late father first...

:"I am now living off my late father's pension, yes I think enough for savings, and now looking for part-time work for school operational costs om.. well at least I am still very grateful after the departure of my parents, I live in many facilities om, decent house, vehicles etc, I am sure many children are not as lucky as me"

Om hamzah just fell silent, he seemed to think of something..

Om hamzah : "hahahahahaha," he laughed, I was confused by the laughter, is there something wrong with my speech.

Om hamzah :"sorry I yes nak rizal, I pura2 grumpy just want to ngetes you only, it turns out that the risa told is not excessive, young people like you actually2 still exist, but there are, great bener2 tough son Hartono's"

i'm stunned...

me:"Our know my father?"

Om hamzah :"of course you know, greetings who do not know lettu hartono, when young was your late father with me was a close friend, if your father was in AD, I am now a duty in the police, your father was not a random person during his life, no wonder his career is good, yes and I am also not surprised if his son is as tough as his father. "

me :"thank you" I said subtly..

Risa then came while carrying a tray containing drinks and snacks.

Risa :"already yahhh, do not continue razal rizal ahh" said risa while nagging with her father..

Om hamzah :"hahahha, no, here come sit you nduk"

Om hamzah :"trus how do you plan ahead le?, after this how do you want?, I mean after graduating high school"

I :"I want to continue my education to become a doctor" I replied briefly.

om hamzah :"hemmmm, that's heavy, so the doctor is not easy the cost is not cheap. kenapak not be a soldier or a policeman?, your posture is good"

i:"not om, from the first I just want to be a doctor, I think the work is all the same if the benefits can be felt by many people, for the cost I will study even harder om, om, I keep trying until all I can achieve, I will try to get a scholarship"

om hamzah:"and if you fail?"

i :"I will try again, if I fail again, then I will try again, if the scholarship is I can not I will find another way om, whether it is, what it is, but I will endeavor all I will bear"

Om hamzah:"and if you can't bear all that?"

me :"I don't know, I just believe, just believe"

Om hamzah :"hahahaha, yes yes I understand, the hard nature of your head is true2 mrip your father, heh risa, guarded ni nak rizal, loss you don't get him, hahaha"

Risa :"ihhhh eloquent father ihhhhh :P" said risa with a blushing face.

Om hamzah :"yes son of rizal, may you be given an easy way yes, and I am sorry for the passing of your mother and father, but that will be his blessing, he said, you just wait, and if you need help please do not hesitate to say to me, your father was already a lot of help me . I live first in yes, yes, Risa nak rizal do not you what2in ya hahaha" said om hamzah in a loud voice.

Risa:"I'm a girl well -_- it should be the same cake as rizal"

I just smile2 myself see the risa salting,

Risa :"zal, you at home also just learn right?, mending here, just like me, later do not take a book, I do not take a bath but..

me :"emmm, I don't feel good ris malem2 here, "

Risa :"halahh, if you already like it like you even can be zal"

I could only recede, and Risa had already gone to take a bath..

I just sit 2 in the guest room, occasionally open my phone, my eyes look at a spacious room, looks a photo2 of the family of risa who is digitized attached to the wall, it turns out that Risa's father was already AKBP rank, it looks like he has a family photo, hemm. it looks like the mother of risa is also there, beautiful even at her age when photographed it looks still young, Risa once told me that her mother worked at KBRI so often traveled abroad.. it deserves not to be here..

I feel the air and aura in this house is positive, there are no intruding creatures as well hemm, hemm,,

Risa: "sorry yes old" said risa who surprised me

Me :"upright papa ris ehh..."

there is nothing strange about the appearance of the risa, she is more beautiful than usual, I don't know maybe because of her hairstyle or what I don't understand.

Risa:"eheheh do not have to do anything about it:P his mouth closed "

i :"pasih ris -_- "

Risa:"they look normal, I know I'm beautiful" said risa sok cute..

I :"yes you are beautiful ris" I said as I received the book from the hands of Risa...

Risa:"are you pretty enough to be your girlfriend?"

glekkk question kayak gini make me die fleas.

I :"even too beautiful hehe" I said crisply.

Resume :"zallll"

I understand there are words that are stuck in the mouth of the risa,

Me :"open yesterday we ever talk about this ris??"

Risa:"iya zal, I understand, justaa....

Me :"what's the ris?"

Risa:"just afraid of you with other people, many like you zal, you pinter, general champion, sports are also good, and your nature is good, like Susi was dina, he said, same Ani also same their gaze to you is unusual, I'm a girl and I understand"

I began to understand what is meant by risa. I just rubbed his hair slowly without saying anything, and continued reading the book.

ckittttt, though,

Me :"risss, what are your habits, if my intestines go out??"

risa :"hihhh you nyebelin bgt anyway, still aja cuek the same me" it seems risa really seriously crave

I held his shoulder to face me.

"trus why ris?, didn't I ever say I like you too?, I admit there are more feelings for you, just not now ris, you know me the most... of course understand what I have to focus on doing, riss. I need you, only you. when everything is in order"

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risa poked her head against my front shoulder slowly..

"if you have promised, I can only believe in your promise, keep it, and while waiting for that time come, I will also try, be worthy of you"..

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I rubbed my hair...

"try hard, otherwise you'll be far behind me"

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risa looked up her head and our faces facing each other,

"i love you zal"