100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 22 (1 year of healing)

**have been treated for a few weeks the condition is also more stable, and fracture surgery has been done successfully, he said,

risa has been moved from the icu room to the general outpatient room,

at that time I was waiting for risa in her room with her parents, risa was still unconscious on that day...

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om hamzah: "buu. see!..."

om hamzah arrived2 exclaimed and made our conversation stop, we suddenly looked towards the direction that om hamzah saw, towards Risa..

kamala diaaa .....

Aunty ndari :"risa. nakkk, have woken up you, aunt ndari hugged the head of risa while crying bitter 2, nakkkk,

om hamzah also did the same thing, he2 would have loved to see their only child through the critical phase, and now he has woken up from his coma.

I am not stopping2 grateful to see the rumination that has been awakened, my worry and both parents are paid in full by it, I am still fixated where I stand, I still see risa who is dumbstruck, I still see, naturally he must be confused by what happened, what makes me most relieved is that Risa was able to communicate even with an irregular voice, meaning that the brain crow in her head is not severe...

risa still looked confused, for a few minutes she looked like she was thinking about something while holding her head and grimacing in pain.

om hamzah : "do not force yourself, father call the doctor first" he said leaving our room, seen a sincere smile that for several weeks was not visible now has expanded on his face..

I was still fixated on seeing his mother crying happily, his right hand could not move because the bandages and casts were still wrapped around her hands, as well as her feet..

risa moved her hand to wipe away the tears on her mother's cheek.

"ahhh. ris, you've been trying hard, you cute kid now don't worry me anymore" I just sat there, I'm still glued to the corner of the room, I seem to enjoy this moment, I'm just, seeing a happy family that is very happy to see the beautiful princess just wayangnya can rise from her pain..

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no matter what they were talking about, I did not pay attention to the conversation between Risa and her mother, I was still engrossed in the words of gratitude and relief that swirled in my head.

"naughty rizal even diem come here" aunty's voice from breaking my banquet, I immediately went to where risa lay.

"hi. "

a short word that came out of my mouth, I was confused to choose a sentence that was how only that word came to light and spoke..

risa was silent, though,..

a few moments later a smile began to rise on his face,

a true moment2 wanted me to pause if I could, for weeks2 without scolding and without sad babbling made me miss, and this sad smile treated my longing.

"rizal who every day jgain you love, every school he came straight here waiting for you, learning the same as ngerjain pr also all here" aunt ndari said to Risa,

I can only smile, I just first felt like I wanted to talk a lot I wanted to say everything I had in my mind to Risa, but I still asked her, maybe Risa is conscious but I am sure still not fully aware..

tikkk.. a tear fell soaked the pillow where risa sleeps. she cried ....

"sorry I'm zalll" his cries exploded..

"busy sorryin me.." a few seconds later om hamzah was in the room with a doctor and nurse..

Risa:"ayahhh, sorry yes" risa said while still crying,

both my parents and I have not had time to respond because they are required to step down, the doctor must check the state of anxiety post-conscious...

"no need to apologize risa, I should be sorry" I looked back inside while looking at risa from 3 meters from where the doctor examined her. Risa was still crying, she looked at me with her head tilted, a gaze that made me want to immediately embrace her.she moved her lips without making a sound if translated maybe she said "I love you zal"..

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the doctor approached us after checking our state of anxiety and approached us.

Om hamzah :"buk, risa temenin first, pacified first, let the father who talked to the doctor"

without answering aunt ndari directly approached risa.

om hamzah :"how is my daughter doctor?" ask hamzah impatiently.

doctor:"the daughter of the father was extraordinarily strong, her endurance was great, in the case of such an accident there was very little hope of a person to survive, but the father's daughter can very quickly show a stable condition, although it had a coma but the development is good, and inflammation in his brain also shrinks quickly, of course we should not be off guard, he said, later we will do a medical record to ensure the condition of the father's daughter"

om hamzah:"thank you doc, I have other good news"

I only noticed his talk2, I sighed with a feeling of pling, om hamzah holding my shoulder tightly.

om hamzah :"thank you for rizal, my son's spirit is also thanks to you"

me :"I just pray om, the rest is indeed a daughter om true2 special"

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om hamzah approached risa and her mother, I followed. There was a happy feeling to see the whole family..

a father, a mother and her child, they seemed to rejoice,

a moment like that would never be possible for me again...

"don't bengong nak rizal, here come sit do not hesitate now you are also our family" the sound of om hamzah makes a big smile..

"now that I have a family again it seems" I murmured inwardly, I approached those who considered me part of their family.

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that day was 9 days after Risa regained consciousness, I was still in school, managing some permits for risa, she said,

yahh Risa is required to undergo treatment for several months in the hospital and street treatment at home also for several months, if calculated may require about 1 full year, if calculated, this is my second semester and risa attended high school, then what is the fate of risa education? very forced to worry about having to repeat in 1st class again the following year.

I was still sitting on a long bench located under a catapult tree, I just finished taking care of the permit earlier, and opened 2 textbooks for tomorrow while drinking a water that I brought from home..

"hey's a skinny kid" a greeting from someone I know.

"iya sus, bentar nanggung nih" I said without turning my head while spending Indonesian maple reading.

Susi:"have eaten the zal-beel"

me :"had sus" I said lie.

susi:"what's the cobakk eating?, boong right? yes, yes it is "

i:"eat the wind. "

susi :"dasaarrr, eat out yuk zal, while muter2 let you not seriously continue to look" Susi began to sulk..

I consider 2 solicitation of susi, yes occasionally maybe I have to assent the laughter.

me :"ayo deh sus, where are you going?, but what are you going for?"

susi:"I again want to go to mcD hehe, I treat wis zal yaya, I usually shuttle kok"

i:"iyadeh if there is a treaty, I just use pespa bututku you know, if you want bonceng motor butut ya gapapa" I replied with a cry.

susi:"ahh the important thing is not the bike zal, but the one that membeboncengin me" he replied with a very sweet..

me :"okah, you immediately parking first yes, I did not pinjem helmet pak bo first for you"

susi:"yes, I'm waiting."

susi walked to the parking lot, I immediately cleared the book and headed to the house of Mr. Bon who was in school..

I brought a helmet from a bon pack and wear it myself, my susi gave me my helmet, I do not like it I have good susi hair so I have it because2 the helmet is bon sir .

me :"ready sus??."

susi:"let's go,"

motorr output taun 67 was driving slowly, as long as the journey of the susi is very chatty like risa, and as usual I only respond to his chat with adem2 aja..

the sky of the city has blackened, it was March, it should have rained less2, somehow with that day..

I accelerated my bike, and we reached the parking lot of the fast food restaurant.

we immediately occupied the front seat of the large window.

we order our order 2, there is always something that is used as chatter by susi, starting from how I dress, temen2 at school, silly behavior at home and other unimportant hal2.

susi :"zalll, what are you saying cake, from that ah oh oh oh aja -_- "

me:"I'm confused to say what you want" I replied slowly..

susi:"kalo is equally confused right?"

i :"welll. I think I'm gini sus, same, yak drill"

susi :"yes no, you want me to go alone I think it's magical"

I saw my watch.

susi:"why zal?, any events?"

i:"yes later I want to wait for the risa again, he must also sleep constantly"

susi :"You may also pay attention, for your little attention to me"

I nodded slowly..

i: "plug the yuk, ajaku after the ritual of eating and the unproductive chatter goes on for a long time"

susi:"ayo deh, Kasian risa wait for the prince, but anterin I'll take home ya"

I nodded slowly while wearing my jacket.

my old motorbike drove quite fast, I saw black clouds that were already pitch black and the wind sign that the rainstorm would soon sweep the land of the city of Jogja.

sure enough 5 minutes later. bressssss.

the rain came with strong winds, our position at that time was at red light, was in the middle of the queue of vehicles and it was very impossible to pull over, he said, inevitably me and Susi have to accept the rainwater and gusts of very strong wind.

like not until there our misfortune 2 cars in front of me ngadat in the middle2 of the road to add to the traffic jams that are dipped in heavy rain.

i: "you wear this, my bag is the same bag you entered in the jacket.." I screamed a little so that Susi could hear me.

susi:"zal you gapapa?? ask susi"

i :"what is just a gini test doang, the important thing is that you are not bored" I replied exclaiming, I tried to escape from this crowded traffic queue, looking for a gap to get out of the stuck trap....

and finally we can get away. rumas susi is still quite far about 20 minutes, I suggest to pull over but susi said it was wet, all ujan2an until the rumah.. I agreed to it and drove the bike with heart2,

glarrr !!! the sound of thunder also interlocked, I was shocked as well as the susi who had now wrapped her hands around me while sticking her head to my shoulder..

Susi:"zal, I'm afraid of lightning" he shouted from behind.

me :"don't be afraid, I'm here anyway" my jawb is tight,

susi seemed to respond to my word2 more tightly wrapped around my stomach..

it was quite difficult to drive in the rain and strong winds with a helmet without protective glass, rainwater carried by the wind like a needle prick that landed on my face..

after hearing the instructions for Susi's house we reached her house..

a house in an elite housing complex, even bigger than my house and a house of interest if put together..

a father2 uses an umbrella to run to open the gate, "mature suwun sir" I said while running a motorbike to enter Susi's house..

I parked the bike near 2 cars branded antelope and baleno..

susi: "almost yes zal, storm testing like danger" susi praised me.

i :"yes sus, but this is my wetness, fear of the dirty house"

susi:"ahh absolutely no, ayooo" susi took me in her house, hmmm very nice house this susi.

susi asked me to wait for a while on the porch, she ran inside and a few minutes later she came out with a towel..

susi:"in the cold first zal"

i :"thank you sus"

I wiped my body with a towel, and,

susi:"ayo came in, didn't look for a change of clothes"

susi asked me to come in, and I waited in the guest room.

he might be heading to his room to get changed, too..

I did not dare to sit on the sofa because it was still soaking wet, I just stood up while looking at the living room which was quite spacious, a family photo, his father susi, his mother, he said, and a man with a woman smaller than Susi, perhaps his sister, I sat in.

"sorry old zal" Susi spoke from behind me while carrying some clothes.

susi:"zal, you change clothes first yes" he said

I nodded and was shown to a bathroom by Susi,

I took a shower and wore the clothes that Susi gave me,

"this is a girl's shirt" I muttered a little sprain..

I came out in very tight yellow clothes.

susi: "ahahahaha duhh zal, how can you be like that shape?" susi laughed

i :"from nude sus -_- "

susi:"wkwkwkwk, cool cock zal, more athletic looking"

i:"wadehel sus -_- "

I saw the watch, it was almost maghrib, I should have accompanied risa but instead stuck here..

I approached susi

me :"sus, thank you" I said, looking into his eyes.

susi seemed to hold something back as I looked at her.

susi ;" yes, here first until the test stops" he asked again.

I shook slowly.

i:"sorry, I've been waiting for me, I have to go back now, oh yes if you can ask for help, I pinjem mantol dong"

susi just fell silent.

susi :"this is zal, you are hati2 yes, the test is still deres" he said slowly.

me :"thank you, sus, today is fun" I said as I rubbed her hair.

susi:"I who thanks zal, I like it very much, and say thank you also to risa"

me :"thank you for??"

susi :"have you made me this afternoon, yes even though I've got to turn around the same one you have too, want to smile how you're not mine"

I digest the sentence, and try to think about the answer to Susi's words earlier..

I chose not to answer him and just reached out to shake hands with him.

susi drove me to the front door, I drove my pespaku slowly, the rain was still very heavy, but at least I was protected with a susi loan raincoat, he said,

looking from my rearview motor, Susi still stands dumbly in the doorway, until I do not see her again at the turn of the gate...

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I have arrived at the hospital, and parked the bike and headed to the mosque because the time has shown at 18:00

"alhamdulillah" I murmured after the obligatory prayer.

I walked to Risa's nursery,

"assalamualaikum" I said a greeting in front of the room risa door,

"walaikumushalam, eh rizal.. from home huh?" ask aunt who opened the door.

i :"from the aunt's house. "

I saw Risa with a hose still stuck in her nose.she smiled very sweetly at me..

risa:"haiii, did you see your feminine side??" risa chuckled softly looking at my very tight yellow shirt with a flower..

i:"hehe, what can I do, this is forced from wet2an" I replied while sitting near the bed.

aunt from :"nak rizal, can we leave for a moment?, I want to take clothes and necessities for risa at home, his father again there is important service so he can not come here"

i :"oh yes aunt please, risa let me take care"

auntie from saying goodbye to me to come home for a while..

risa and I only looked at each other for a few minutes, I don't know what was on my mind and was worried at that time,

risa:"how is the school today?" tanya risa broke the silence between us..

i:"usual kayak ris, go, learn, go home, just stopped by eating a stretch" I replied while brushing some of the wispy hair that covered his forehead.

me :"if you?, what about today"

risa:"bosen zal, there is nothing I can be chatted about, I can't say 2 same doctor" he replied softly and weakly, indeed, the condition of Risa is still very weak sometimes her voice is not even heard..

me: "you will soon recover your ris" I replied as I pulled out a blanket to cover it..

risa:"the reason is that you're here, zal"

me :"I'll be here risa" I replied reassuring risa.

risa smiled again, the smile that always makes me miss it expands on her face..

risa:"So eat where zal?, I can't cook for you anymore" asked risa in a flat tone.

i :"tomorrow if you are healthy you can cook as much as you, I was treated with susi"

risa just looked at me with a glare,

Risa :"zal..you are the same susi emmmmmm" said 2 risa like bertahan want to say something..

I gently nudged the tip of my nose..

i:"There was nothing ris, just a coincidence"

risa:"yes zall.. I also understand me now again like gini, natural if you are bosen with me"

me :"Well, what are you?"

risa:"zal, you know ? maybe after this I will only live in a wheelchair, maybe I will be disabled for life, you also do not have to keep your promise first, he said, yesterday I wanted to try to strengthen myself for you but now I realize, no matter how I try I will never pantes for you, will never be the same again zal" risa tilted her head towards me sitting 2 points of tears back down the pillow..

risa:"and zal, maybe you should have a new friend besides me from now on"

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cupppppp.

"don't talk weird like that, you'll get well, and during your recovery I promise you I'll keep going, once you're healthy, and I promise you won't let you know anymore, whatever ris happens I don't care, if you have to use a wheelchair for the rest of your life after this, I'll be next to that wheelchair for the rest of my life, I'll keep my promise.

you know ris?, I love you like you love me**"