100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 6 (Sd school - smp)

sd - smp story I will summarize, amsyong dah if you type the story one by one :P *

I did not feel my age increased by 1 year, and that year I would enter the elementary school period, 6 years I was scorned, shunned I did not even have any friends at all in my school first, I was not, I grew up being a person who was inferior and super, every morning until noon for 6 years I only filled a bench filled with only one chair, without any of my friends, they thought I was strange, and they thought I was a little bit, because I often talk to myself, I sometimes scream hysterically when I see the subtle creature2 that makes me horrified, sometimes I often express calm things that have not happened and other actions2 that my age friends think are strange...

let alone playing with me when they spoke they drove me away, choked me, even sometimes I was persecuted, in the bullies, thrown in chalk, bullied, the treatment was very common at that time I received...

loneliness, shame, sadness, trauma are the feelings that accompany me every day..

you even often invite a psychiatrist to heal me from trauma, but all in vain, the trauma is rooted in my mind and heart..

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there was nothing interesting in those days, every morning I went to school and in the bullies, and every night I had to deal with prolonged insomnia due to the terror of these subtle creatures... I'm disgusted, I'm sick of it!!, I'm sleep deprived, and it makes me a very thin kid with protruding cheekbones and eyes..

year after year changed my age increased and more understand what happened to me, I began to dare with the creature2, even I was able to expel them. although the horror and unease remained until now.one thing that did not change much was my behavior, I was still bullied and shunned..

ahhh, very sad to remember that time...

for 6 years I only had one friend, as you guessed. Sari who accompanied me, he was the one who filled the empty bench next to my place, he often helped me when there were my classmates who wanted to prank me, he returned the evil that they possessed me, but I was banned later on.. wh why? because I will get 2 x more non-wearing treatment from my classmate2. "let sari  , that's how they greet me", so my reason to sari, sari benar2 becomes the perfect friend figure.. if only he were true2 human..

there is something unique about the sari, if I grow up like a human in general, what about the sari? in fact, she is not human.she also grows, she gets taller and bigger like a normal girl, the difference is only I can see her.. at that time I was 145 cm tall in 5th grade, I inherited the genes of the father with his big bones.

sari grew up and became a beautiful "girl", her hair was long with a sharp nose, her teeth were small2 and her teeth were pure white, I understood that sari could change her form at will, because when he came home he was again the exact same form of anak2 with the first sari I saw...

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I entered the 6th year at sd, I graduated, my grades can be said to be very proud..

"you are proud son" said the father,

Me: "thank you sir"

Father: "father knows what you've been through, now you'll learn what happened to you, and learn to control it"

I :"what do you mean father?"

Father:"you will understand in a moment"

Me : "..........."

I still remember when it was May, where there was still 1 month left to enroll in school to the level of smp, the father asked me to go by car, he said,

Me: "where are we going sir? want to find a school for me?"

Mr :"no, is it still a long time to rizal the registrant?"

me: "yes sir, where are you going? jalan2?, rizal don't like jalan2"

Father: "later you also know son, now enter the car first, sari invited gapapa"

me : deeggg "loh kok father...."

Father:"why are you surprised? , have you walked later makeluin"

Just about to call out a sari, she was already behind me smiling and playing with her eyebrows, this sari was not like a ghost at all, he is like a normal human even he knows the development of his era and I often joke and laugh together with the language like an ordinary child2, said Sari even though he was dead, but he's not stupid, he follows my world too so if you guys talk to each other it'll connect..

I did not say what2 with the sari, I did not talk to the sari if there are other people near me..

I opened the car door, and Sari also entered without opening the car door, she immediately penetrated and sat in the back seat..

Father: "have you come in?"

Me: "already sir, this is me sitting "

Father: "not you, but sari...he has entered blm? you're the only one who can see him?"

Me: "already sir"

the car drove away from our house, and the father started talking.

Me: "what do you mean by special father?"

Father: "this father is your father, son, you always pay attention to you every day, what kind of father is not worried about the attitude of his son like you, you are often afraid to arrive2, speak for yourself, speak for yourself, you are delirious with strange language and your conversation with your invisible friend you know all, you were afraid and considered your psyche is not normal, until you met Kyai who said your path is like this is not easy, but you will be protected by God, you also have friends who always accompany you, right?"

Me: "yes sir" I replied nodding.

Father: "Father can't see like you, but you've met sari in a dream, sari says he'll take care of you until you can control your mind, that's why you're talking to yourself"

I looked at the sari who was chewing the jasmine flowers he liked, he just blinked one eye while smiling..

Me : "yes sir, sari temenku one2nya, he who njaga rizal and nemenin rizal"

Father: "now how old are you?"

Me: "12 years sir"

Father: "you are old enough to learn the science of the dead"

I :" you mean?"

Me: "you'll soon know son"

we arrived at a boarding house, and greeted by a grandfather, in short I will be in the ponpes for 2 weeks, I understand the intention of my father to take me there to train my kebatinan..

The grandfather was the kyai mentioned by the father, call him kyai, because he was reluctant to be named.

Kyai: "this is what accompanied you?"

I understand what kyai means, "enggih kyai" I replied

Kyai: "he's good le"

somehow explaining it, sari and kyai are like speaking without a voice, and I understand what they are talking about..

in short, my father dropped my luggage and left me here, before the father and sari went to sari whisper something. "you heart2 yes rizal, you will be a big man tomorrow"

they left me here, and here I was only 2 weeks but my mind was taken care of again, I was more fresh, like a sense of regret, anger, shame, fear like yawning just like that, I felt like I was just yawning, I was taught how to cast out evil spirits, and taught natural science, and much more about religion and will not be written here.

I went back home, as with a better person, like,

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in July, I had to go back and forth because I was going to school in Jogja, my birthplace.it happened that my father also got a call to duty in jogja so I would stay in jogja with my father.

there are things that make me heavy to leave this old official house.yes Sari, she seems to play on the swing which now looks small when she climbs.

Me : "sariiii"

Sarii: "iya rizal  "

Me: "do you know?"

Sari just nodded with a smile and played her hair..

I'm :"you're coming with me, right?"

Sari stood up and approached me

Sari :"my house here rizal, if you have to go gapapa, we will always be able to meet"

Me : "how? I'm far away lhoo"

Sari:"the way he remembers me, and pray that I will soon find a place  "

Me : "but I have no friends other than you sari "

Sari: "now that you've grown up, you'll find it easier to make new friends in your new place tomorrow, I'll visit you rizal, I promise  "

long story short I left the sari that day, this car drove me to my new place, a place where there will be a new story in my life, "sariiii. keep your promise yes" my whisper while waving to the sari who stood in front of the house, with the form of his little boy, the figure of my first friend, yes pretty cool my best friend is not even human.