100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 23 (Don't cry, I'm gone not long)

*"Don't talk weird like that, you'll get well, and during your recovery I promise you'll keep going, once you're healthy, I promise you won't let you know anymore, whatever ris happens I don't care, if you have to use a wheelchair for the rest of your life after this, I'll be next to that wheelchair for the rest of my life, I'll keep my promise.

you know ris?, I love you like you love me" *

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I spoke in her ear half-whispering.Risa softened my ear and brought it close to her lips.

"do you love a disabled person like me?"

risa spoke, her voice slow and hoarse..

"you're perfect, you're more than worthy of me" I chimed in....

risa smiled, she wiped the remaining tears at the end of her eyes..

risa : "kazal..

me :"yes ris?"

risa:"what a 1st-grader you are, your attitude is not at all like people our age"

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days change days, weeks and months also change and do not feel 4 months have passed, too many events occur if you have to write on this site...

the condition of the risa is getting better than before, 2 months ago risa has been allowed to do treatment and therapy at home.

every day I accompany risa to take her if she wants to go, play together, do other light things 2 also both, we often study together, we often study together, risa can stay in class but her post-pain learning spirit even exceeds me, it is very pleasant, my closeness with risa is very well intertwined, the longer I am near her the more I feel love for her, the more I love her, yes she is my first friend, and she is my girl friend, even though between me and Risa there is no dating word, we are only honest with our respective feelings2, and it makes us comfortable.

"no matter the dating status, right?, we are also still early in high school, the important thing is we are friends and honest with each other about our feelings, of course with you who are always there like now, that is enough" that's what Risa always said to me.

then what about my life?, yes the last month I have been working part-time at a gas station, I managed to persuade the manager of the gas station to accept my smp massage to work part-time there, he said, and thank God I was allowed to manage an important position..

namely the janitor hehe, I became a broom and mop there, my working hours are from 3 to 6 pm, then then 12 pm to 5 am , I work 5 days a week.

I was so happy to get that job, maybe a little constrained in managing time but all that was overcome, every time I went home from school to my workplace, cleaning the yard, cleaning the yard, and cleaning the toilet is my new routine, after maghrib I always took the time to visit risa every day, I was allowed even I was asked to always be on the side by om hamzah and aunty ndari, I was asked to always be on the side, because om hamzah is also tied to work and aunt who must immediately return to work far from risa, I used to accompany Risa until she fell asleep in her sleep and continued to work as a cleaning service where I worked until the morning, on the sidelines of the work I always studied for tomorrow's lesson, and continued to work as a cleaning service, although so often sleepy at school yes this is what I have to live if it is true2 want to be a doctor...

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"where are you going ris?" ask me about risa

"emmmm.. there aja zal, deket adem tree" risa pointed a shady tree in the city park of sleman district...

I pushed slowly wheelchair risa, it was a Saturday afternoon, I had a work holiday and was invited to walk2 by risa to taman alun2.

I have been trained to ride a car by om hamzah, to make it easier for me if I want to go with risa..

"want some ice cream??" ask me about risk.

risa :"maukkkk. chocolate ice cream that lameeedeee ya zal" risa's face looks happy..

I stopped the risa wheelchair near a very shady tree.I did not go under the tree that was appointed risa because there was a kuntilan, he said, I carried Risa on a large tree that was clean from the inhabitants..

"you don't go where2 yes, wait for a stretch" I said to risa.

risa is just a mangosteen2 with a smile..

Me :"jejenggggg.. eskrim for princess nihhh" I said while thrusting ice cream for risa.

risa :"masaghh  "

me and Risa enjoyed the afternoon very much, it seemed like I was right 2 kasmaran with the boy, it was like treating hole 2 in my heart, he filled the cracks 2 in my heart with his smile, his good demeanor, and the spirit is amazing, I feel I can face anything if Risa is always with me..

"riss.." I muttered, not intending to call risa.

risa:"why zal?"

i :"ehhh no, gapapa kok  "

risa:"hayoo why??, I'm a straw, is that why?" his buru2 reply wiped his mouth with his long-sleeved t-shirt which instead fouled the tip of his white t-shirt sleeve..

I laughed when I saw her behavior..

risa:"hhhh why even laugh??, the chocolate stuck in my teeth huh?" he cleaned his teeth with a tongue that made his face look even more cute..

I laughed again at the behavior of this child..

I rolled up the dirty end of the raisa shirt with the brown ice cream gently, then looked at her face

me :"what's 2 ris, I just want to say thank you so much for my day"

risa smiled and pinched my cheek slowly..

risa:"I'm the one who should say thanks because you're ngeyel"

me :"ngeyel???"

risa:"iya ngeyel does not want to give up on me"

I smiled and stroked her hair slowly..

i :"that's you who taught me not to give up easily"

we looked at each other, very beautiful this risa. deserves very popular school..

"muter2 again yok ris" ajaku to risa

risa:"weren't tired of wheelchairs push and hold zal?"

I'm :"no" I replied slowly

risa:"when can I walk lag?. I'm afraid to forget how to walk"

me :"you will not forget, even if I forget to teach you to walk again" I replied while pushing a wheelchair..

risa:"and if I really2 can't walk anymore?"

me :"Yes, I'm going to push this wheelchair, wherever you want to go"

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time memamg will not stop answering a question, a saying that says "let time that answers "it seems to be true, the question will be able to work and healthy as before, and what my life will be like after the 2-year time skip at high school will be missed in a moment.....

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"ready to go?" much

"it's already my brother" he replied slowly,

yes this is the first day of risa left school after one semester did not enter, and risa is still a first-class student while I preceded her to take classes..

i :"do not call brother -_- "my answer with protest.

risa:"yeee kak rizal right now my upperclassman:P "he pinched my stomach like before, kangen also felt with the pinch of the dahsayat..

risa; "i deg2an zal" risa said slowly

me:" he wants cepet2 to go to school??"

risa :"yes but it's been a long time zal, I've not entered a semester, and the first day of school it makes deg2an, I'm embarrassed now use a wheelchair" Risa replied with a declining tone of voice...

I rubbed his black hair which was now getting longer slowly..

i:"you must be proud"

risa:"proud for??"

me :"for this.." I touched his forehead.

risa:"proud for my jidat??" ask innocently

i :"basic comellll. haha, proud for your will and perseverance ris, you who choose not to change schools and still want to continue school in the same place even though you have to stay in class, even though if you want to change schools maybe you can take classes right"

risa:"ahhhh not also zal, I just want to keep your deket. "

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"nak Rizal please leave the school at school" the sound of om hamzah cut off my chat with risa on the front porch..

i :"siapp om,"

om hamzah :"you are also the spirit of the school, the example of rizal is yes risa" om hamzah spoke with risa

Risa:"iya yahhh thanks to me  "

om hamzah :"yowis, father left first, if there is apa2 phone father yes, and son rizal thank you" om hamzah say goodbye, me and risa kiss his hand..

me :"yok ahh, it's late",

Risa :"bismillah. "

I pushed the risa wheelchair up to the front yard, the gate of the risa house has been opened by the suroto gardener at the risa house...

I opened the door of a sedan-type car that was facilitated by om hamzah to me to deliver school risa.

"here's the bag" I said, holding risa's sling bag and hanging it in my arms..

risa :"before zal, "risa fixed the position of her skirt.

risa :"long2 the shorter the skirt, you will find 2 more opportunities :P "

i :"idihhh said I also want turkey kayak thighs like that :P "

I clasped my shoulder and lifted it slowly, I carried it into the front seat of the car.

risa :"didn't be sad" Risa stopped me right before she got on.

me :"why ris?, I'm rude her cradle??"

risa :"no.. aja aja diemm, I just nikamatin this time daft, hehe"

i:" weight tau ris, your body as big as gaban kayak gini senengnya carried -_- "I sat risa and took the wheelchair to enter the car..

me :"okay lets go "

risa:"lets start again. "

the car was traveling at a standard speed taking me and risa to school...

we were at a red light close to the school gate..

risa :"zal..you menemenin me yes if the same rest go home later" pinta risa while we are still waiting for the green light.

i :"definitely ris" I replied by stroking her hair..

I parked the car in the front parking lot, at that time there were still no high school children who left school using a car, if there was no one at this school, so I parked a little beside the parking lot of teachers who were graceful..

i:" yokk ahhh, not out in a wheelchair bertar ya "

source:"iya zal. "

I got out of the car to see the new scenery of this school, yes this is the first day mos, many new children who use the attribute2 typical mos..

while risa is not required to follow mos, because she is not a new student, it should be unnecessary to leave now, because there is no learning activity, but she feels she has to adapt again and choose to leave today..

I took out risa's wheelchair.

"chicken ris" I reached out to hold her.

"come on, don't be long2 but be ashamed of me you're carrying . "

answer risa with slightly flushed cheeks, I lifted her body and sat her on the wheelchair pad..

risa :"hahhhhhh.. kangennn..kangennn kangennn" risa spread her hands with her head up while bristling.

I just smiled looking at this child, I pushed slowly the wheelchair towards the teacher's room, to give a waiver..

just walked a few meters we have been blocked by the robs of friends2 risa .. they hug him and even cry, kangen he said that.sound2 screams of girls ya kervet benar2 make my ear noise.

I saw Risa's face, she looked very happy...

I waited for her until her longing with her friend2 was satisfied.

"zalll, we go to the teacher's office first yes, already want to enter this right?, yukkk temen2 later we gather2 again. " risa waved her hand to her friend2 who was increasingly noisy commenting on me and risa who was getting closer,,,

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that was the first day of school, his attitude was as if nothing had ever happened with him, his laughter and his chatter had returned, his big smile reminded me of the old time2, I felt good to see the risa getting better.

without feeling the time continues to walk and risa also routine therapy to restore the strength of the bones of his legs and hands, Risa gradually 2 recovered and began to leave his wheelchair, he said, he used a cane and a few months later he was able to walk even with a little difficulty and the platinum iron that was resting on his body had not been removed...

seeing the passionate risa makes me also more excited about my life, my work at the gas station is still I do and does not affect my academic values at all, my name still always tops the list in terms of rankings, what about risa? he is also the same he became ranked one for 2 semesters in a row2 since the first day of repeating class 1, it is natural that besides he has had semester 1 material, he also regularly studied with me..

the longer my closeness to risa deepened, we grew up in this status anpa relationship, and like the romance of teenagers in general we also experience the name marahan, jealousy etc. but only natural...

1.5 Years passed. I had entered my third year of school and that day a teacher gave me a letter.

a very decisive letter....