100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 21 (Other people like risa)

**I am still sitting with pain in the head, using the practice like martial arts or other activities that require energy, I do not use physical but more to the mind and mind, he said, and it's making a headache effect now.

I tried to answer it and continue walking towards mushala, now I am more vigilant because I usually ignore the subtle creatures here, but now I will be more careful2. there were some kuntilanak who stayed away from me out of fear of me...

I have not been able to eliminate the memory of the incident earlier, like the more I want to forget but instead the memory2 it always comes back... seeing friends2 and my family as dead, very unpleasant? if this happens to you who read my story?.

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I have arrived at Mushala and immediately perform congregational prayers with several others..

after my prayer I was still sitting on the rug of prayer.I just recited and prayed, asking for forgiveness and protection.

"o God, who is merciful and merciful, praise and thanksgiving I offer you almighty substance, I ask you to always protect the servant, give salvation and peace of life in the Hereafter, also give to relatives and friends2 servants, yes rabb who is omniscient, please ease the way of the servant in life, do not give a test that is so difficult, keep the servant away from shirk and keep away from any other forbidden act.please give the best place by your side to both servant parents, and give life to a servant friend whom you are testing"

I finished my worship and went back to the room..

from a distance it seems that another friend2 has arrived both classmates and not classmates, even some upperclassmen are also present plus some teachers, Risa is only 1st grade but she is already quite famous in school..

it appears from the dozen people there is someone who is late2 is watching me, I see Susi who is smiling towards me...

Irawan :"zal, ealah want to be invited together even until here aja you" irawan talk quite fast.

Me :"wan, do not kenceng2 this hospital" I chimed in while regretting it and other friends2. There are some classmates like irawwan, and there are also dina, ani, and, friends2 girls and other classmates who I do not memorize their names, some upperclassmen who often capers equally concerned they welcome my greeting with a cynical face.

there's also a low school homeroom teacher 1 B.

Miss Endah :"lohh rizal was here, it was not truant, right?" said ma'am low while smiling while probing.

I :"sook ma'am, I was directly here speeding hehe" I said with crisp.

Dina :"take care mom, his girlfriend is worried about him." dina wailed with a lazy face and was greeted by a prank from another friend2..

a famous bp teacher killer named tak toni is also present, as is typical of bp teachers in general his eyes are very sharp when staring at already like an eagle, he was known for his ruthless reputation for punishing and mentally mutilating troubled students, still staring at me and approaching me,

Mr. Toni:"father joined in defending the condolences yes rizal, your father used to be a fellow soldier when young with me "pak toni patted my shoulder slowly, a sign he sympathized.

I :"thank you sir" I answered briefly. it turns out that pak toni can be soft as well..

pak toni and bu endah are allowed to enter with his mother risa in the room icu while another friend 2 must wait outside with me.

Irawan :"zal... kira2 risa can be taken home when?, not rame if the school basketball team does not have him"

I :"you know, pray" I chimed in..

some other friends were chatting in a quiet voice but still noisy, whether what they were talking about, I was more silent..

about 20 minutes later pak toni, mamu and aunty from out of the room.and pak toni say goodbye by giving support to his mother risa and followed by another friend2, another friend, they also expressed sympathy and support for his mother..

Miss Lowah:"rizal you're not coming home??"

i:"no ma'am, I want to be here nemenin aunt from, he's alone, hamzah sir is also in a job, so who knows I can help2 here" I said quickly as I glanced at the smiling aunt who heard my words.

mrs Lowah :"yasalah, but do not forget the school yes, your achievements do not fade" he said as he passed followed pak toni and teman2 others.

Irawan :"zal, if you need apa2 call yes, I will come later, I will not be able to long my brother also just lairan, later I take it here" said irawan

Me :"thank you wan"

I saw them leave, susi had just been silent, many2 I glanced at him she was smiling at me when I was not facing him, but once I turned her head she immediately turned her face.why with him??

I'm still sitting2 with aunt, yes just chatting small talk to break up deserted.

Cryingg. sound mobile aunty ndari,

he immediately picked up and slightly moved away, it seemed to be an important chat..

aunt ndari :"nak rizal, titip risa for a while yes, aunty must take care of the same permission to be able to leave longer yes, after maghrib later aunt, back, later also briefly lg his father risa here, please yes rizal" said aunt in haste.

i :"iya gapapa aunt, I will spend the night here as well, want to nemenin om hamzah keep risa"

aunty ndari then paid to finish his business.

"his mother is a busy man" I murmured slowly.

maybe Risa was also lonely when her father and mother had to work long and long, just like I used to, but Risa was luckier..

time shows at 16:20 I just open the textbook and try to remember 2 material that 90% does not go into the otaku..

"hehhh skinny boy" a voice surprised me,

Me :"susss, just ngagetin you"

milky :"hehe, yes you are not sensitive, I'm so big you don't see" he said while sitting near me, I looked at the susi who had changed clothes, and I looked at her, now he doesn't wear a uniform but wears a yellow shirt with tight jeans, he wears a bracelet that I always see in his arms, he said, her naturally red hair was left to scrape in stark contrast to her white skin..

me:"your house is deket from here, huh sus?" ask me to investigate

susi just nodded with her trademark smile.

Susi :"zal"

me :"what's sus?" I answered without turning my eyes away from the book.

Susi:"do you have anyone like you?"

I :"mean?" again2 I replied with a view still in the book.

I close the book and face it..

i:"what mysterious definition do you think sus?" I asked back.

susi:"yes you are like that, cuek, pendiem, like there is a big wall in front of you that makes the person curious, I do not know how the way of your mind, you are different, confused also I say zal"

I'm :"ohhhh that's what you think sus, yes maybe I'm so sus" I replied casually, because I was not too interested in this kind of chat. and I re-opened the book.

ugs :"zallll..."

I'm :"yeah sus, to the point only yes"

susi: "how many people do you know?, I mean that you know right2 everyday"

I closed the math book I read, I analyzed the direction of the discussion, and I understood.

i :"yes, I know a lot of people sus, and I diem gini does not mean I'm indifferent with my surroundings, I just have my own way to know others. gini I love examples"

I picked up my pen and notebook and wrote a few words without showing my writing to Susi.

i :"sus, please mention your favorite color"

susi:"why the hell zal? ask her weirdly you"

me :"I'll answer, let's understand"

susi :"yellow"

me :"the fruit you like the most?"

susi:"grapes"

me :"food do you like the most?, or snack"

susi:"the one with the cheese"

me :"the name of the street near your house?"

susi:"C****** "

I felt enough and showed my writing that I wrote before the question was asked.

just like what Susi said, she looked astonished.

susi:"do you think I can zal?" ask her in wonder.

i :"so gini sus, I diem does not mean cuek means I diem also keep an eye on the people2 around me including you, at every opportunity to meet you there are always accessories or clothes or equipment in yellow, for example your current clothes, your backpack fits in a flattering, your tracking shoes, jackets, jackets, etc, earlier at school also gave me bread with a box of yellow stock, drinks that you love, a truss of bread with wine jam, with cheese on it, you also said that if your house is deket from here, I'm just counting the time for you to go back and forth here ya kira2 deket your house c*****, I know people from what I see and I'm sorry, sus, I know people from what I see and I'm sorry, why bother asking questions and most of the talk if I can see from his daily life, I am not too fond of long talk sus, if you take longer with me I'm sure I also know a lot about you"

sussi just kept quiet, like thinking about something..

susi: "you're really zal"

I just tilted the head of the sign saying his words.

susi :"I know yes zal, you actually care"

me :"how can you say that"

susi :"from your attitude is zal, inget diberapi?, we all stagger because 2 tired of the same fear, my feet kesleo your breath is also uda senen-kem but still me, not quite mapah, not quite, pas I've stuck physical you are reckless me fat without thinking of you, the way you solve the problem at that time made me amazed zal, and it turns out that your attitude you do all people huh? especially risa, you get to her side, I don't know as much as I know about you, but zal, what I see 'do prove who you are"

I just kept quiet while nodding thinly.

susi:"you haven't eaten zal?"

i'm grumbling.

and again susi offered the same supply box as in the school..

susi :"eaten yes, per risa can not make you food fitting you laper, or whatever the risk can not do for you, inget there is also me yes zal, or, meanwhile I know your mind is only to feel alone, I understand, but I want even if it's just plan B for you to zal"

I was just silent to see Susi's attention to me.

I :"thank you" as usual I said coldly and briefly.

susi smiled back..

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"same-same zal, take care of risa baik2 yes, you guys mismatched risa pantes for you I know he in class is also an amazingly good boy and a pinter, but you know zal? someday maybe I'm more pantes than risa, because "

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without saying anything Susi stood up and walked away leaving me without saying goodbye, she just turned her head with a distinctive smile.

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I just fell silent as I watched Susi walk away.

I took a long breath...

"now even the susi who made my chest rustle" I muttered slowly** ......

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