100 DAYS AFTER I DIE

Part 18 (Old friend visit)

it was Sunday morning, today I have to be alone at home, Risa can not accompany me this time because she has a family event with her father..

I opened the refrigerator. "ahh there is only egg same tempe" murmured me, tired of the taste of eating that menu2 alone, the thought was immediately removed and changed with the phrase "Allhamdulillah".. I should be grateful for what I can eat today..

I cooked the egg and the tempeh, and ate it on the back porch overlooking the small garden behind the house..

after I finished eating I was just pensive, staring at the mango tree blowing in the wind, I was thinking about some things..

hemm, I reached into my wallet and jeans, "the money lives this way, tomorrow must be immediately done, ayoo zal now can not be lazy" murmured while hitting 2 softly on my head.

ting tong.

there was a guest like him, I rushed towards the front, I was,

me :"yes for a moment" I said as I ran small towards the front door..

in front of the house, an adult woman with a blue blouse and a tight skirt waited in front of the door..

me :"yes, can anyone be helped?"

mbak2:"yes, sorry to interrupt the next week, is this really Bp.Hartono's house?"

I :"yes yes, please go in first mbak" I let the woman in and sit in the living room..

me: "how can I?, what is necessary?"

I'm starting to worry don't2 mbak2 this dept collector..

mbak2:"yes, this is how I am, sorry before, what is his name?, and what is his relationship with Mr. Hartono,

I am :"ohh yes mbak, my name is rizal, I am his son the late mr hartono.

mbak2:"my name is Tini mas, and I am from an insurance agent, and I have a little notice to mas to fill in some data, because mas is the heir of Bp.hartono."

deggg...what2an do I inherit the debt of the father?, my mind, I do not understand this kind of thing2, I do not understand, after the departure of the father who managed some documents is om bowo so I lack pahamm..

I :"ohh, yes mbak, can you please explain first?, I do not understand"

she smiled and continued talking

mbak2:" look like, I beg his willingness to fill in some personal data mas, yesterday my brother, Mr. Bowo filed a claim with us, said, and insurance from bp.hartono can be disbursed to the mas as the heir, "

he handed me a paper form, and a letter patrolled, I read it carefully, and I was stunned by the nominal written on the letter.

"500 million" I just gawked, even the father to think that far, even after his death gave me a lot of inheritance, I was still stunned..

"mas, please fill in first yes" said mbak tini who surprised me.

"hhh yes mbakk" I filled the form with heart2 once.

me: "has it been, is there more?"

Mbak2:"enough mas, and for the minimum calculation of mas must be 18 years old, now what age mas?"

me :"I'm only 16 mbak"

mbak2:"oh yes, so mas can take his insurance claim when the age of 18 years old yes, just like that mas. anyone wants to ask?"

me :"quite mbak, thank you"

mbak2: "well, if anyone wants to ask me this is my business card" he said, handing over the cartoon

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after I left the insurance I was still stunned at the door, 500 million, for a teenager like me, hemm kira2 what can I buy with that much money tomorrow..

"don't2, I can't think that, this money is paid for by the father, the father even to insure his life, I have to keep a tube, I have to keep working" I muttered while slapping my cheek2..

I went home and called bowo to thank him.

"yes, that's your right, and remember the money for the smooth running of your studies and your life tomorrow, om also the old balloons know fitting documents2 your father came here, om, remember you take care not to be wild because you are now living alone" said Om advising me on the phone..

I had a conversation with bowo and sat in front of the television.

"father, thank you sir" I muttered softly,,,,

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I did not feel I was asleep on the sofa, and when I woke up at 5 pm, I buru2 performed azhar prayer, and continued to clean the back garden from the weeds...

"huaaaa, kelar alsoak" I talked to myself while wiping my sweat..

"now that you're better off" there's a voice from the opposite direction from me, a voice I know very well..

"Sarii" and I turned, that's true sariii...

Me :" sari???, are you here??"

I looked at the sari, a few days after the father's departure, the sari came to see me, now she meets me again, still the same as before, she is prostrating a child and the closer I get she gets bigger as if she were my age, and his face and posture are very similar to that of risa...

the appearance of the sari is also marked by fragrant jasmine flowers are as fragrant as possible, maybe if this is experienced by others they will immediately run away in fear of seeing the sari, but not for me, I like to get an old friend visit..

Sari :"Yeah, it just so happens, I want to see your situation, it seems that you are good2 only, you are right2 stoic"

I :"Isn't this what you want?. "so I smiled..

Sari:"your old house is now occupied by new inhabitants of zal"

me :"ohh huh?, good dong.. they're not bothering anymore right?" ask me to investigate

sari :"When you last came, you were giving negative protective practices, right? my people who like to disturb will not approach them."

I just nodded..

but I was happy, a friend from the past, a friend who accompanied me in fear, a friend who had even died decades ago...

sari :"zal,,"

Me :"yes why ri?"

Sari:"thank you"

me :"not back? I should be the one who thanks you, right?"

sari :"I also have to thank you zal, some years of life with you you treat my grudges, you can make me sincere with the death of half of me first, I am happy, and you know zal, I am happy, in a moment maybe I will go back to my head, following half of me. There are only a few things that make me still haunting and wondering, can you help me?." asked Sari in a soft voice...

I :"what is sari?, if this is for you I will do it" I said with confidence..

Sari: "first, can I trust you?"

Me :"what do you mean ? don't twist around"

Sari :"Yeahhh, you are outlined for a life that is not easy zal, and as long as you live the hitaman2 it will continue to exist, can I trust you?, I can trust you?, yes believe you will be strong and able to survive so as not to fall too deep? can't it? I just want you not to end up like me"

Me:"can't you see for yourself?, now I'm still living in good health here, although the memories of the past are still haunting, plus the departure of my parents and my future is not yet clear, but sari, sari, you can trust me, it will not be that easy for me to give up, now I have many things that I love and I will not let myself lose the same situation" I replied in a very confident voice..

sari just smiled..

Sari:"yes it means that you are getting ripe zal " ."

Me :"and what's the next sari?, you said there are some things that still prevent you from returning to your nature?"

sari just stood up from where we were sitting,

now that he's drifting a little off the ground, he's drifting away from me a few feet away he looks shrunk and back into his little form..

"Come!!!" I called him with a loud voice

Sari turned her body by staying floating and staring at me. This time she showed a creepy form, with pale skin color and blue and watery, this first time beru juice showed me, this time, what's wrong with him??

Sari :"zal, this is my last form or my state when I die, creepy huh?" he said with a smile that I think can make adults run terbirit2.

Me:"I know, I'm just confused, what's wrong with you??"

Sari:"zal, you promised to help me?"

I'm '"I promise to help you, just like you promised to be my friend forever"

Sari twisted her body 360 degrees and returned with a more pleasant form to look at, and with a smile that was not creepy.

sari :"then help me zal, with the last thing that still makes me waver, now that I am sincere with my death, I want to return but can't, there is one thing that still prevents me"

Me :"what is sari? " i answered while walking closer to him

Sari just shook her head slowly,

"not now zal, mugkin a few more years, and if you really2 want to help me, please find out for yourself"

sari turned and floated through the walls of the house

"Of !!!!!!!" free, my screams free he's gone,,

that day I was confused, what happened to my friend...

I'm still stunned by the meeting just now, sari benar2 mysterious, I don't really understand the meaning "a few more years??" I don't know if that might mean Sari asked me to be patient and find out what she meant..

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I went home and prayed Maghrib..

I used to get used to tardaruz from after Maghrib until the time of Isya, and performed isya prayer..

after finishing the service I returned to the study table, read some books for tomorrow's lesson, while occasionally turning back the newspaper this morning to look for part-time job vacancies..

around 8 o'clock, my phone rang loudly..

"Risa" I muttered, why did this arrive2 phone, from earlier also did not text..

Me :"hallooo risss, why?"

degggggggggg...

"hello mas, what is the family mbak and vehicle AB 67xxx x?, mbak with the identity of Risa Putri Ayuningtyas, accident on the solo road, and now again taken to RS.Sardjito"

my heart stopped beating, though,

"halooo mas.. haloooo mas" the voice of the person I don't know who I'm ignoring, the fear of losing it re-emerged, I tried to pick up the phone with a hand that seemed to go limp..

"sa...I will be heading there soon, please contact his father hamzah duty at the XXXXX police station, his parents" I hung up the phone, with all my energy running towards the garage, he said, I opened the gate in a hurry2, the worry and fear was right2 made me flinch, terbesit about the shadow of the mother who died in the accident, I did not stop2nya pray, pray that risa safe and good2 only...

"key...which key?" I was confused looking for the key,

"ahh met, "I tried to start the old motor

"Dammit!!!" as I was angry, this old motorcycle could not be cooperated with, I saw the car keys on the car dashboard with the window open, he said,

"i said, "bissmillah" I muttered, I've driven my late father's car several times, but only until the complex, I ventured, I took out the car and closed all the doors..

reckless, yes I was reckless, just this time I drove a car without being accompanied by others, and this time the distance is far, I run the type of Hyundai car owned by the father as fast as I can, and this time the distance is far away, I seemed to no longer care about my own safety, the only thing I cared about was the state of anxiety, the bad thoughts were not also lost from my otaku, he's the only one who knows me. He's the only 2 who care about me besides my own family..

"Hopefully you're okay2 ris" didn't feel tears coming out, I was so traumatized by something like this,

I got to the hospital, I was confused to park.."ahhh bodo time" I cried in the car, I came out without pulling the key, I parked the car carelessly, I had reprimanded the security guard ferociously "sir! it's emergency! I haven't been able to park yet, I'm asking for help" I said in a voice like snapping at the security guard, I didn't wait for word2 from the security guard, I didn't care. I ran towards the ugd room, "mbakkk,, I did,, mbakkk, please show me the room of the accident victim named Risa who just crashed on the road solo, quickly mba" I said in a high voice..

I was asked to follow him, and I arrived in a curtained room, the curtain was opened and .......

My heart is like being hollowed again, the first hole was made by my mother, and the second hole was made by my father, and this time Risa?? are you going to make a third hole in my heart? please get up and talk if you are okay ...