"If"

Part 5 - Loneliness

My deep sleep was interrupted by someone knocking on my door, I woke up from my sleep and I opened my bedroom door, I saw in front of me that Livia was smiling a little at me. I just closed my door Livia knocked on my door again and again. I opened the door and went back to sleep. Livia patted me hard on the cheek, until I threw a roll at her, I didn't think it was a pat anymore because it hurt too much maybe it was a slap.

I saw my little clock on my study desk, at 12 p.m.

Livia held my hand, then gave me the lamp without her sin, "Pasangin. Cepetan" said Livia, smiling knot

I walked slowly to her room. The rooms were all neatly arranged and fragrant like women in general. Kunaiki the chair he had arranged, I turned the lamp that shortened, then I replaced it with a new lamp. As I was about to walk out of her room, my hand was pulled by her and I was random - my hair, I was really sleepy.

"Temenins. My job is a lot of this. Sleep in my room" said Livia

At first I sat on the edge of his bed, then my eyes felt heavy and finally I just slept in it. One third of the night, I woke up and realized next to me, Livia. When I looked at her face, Livia put her body aside and at that time my face looked directly at her face, I tucked her thin hair behind her ear. I still can't believe there's a beautiful woman like her.

I can't sleep until the sun comes up.

Until Livia wakes up, I'm still there and when Livia gets out of her place, then I can walk out of her room. I have a college schedule today. I rushed to the bathroom. Livia also seems to have a college schedule as well. Eventually Livia and I left together, not usually I walk with her, usually Livia is picked up by someone I don't know who, or along with her friend.

I was so sleepy when the lecture went on. After that lecture hour, I just walked to the cafeteria, arriving - Livia sat next to me by putting the plate on my desk. I alone did not mind his presence. I looked around the cafeteria, the friends I didn't see, so Livia chose to sit with me, you know. My building and the faculty building were indeed quite close, so there was indeed a possibility of me meeting him, but I did not understand why I could meet him so often.

"Liv" I said

"How dare I, in this vast campus, why do I always meet you?" say

"You don't want to see me?" livia said, looking at me sharply

"Not that" I said, smiling knots

Livia nudged my arm quietly, "You should be able to sit with me who is beautiful gini. Look no one is sitting with a pretty girl" said Livia, looking around

"Getting away means the girl doesn't exist" I said

Inoticed. The spoon he just played, and I took the spoon, and I ate the fried rice, "I can ask, right?" I said, smiling knot

"That's right to eat" said Livia

"I don't want to anymore. Later malem we watch yuk dilaptopmu. I have a movie" said Livia, smiling sweetly

"Malem?" say

"You have an event? He thought long ago" said Livia, disappointed

"Son" I said, laughing

"Ngeelselin. Kirain had a show like that" said Livia

"Yes, I can" I said

At night, I opened my boarding gate and walked into my room, I saw Livia sitting asleep in front of my room, I held her upper arm and I shook her body, Livia who woke up immediately turned her face. Livia looks upset. I opened my room door. Livia walked over to my arm, then sat on the edge of my bed with her pouting face, until I finally bent my knees in front of her. I also had wanted to go home, even invited my friend to go with him photocopy, I don't know who was wrong that night. Because I accompanied my friend for too long, I just ran away when my friend was off guard and left him in the copy place alone.

"I'm late" I said, smiling knots

Livia covered my face with her palm, "I waited until I fell asleep. Fortunately you are late, if I can't get angry, because you said you can" said Livia, annoyed

"Yes. Sorry" I said

I turned on my laptop. Livia took my laptop, walked into her room, and I followed her back, we watched that movie in her bed. I think I'm more interested in seeing his face than in the movie, we watch it lying down, because it's too life-saving to see his tears flowing slowly on his cheeks. I picked up a tissue near me, then wiped his tears, why am I so sad when I see those tears? Though I didn't follow the movie, mostly I just stared at the screen with my blank stare. I'm sleepy.

"The film is very sad" said Livia

Livia picked up a tissue, and rubbed her tears back, "Basin boys, time is not sad. Very sad to know" said Livia, turning her face away

"Don't you not watch?" livia said, glancing at me

"Watch it" I said, glaring