"If"

Part 13 - Life is Irony

Livia disappeared for a week, all because her mother and grandmother died when they were hit on the way home, two people who were very loved by her. Upon his return from his grief, the more days Livia got worse and every night often went to night entertainment, the lecture also must have been a mess, often not in college. As bad as Livia as a lot of people say. To me, Livia hasn't changed. Livia used to come to my room, even if she didn't do anything, sometimes Livia told me, nothing changed.

Some day. When I was in my classroom, there was a beautiful woman standing at the door, but in the classroom it was just me. Everyone has gone. I walked over to the woman. I saw a neighborhood around me where no one else was.

"Hi" I said

"Who are you looking for? There is no one" I said, confused

The woman looked at me so closely, "I don't know who - who, sister. The man is here" he said, smiling sweetly

I looked back and there was no one, "Who?"

"Sister, who else" he said

"I" I said, pointing at myself

The woman nodded slowly, then extended her hand to me, "Know, Brother. My name, Arlin" he said, smiling knots

"Andre" I said

"I often see my sister in the cafe. It turned out to be a college" said Arlin

"Why do you want to see me? Kirain you again wait for who that is" I said

"Pengenu know Brother more deket" said Arlin

"This is us already deket" I said

Arlin looked at me.

As time went on, Arlin and I began to get close, a relationship that was no longer just a friend, after often telling him I just found out, if Arlin started liking me on the day I first started as a vocalist that night. Where, I saw Livia and her boyfriend. I never told Arlin anything about Livia, I just told him that right in front of my room, Livia. That's it already.

Arlin never told me either, but when Arlin met Livia, it felt like the look in his eyes it wanted me not to be close - close to Livia, all of it was emanating in his eyes. Day by day passed. Finally, I dated Arlin, and since then, Arlin often came to my innocence, that day Livia just opened the door of my room, then walked into my room without seeing Arlin was sitting on the edge of my bed.

"Hi, Arlin" said Livia

Arlin just smiled wryly.

Livia held my shoulder, then looked at me, "I pinch your laptop yes, my laptop doesn't know it's problematic anymore" said Livia

"Take it there, it doesn't take long" I said

"Cuman dares" said Livia

"Yes" I said

Not only did Arlin feel, if I was very close to Livia, even the other boarding house residents even considered me and Livia dating, because it was too close to him to be possible just friends. As Livia turned my laptop back, Arlin turned his face away. Arlin took me to the balcony. Livia walked away, after doing the task quickly, as usual Livia would immediately go to the night entertainment place either with who picked her up, too much until I could not memorize it.

"I don't like seeing you with Livia" Arlin said

Arlin turned to me as if asking for an explanation from me, "But, there's no connection - are you the same Livia? It's just them, right?" arlin said, smiling meaningfully

"It's just a temen" I said

"Yaudah" said Arlin

Arlin is no less beautiful than Livia, only for some reason it seems to me that Livia is still more attractive than him, even though Arlin is calmer and softer. I saw my phone clock. I couldn't let Arlin go home alone, I finally borrowed a boarding motorcycle downstairs and I drove Arlin home to the boarding gate. Arlin did not rush into that void. Arlin continued to stand quietly in front of his boarding gate.

Until at the end, Arlin waved his hand and then entered his void, while I went straight home after and in the middle of the journey, my phone rang continuously. Get my bike off the side of the road. When I wanted to receive his call, it became a missed call and some time later I received a call from him again. I immediately accepted it.

"Ndre, come get me" said Livia

"Where are you? I'm picking it up now" I said

"Liv, where are you?" say

I accept the location is in my phone and I turn on my bike, "Wait ya, this I want to go there" I said, worried

"Yes" said Livia

On the way there, I saw Livia sitting on the sidewalk not far from the entertainment place that night, and I helped Livia walk up the dirt, along the way her hand was holding me tightly, it felt like Livia was crying softly on my back. As I got to her room, Livia kept crying and I tried to calm her down, Livia hugged her back tightly, and then I let her tears run down in my arms, I don't know how long Livia held me. I can just stroke her hair. Because she was too tired to keep crying, Livia fell asleep and as usual I covered her, and closed the door to her room tightly.

I turned on my laptop. I had to finish my little task again, but all that time I kept thinking about Livia, my arms had not dried up either. After my job is done. I sighed, and wanted me to go to sleep even though I couldn't, but I was very sleepy. Everything Livia faced was so hard, I couldn't imagine myself having to accept the fact that my parents divorced when I was a child, after two people she loved so much left me. Maybe I'll be the same as well.

Livia was at the lowest point of her life.

I could only continue to be beside him, accompanying him. Besides, I can't do anything for him.

Pardon.