"If"

"If"
Part 1 - The Truth



Next day. After coming back from college, I was taking out all the clothes that I had on my suitcase, and the door to my room was always open, I thought I would just close the door when I was asleep or traveling, besides, I left my bedroom door open. Livia suddenly stood in front of my bedroom door, and of course I was surprised to hold my chest when she saw it there, Livia walked into my room, then sat next to me. Livia helped me in tidying up my clothes.


I still can't believe that if I can get to know a woman as beautiful as her, even her room is right in front of my room. Am I the lucky one to meet him? Or, indeed in the campus are many beautiful women just like him? It feels like when I was in the box, I did not see a woman who could defeat her beauty. That means I'm lucky.


"Ndre" said Livia


"Thank you for last night I got paid. We just knew him" said Livia


"I don't know if you're a good person, or a culture in your area, but you're different from all the guys I've met" Livia said


I didn't respond and kept putting my clothes in the closet. After all the clothes had been neatly arranged in the closet, I sat on my desk chair, while Livia sat on the edge of my bed.


"Ndre, you know what?" livia


"So I saw that you were on the campus. It turns out we are a college, I did not expect. I was going to fight, but you went the same way. Yaudah I'm not so anxious" said Livia, smiling knots


I'm surprised again he made, "What faculty are you?"


"PHYSICAL. You?" livia


"Technics" I said


It was quite obvious on his face that seemed disappointed to hear my answer. Livia got out of my bed, then she walked out of my room and some time after, she walked into my room, after which my hand was pulled by her. I took him to the balcony. At that time the sky looks light blue and the clouds are thin white. The clear sky. I propped up my chin, then looked at her continuously and Livia did the same with me, I turned her away from her because I was ashamed to look at her that way.


"Why are you trying to worry about me? You like me, don't you?" livia


I shook my head, laughing right then and there, "If I like you how do I like you?"


The mood became quiet.


"I'm sorry I have a boyfriend. I'm sorry I don't feel the same way as you do" Livia said, smiling


"Shit doesn't it hurt? Even though I lied, how about if I really like it" I said


"Emongering is probably evil" I said


"Look off. My people tell me how the truth is. Yes" said Livia


"Yes you are not wrong" I said


Actually, I was in the box I also saw it, but I chose to be quiet not to greet him, and pretend not to know, after all I was ready to say hello to him. At a glance, the lives of Renia and I look so different. Over time too, Livia became a kind of prima donna in his faculty, and who his friends were not to be asked again, all of them so popular, and much talked about everyone in the campus. Even so, Livia often chose to go home with me, even though I had tried hard to avoid him in the campus, but, but when I saw Livia just walked over to me and I saw Livia waving her hand before walking away from her friends.


"I was bosen that just did not know what alesan, then you through yaudah I say go home" said Livia, smiling meaningfully


I held her hand when I crossed the street. When I got bored, I fell asleep in my bed, sometimes I forgot to close my door and at that time, Livia walked into my room, I don't know what Livia was doing in my room, it's like Livia just sat quietly in my desk chair, isn't that what Livia can do in her room? Why are you in my room? I don't understand any of that.


When I woke up from my sleep, I saw he was still sitting there. I sat on the edge of my bed, and then I saw what was on my phone and I was asleep for two hours, which meant that he stayed there for two hours. I heard the sound of him turning the page. It turned out that all that time, Livia read her novel kept in my room, well then I don't want to disturb her.


"Sleep just woke up" said Livia


I just smiled at that moment,


I closed my window, because it was late in the afternoon and it was getting dark, "You read that novel all the time?" say


Livia didn't look at me one bit, "Yes, I've been liking novels lately, usually watching dramakor if not the movie" Livia said


"Why are you the boss?" livia


"many anyway. Listen to music, play games, watch whatever it is, read whatever it is. Dilaptop. It's just now again males aja" I said, smiling knot


"Sometimes I forget to read a novel. It's late afternoon, right?" livia


"Home home there in self-arm" I said


"Grav" said Livia