"If"

Part 12 - Sad

Livia's boyfriend stayed a lot. The lights in his room are always turned off. I don't know what they're doing in her room.

And, ever since her boyfriend passed me in the room, her boyfriend no longer comes even though the cafe where I often perform there.

Two months later, they broke up and all that I knew from my friend who always followed the news circulating in the campus, even though I myself who was right in front of his room did not know what - what about him. Be honest.

I never asked her anything about her life, only a few things about her life that I knew, like her parents were divorced, and her mother and father were married again, both of her parents had their own families, while Livia was not as clear as that.

After coming home from the cafe, in the boarding house I saw Livia sitting crying, then I immediately came to him, saw him crying like that I also felt sad. Livia cried without a sound, but her tears kept flowing on her cheeks.

"Liv" I said

I crouched down in front of him, then held his hands together, "Again yuk, here will be seen people" I said, pleading

Finally, Livia agreed to my request. My room.

Livia sat leaning against the wall above my room, then came back crying with her knees hugging, and I didn't know what to do, I sat next to her doing nothing. Amidst her crying, Livia leaned her head against my shoulder, my shirt wet with tears.

"Yes, Liv" I said

Livia stopped crying and wiped her tears,

I turned to him, then looked at him fixedly, "You're so cry, why am I even sad?" I said, smiling knot

"You don't know why I cry?" livia

"Whether I ask you to try, if you cry it means you are sad" I said

Livia smiled a little, "Ndre, if you have a boyfriend, keep your boyfriend crying like me now. What are you doing?" livia said, wiping her tears back

I immediately pinched her cheek, "I'm going to gini. You do cry, do not need to cry so troublesome I have to entertain you" said I, annoyed

"Free you are beautiful, if you cry continuously, the beauty will fade" I said

Silent. Momentary.

"Your boyfriend is even more sad" said Livia, laughing

"Well, if that's what I can do just sitting next to him, if I can't make him smile, at least I don't make him cry" I said

"I want to hit people" said Livia

Livia hit me hard on the arm right then and there, "Liv, do you have any problem with me? This hurts so much. You have a problem, why am I being beaten?" I said, enduring the pain in my arms

"Now I'm relieved" said Livia, smiling knots

Livia fell asleep in my room. As usual I allowed the pillow position, then I took a blanket on my floor, then covered it right then and there. It should be with such a pretty face, Livia should continue to smile at me, not even the sadness she always showed me. I walked out of my room. When I returned to my room, I saw Livia sitting in my bed with her body covered, then I walked out of my room again and in the kitchen, I made her favorite hot chocolate that was in the kitchen. I just keep brewing it.

I put that hot chocolate on my study desk.

"The chocolate is drunk" I said

I turned on my laptop to play games. Livia walked out of my room, pulled the chair in front of me, I got out of my place and helped her, it was heavy. Livia can only move it up to the door of my room. The hot chocolate was finally drunk. I set it up to be two players, after which I gave him a joystick, and Livia took it straight away, not like that. When holding the joystick the look on her face is a little better. His lips were smiling.

"I lost it" said Livia

"You are very patient, even though all this time I have been a burden" said Livia

I turned to him for a while, then continued my game back, "Lah realized too" I said, smiling faintly

Livia looked at me sharply,

I realized the look in his eyes, "Gakpapa, the important thing is that you have tried, besides I can still nanganin" I said, smiling knots

"You want to not?" livia

"What?" say

Livia brought the hot chocolate closer to me, "Now" said Livia

I drank some of that hot chocolate, "I give you most of the water? I think it's okay" I said

"Not really, really" said Livia

And, that's. I didn't feel like time was going so fast, I realized it was midnight and I turned off my laptop. Livia was still sitting quietly beside me.

"Udah malem, sleep there in your room" I said

"Anterin" said Livia

"People deket also do dianterin anyway, just a short road" said I

Livia looked at me, clingy,

"Yes" I said

A little upset too, why should I drive her, but the room is right in front of my room? In her room, Livia turned off the lights and I saw the moon and stars I put in the sky - the sky was lit, it was beautiful. Not only that, the orange lights also add to the beauty of the room. I closed the door to her room when Livia slept in her bed. I also walked straight to my room. I'm sleepy too