"If"

Part 21 - The Right Time to Go

I got a notification of accepted work in my email. At that moment, I walked out of my room, knocked on her door and Livia opened the door, and I saw Livia doing nothing, although on his desk there are indeed many books that open just like that. I just gave him my phone. Livia carefully read my email, while I walked past her to her bed. I sat on the edge of his bed.

After reading the email on my phone, then Livia put my phone on her desk and picked up the book nearby, then read it. I know Livia didn't read the book. Her eyes were staring at the book, but I noticed Livia daydreaming. All of that is clear. When I get accepted to work, it means I'm leaving my boarding house, and for Livia, it's gonna make her sad. Livia still has to continue to be bored with all the lecture lag. How else.

"Liv" I said

I was silent for a moment,

I looked into his eyes fixedly, "I was accepted to work in Jakarta" I said, slowly

Livia looked at me blankly, then her face looked a little sad, although at that moment I saw her lips smiling thinly, "Good" said Livia

"Three more days I want to move" I said

"It turns out you have to leave me first, sad not really if one of us is someone who wants to move gini?" livia

"Sadly sad" I said

I looked straight ahead, "You're using a toast, so it's still here. We should have gotten out of here" I said, laughing

"That's to say - just keep going" said Livia

"If I've moved, then you have to be good - both the same who changed my room, do not be fierce - fierce fear of him later" I said

"My man is meek gini time is said to be fierce how the hell" said Livia

"I don't know what? You are famous is fierce, fitting the same I was a little reduced. You if the same other people he said very difficult to be deretin" said I

"Whose part are they? Don't know" said Livia

"I'm a galakin" said Livia

"No" I said

No matter how much Livia laughed with all my silliness, there would still be a time when Livia would wake up to my breakup with her, then without Livia saying anything I already knew, livia was sad in her heart. The next night and the next day I kept packing my things. Livia helps me sometimes.

I don't feel like I'm moving in a day. Again, the balcony becomes a comfortable place for anything, whether it's daydreaming, doing nothing, just looking at the scenery or whatever it is. It was exhausting to also pack the things in my room.

Livia stood beside me and often looked at me for no apparent reason.

I propped up my cheeks, then looked towards him.

"You're evil. Tomorrow you leave me alone here" said Livia

Livia looked straight ahead, then closed her eyes for a moment, after which she took a long breath, "I'm not kidding. There is nothing bad between us. There is an evil life" said Livia, smiling meaningfully

"Life is evil. Why should we be separated gini, should you be accepted to work in Bandung only, instead received in Jakarta? Like life does not want us to continue" said Livia

"His own egoist. Whatever life wants to be like how, do I want to do it with you anyway? No, my boss" I said, laughing

"I'm selfish. We want to be together here. He is selfish" said Livia

I touched her cheek, "I don't want to stay here anyway, life is so vast. I want to see a lot of beautiful girls out there. It's not just that you're beautiful" I said

"There's no way we're going to stay here" I said

Livia grabbed my finger, then bit her hard enough, "Rasain. People have girlfriends too. All guys are never satisfied in their lives" Livia said

"So I was joking" I said

"What hints? It looks so serious from his eyes. Hope so" said Livia

"Can't you know?" say

"Just like that person's feelings nobody knows" I said

"The girl's intuition is always real. Like for example a girl can see a guy's real love is not the same as her" said Livia, smiling knot

"If you're always that, why do girls always choose the wrong guy?" say

Vanila was silent for a moment,

"It's also true" said Livia, smiling knots

"Judah I changed. That girl's feeling a lot, not always real. It's true, isn't it?" livia

"That's real new" I said

I looked at Nadira. I saw Nadira below smiling to see my commotion with Livia, all this time maybe other boarding residents have been listening too much, the atmosphere was bored to feel alive because of Livia. It feels like if there is no Livia, bored like there are no signs of life. I'm grateful to Livia. Nadira walks out of kosan.

Sometimes I'm just embarrassed, my conversation with Livia was listened to by other residents, so Livia and I were not too often in the balcony.

I never understood the reason Livia kept coming to my room, when it was nicer, neater, more everything compared to my room, let it continue to be a question in my heart. I don't want to ask him. All of that will definitely become unattractive again when I get an answer from her.

The sun was far away and looked to be drowning.

So beautiful.