"If"

Part 28 - Life Doesn't Stop There

One of my holidays.

I came to Bandung to see Arlin, before I came to his house to come to the cafe, and accidentally it turns out I saw Arlin in the distance was hugging a man. I can't see exactly who that man is. And, a few seconds after.

I know it's Sandi.

At that time, I chose to walk back to my car and headed to Arlin's house, not far from his house that I was silent in the car for a long time. Until finally, I called Arlin. I told Arlin that I was on my way to his house.

"Aren't you home?" say

I looked straight ahead, and acted as if nothing had happened, "It's like I'm in your house in half an hour" I said, smiling faintly

"Here I want to go home. It was out" said Arlin

"Judah I'm closed" I said

"Yes" said Arlin

Not far from his house, I saw Arlin passing by with his motorbike and then I turned on my car engine, then approached the house. I'm honking my horn. Arlin opened the gate of his house and I parked the car, then I walked into his house, it felt like there was no one. Sometime after I sat in her living room, Arlin came to bring me some syrup, and some bread he made himself.

Arlin likes to make a variety of foods, including bread. I ate that one bread.

"Where were you from?" say

Arlin immediately turned to me and looked at me fixedly, "There was a careless business in the office. When it was over, I went straight home. Let me see you" said Arlin, smiling sweetly

"It just so happens that you called" Arlin said

"I also had a job like that, wanted to meet clients. Time in Bandung did not meet you, yaudah I stopped by your house just for a moment" said I

"It's a good thing I went straight home" said Arlin

"It could be a coincidence" I said

"Yes" said Arlin

I stopped by for a minute before I opened my car door. Suddenly Arlin hugged me tightly and I bought her hair, then when I was in my car, I saw Arlin waving his hand at me. After that I rushed home. I still don't know what to do. On the way home I kept blowing my daydream, because I was driving would be dangerous, if I kept thinking about it.

Arriving at the apartment, I did not go directly to my room but walked to the rooftop, there I could see the beautiful city of Jakarta which was filled with many tall buildings, as well as many colorful lights. I keep daydreaming about the rooftop. A place that would calm me down, compared to my bedroom balcony. I think it's like that.

"Ndre" said Tania

"What are you doing here?" tania

"I'm the one with the back question. I also come here often" Tania said

"That means we are at the wrong time, so we never meet" Tania said, laughing

"I'm surprised he answered. It's good here the view" I said

"Yes, it's good" Tania said

Tania's room next to mine. Usually I meet him in the morning, we both go to work, the rest at certain times, such as when coming home from work, or when Tania wants to go out. The point is I rarely meet him. Suppose we meet too, we just say hello to each other, or a small chat. Never have I been placed in a situation where I could spend time getting to know him more closely.

"Think of your girl for sure" Tania said

"dither. Which girl is it, there are two. Aye, right?" tania

I narrowed my eyes, then raised my index finger right then and there, "One. The last time you saw it was my friend" I said

"The entrance period of the room" said Tania

"Don't believe me" Tania said

"Don't believe in jaudah. Tania you're beautiful, but I've never seen you as a guy" I said

"Why - nanya? You like me?" tania said, looking at me sharply

My arm was beaten by him quite hard, "Udah has two girls also still want to add. You guys" said Tania

"I told you my girl was just one. That's just another problem" I said

"There really is a problem" Tania said

"Yes, really" I said

It was a cold night, right.

We walked down the stairs together, then opened the door and went into each other's rooms, my body still feels cold. I threw my body in a mattress. I made my hand as a pillowcase, and then I kept looking at the sky - the sky of my room.

Everything has become complicated. If only I had expressed my feelings, it probably wouldn't have been like this.

I have to what now?

Baffled