"If"

"If"
Part 17 - Life Continues to Go Unnoticed



Long before I knew Arlin, Livia had known Arlin first because they were indeed a faculty, and moreover they were considered as one of the prima donna there. They know but not close. I did not initially know that Arlin was a prima donna, I did not really follow the news circulating in the campus, even they both did not admit to being a prima donna. Be honest. Many of my friends were wondering, why would I know two women like them? How can I answer that if I don't know what the answer is.


Arlin and I met on campus often.


Dikantin campus. When I sat down with Arlin, I saw that in the distance Livia was staring at me, but at that time her friends were joking, while Livia was smiling when she saw me. I turned my face away from her. Arlin is unaware of all that, as Arlin is positioned on Livia's back. Until finally, Livia and all her friends were walking away together, then I could keep seeing Arlin. Livia who was there interrupted my gaze at Arlin.


"Why?" say


"You've been saved from before" I said


Arlin stopped playing the straw in his classroom, "Lately I have a lot of tasks. I'm pissed you off, huh? I'm still playing in my room" said Arlin, looking at me so intently


"I want your cake, but I don't want to see Livia" said Arlin


I stopped my spoon, "Where don't I see you? Livia is in front of my room" I said, smiling faintly


"I'm jealous of Livia. I'm your boyfriend, but even you're more decked out with Livia" Arlin said


"Well, if you were me, wouldn't you be jealous?" said Arlin


"Lin, can you? We don't have to talk about Livia. I'm the same Livia has nothing to do except temen" I said


"We were also originally just friends" said Arlin


I just shut up, though,


I couldn't reply, because I also realized that deep down in my heart, I really liked Livia. Other than Livia, Arlin and I never argued in anything, the one thing I could do was to convince him that I was just friends with Livia. That'sallthatis.


Drafted. I sat quietly in the balcony, then Livia came to me and sat next to me, at that time I continued to ignore her, until at last Livia put the novel on the table. Livia was facing me. I still didn't care what he did, I walked up to the balcony wall and stared at the cityscape, while Livia was still sitting there. What a beautiful night sky.


"You fighting with Arlin again?" livia


"How do you know?" say


Livia walked over to me, folding her hand, "Have you tried your problem, other than Arlin?" said Livia, smiling knot


"For what reason?" livia


I can't say that's why, "Udahlah. I don't want to talk about it" I said


Livia looked at me so fixedly, "It's not because of me, is it? I don't think Arlin likes that, but our guy just won't he?" livia


"We have nothing to do - what else is there besides temen?" livia


I turned my head towards her, then held back my laughter while listening to Livia, "Please? I think I like you, or you like me, yes we just won no more and no less" I said


"Who knew you liked me all this time? No one knows" said Livia


"No" I said


A month later. Livia told me, if there is finally a man who can love him as he is compared to the previous one, I am happy when I hear it. Since then, I have noticed that Livia rarely comes to nightlife venues, it feels like Livia is really a different person. Like not just himself. Eventually Livia was able to find the right man in her life.


Livia feels that everyone feels like passing through it, chasing their own time and future, while she is still at the same point. By ourselves. Lags. That's why Livia wanted to catch up, because she saw many of her friends who soon graduated.


"Liv, what the hell are you doing in my room at every mall?" say


My bed was full of books, until I couldn't sleep in my own bed, "Who does this have? I'm like your room, why not in your room?" I said, annoyed


"We are tukeran yuk room" said Livia


"There's my room" said Livia


I walked out of my room, and I slept in his room, I turned off his room lights and I saw the moon and stars burning in the sky - the sky of his room, "Ndre, have you slept?" livia said, opening the door to her room


"Udah. It's a dream again" I said


"Where sleep can talk" said Livia


"Say tell tukeran what room? I want to sleep, because - because look at the moon the same star above so can not sleep" I said


"Is it good for my room?" livia


"I just don't want my room to fall apart, so I'm every mallem mending in your room, I'm sure it's your room" said Livia


"So that's the alesan" I said


"Friction bit. I want to sleep too" said Livia


Livia immediately broke down the body, then shifted me forcefully, "Dibilangin sliding a little" said Livia, laughing


We both fell silent. I saw the light on the wall of his room that was twinkling, that,


"Ndre" said Livia, slowly


"You're graduating soon? I was left alone in this post" said Livia


I looked at him and looked at him, "Not alone. There will be my replacement. It is also called kosan. Someone left, someone kept coming" I said, smiling


"You can't move it waiting for me to graduate? I'll be lonely to know, if you move later" said Livia


"You rarely go to college, the task of making it up, so left is definitely the same thing - your friend" said I


"I'm sad to know. Looking at my friends already on the sempro, I'm still chasing my down. Hold them back on graduation. You too" said Livia


"I don't have the theme. It's so sad" said Livia


"The spirit of chasing down" I said


"Yes" said Livia