"If"

Part 14 - Ticking

"Ndre" said Livia

"Have you kissed Arlin yet? What do I want to teach now" said Livia, smiling flirtatiously

Livia brought her face closer, then Livia quickly pressed her lips together, then moved her lips away, "I really want to kiss you, but you're not my girlfriend. That's a kiss, not a kiss. Different" said Livia, staring at me

"Can be repeated? I wasn't ready" I said

"No" said Livia

Livia brought her face closer, then patted me on the cheek very slowly. The kiss was only short, but the impact I could not sleep all night and in the morning, there was an awkward atmosphere between the two of us. Or, maybe it's just me who was confused with him, it feels like Livia is ordinary like nothing happened. In the campus, I also did not focus on listening to my lecturer's explanation, all because of what he did last night, even though I had never kissed or kissed my own boyfriend.

Day after day passed, there was only one woman that Arlin disliked, who else if not Livia. In fact, Arlin that person freed me in making friends with anyone, but somehow Arlin just asked me not to get too close to Livia. Every time I have a schedule to perform at the cafe, there Arlin will always come. Arlin also knows all my bandmates. After I finished performing, I walked up to Arlin who was sitting alone, I knew when I appeared there were often men who arrived - suddenly sitting in front of him, I knew, and I don't know what he did until the man could just walk away.

"Why was there a guy you kicked out?" say

Arlin turned to me, then looked at me so deeply, "You saw that, already knew I had a boyfriend, he sat down and I threw it away" said Arlin, smiling sweetly

"Are you jealous?" said Arlin

"Son" I said

"Where does he know you have a boyfriend try, the guy you sit on his own continues" I said

"I told you. He left immediately" said Arlin

At that time, I was just happy to hear Arlin who drove the man away, "You are so beautiful, so many people want to get it" I said, looking at him closely

Suddenly silent atmosphere.

"You have a lot of it too. Did I not know? You were once given flowers as a girl" said Arlin, staring intently

"That's for Sandi. Nitip's with me" I said, smiling

I didn't expect Sandi to walk near me, and then I pulled her hand right then and there, "San, I gave you flowers, didn't I, take it from a girl?" I said, winking

"Ndre, your eyes why that blinking? The feeling never" Sandi said

Arlin looked at me sharply with a thin smile on his lips, while Sandi immediately walked away with a small laugh, "Kinknya really not up Sandi?" arlin said, propping up his chin

Arlin was silent.

After the cafe. I walked up the stairs to my room, and before entering my room, I saw that the door was closed and the light was also dead, meaning that Livia was going somewhere. Until two days have passed. I haven't met Livia yet. While playing the game on my laptop, I occasionally glanced towards his room, until at last I saw him walking into his room and the door was kept closed. Livia's got a problem.

I don't want to bother him. Late at midnight, when I came out of the room at the same time Livia was also the same, Livia smiled at me and I pressed cold water on the dispenser in front of my room. Before Livia walked down the stairs. I turned my body.

"Liv" I said

"Where are you going?" say

Livia immediately stopped her steps, then fell silent at that moment, "I nginep won by me" said Livia, turning to me

"Where are you going now?" I said, smiling knot

"I have business" said Livia

Livia looked at me closely, then forced a smile in front of me, "You miss me huh? Do you have Arlin at all? Don't wait for me to come home" said Livia

"Who is Arlin? Don't know me" I said

"I told you Arlin. Said you didn't know her" said Livia, laughing

"I'm going first" said Livia

"Heart - heart" I said

"Yes" said Livia

Livia walked down the stairs, and I was still silent. Stupidly I was the door to his room, but I knew that the owner had just left, so why did I see the door to his room? I walked back to my room. After that, I laid my body in a mattress, and I heard the boarding gate opened, then closed. Who else if not Livia. It felt so lonely without Livia, the other occupants were bored were employees, so I rarely met them, sometimes they also did not go home in a few days because of the task.

Drafted. I'm closest to Livia, because it's us who meet every day, even compared to Arlin though, it feels like Livia is closest to me. I can't sleep. Finally, I took my guitar and plucked it in obscurity, until the third of the night I was still playing my guitar, even by lying in my bed. I played my guitar while looking at the sky - the sky of my room.

Glare too. Because it's close to the lights.

I daydreamed that