"If"

Part 20 - Doubt Within Her

In waiting for that graduation day. I did not have any activities, and during that time I was often in Livia's room, I saw her face that was so serious about reading many books, and doing her college work. Sometimes I bring him food, all because Livia doesn't remember the time at her study. In the middle of the night. I heard the sound of fried rice sellers, I finally came out of the boarding house and so in front of the boarding house there was a fried rice seller every day.

I walked out of his room, took out two dishes in the kitchen, and walked towards the fried rice vendor. I didn't wait long. I took the two plates to the kosan. Livia who was holding her head, suddenly smiled when I put the plate on her study table, after which I went to the balcony to eat there. I just don't want to eat in Livia's room, and Livia looks so serious about what she's doing. I don't want to bother him.

"Dreamy" said Livia

I realized it from my daydream.

Livia sat next to me and was quiet for a long time, until Livia started the conversation, "Ndre, I want it to be with you" Livia said

"It just so happens that I don't want to answer anything anymore" I said

Livia punched me in the arm and it looked pissed off in her face,

I held my laugh, "Yes what? What do you want to ask?" I said, smiling knot

"Ndre, if you see me, what do you think? I made that lust, the gaze of the guys who saw me was like piercing my clothes. I'm engaged again. I still don't feel like I'm engaged to Haikal" said Livia

"You should be engaged to her. Not many guys out there want to be serious" I said

"Don't think of anything else" I said

Back silence.

"Everyone has their own fault" I said

"Tumben you're wise" said Livia

"The rice field is grounded" I said

"Tax" said Livia

After a long struggle, I finally graduated. There was a lot of regret in Livia's eyes, many of her friends who graduated, while Livia still had to repeat and I took off my graduation hat, after that I put it on her head. Livia looked at me sparkling. After graduation, I was still in my hands. I sent out my applications to various places.

I played my game bored. Pintuk who had been a little open became so wide, it turned out that Livia did it and I saw Livia look beautiful with the clothes she wore, Livia was always looking beautiful every day, no matter what clothes he wears. Livia stood at the door of my room with her hand holding the doorknob. I stopped the game. I put my joystick on my laptop keyboard.

"Get out now" said Livia

"Now?" say

"Yes. Cepetan" said Livia

"Where are we going?" I said, confused

His face slightly sprained, then sighed softly, "Punclut" said Livia, smiling sweetly

"Splash" said Livia

"Yes" I said

I have never gone far from my boarding or college environment, unlike Livia who has been around the city of Bandung, even it feels like all the places have been visited. I took the jacket I was hanging. We walked down the stairs, and then in front of the boarding house I fell silent, then Livia stopped her steps, and turned her body towards me.

"Liv" I said

"If you are far away from the minjem motor?" say

Livia walked up to me, and took my hand, and I just followed her, "Punclut. Deket not until tomorrow also if you walk" said Livia, smiling knot

"Partially take a walk. The sensation is different so it is the same using a motorbike, yes occasional walking gakpapa" said Livia

"Tumben really you took the road - the road pas malem - gini mallm" said I

"I don't know if I want to talk to you. Let there be memories between us" said Livia

I immediately turned to him, "So we have no memories all this time?" I said, smiling

"That's not it. I want to be more memorable than anything we've ever been through" said Livia

"The real reason I can't stand the hell in the room continues to learn the same task, besides you are also long - long bosen also in the room continues that right?" livia

"Yes" I said

We see the sky more clearly. The stars scattered and shone brightly in the sky. We sat next to each other, until our arms stuck to each other and that night, I could see the reflection of the stars in her beautiful eyes. That night was cold. When I exhaled, I could see a white puff of smoke, I moved my cold hand, Livia saw what I did, after which Livia clasped my hand. Livia's cold too.

Livia leaned her head against my shoulder. I saw Livia close her eyes for a moment, I noticed how many people came with her partner, or with someone special in her life, while I was even with a friend in front of my room who would soon be engaged.

"Liv's sleeping" I said

"Slept a little" said Livia, smiling sweetly

"You want us to freeze to death here? It's cold here, come home yuk already very malem" I said

"I want to enjoy this moment again" said Livia

"It's a while" said Livia

"Jaudah in a moment" I said

"That's it" said Livia

"Yes" I said