"If"

Part 23 - Stop There

One day while I was on vacation, I wanted to come to Arlin's house, but I got to the old school, and when I got out of my car, right in front of me I saw Livia standing. I'm appalled. It felt like after graduation, Livia was no longer bored, and Livia herself told me, that Livia moved to a remote area with her office. Livia took my hand. And, with no burden to open the gate, then there was a resident who I did not know, while Livia knew him.

The occupant gave the key to Livia, after that left as if he had fully believed, and Livia immediately opened the boarding door, the atmosphere on the left for me did not change in the slightest, it feels like only the inhabitants keep changing. My room and Livia's room are already occupied by someone else. Livia and I walked to the barracks. Favorite place is in the box.

"So the one who gave me this key was the one who occupied your room" said Livia

I walked towards the balcony wall, and Livia also followed behind me, the view on the balcony never disappoints, always looks beautiful.

"Kok we think the same? Don't know why I want to come here" said Livia, smiling sweetly

"Why are you here?" livia

"Don't know" I said

"What do you miss about this kosan, honestly? You are the most anticipated mah also fit to see the scenery of kayak gini, right? We used to sit in a balcony" said Livia

Silent. Momentary

"Ndre" said Livia, looking at me

I looked at him and we stared at each other closely,

Livia sighed softly, "Ndre, you don't have to say anything I already know, if all this time you have the same feeling I have. From your gaze, your attitude is. Why don't you ever want to reveal it anyway" said Livia, smiling knot

"If you had told me, I would have accepted you, Ndre" said Livia

"Every time I'm conscious, you're the same Arlin who is, and who I am. Liv you're selfish, Haikal thought. Just walk away what happened" I said

"You live in a different world than I do" I said

"You have everything" I said

Livia looked straight ahead, then smiled thinly meaningfully, "I told Haikal, if I love you. Arlin was also yesterday before the show started" said Livia

"We have to live honestly with them" Livia said

"You're crazy, Liv" I said

"Emang" said Livia

"Liv" I said

I don't understand Livia anymore. I can't think clearly with everything he says. Until the sun began to sink I was still silent. I took Livia away from the inn, and along the way, I noticed Livia sitting quietly with a thin smile on her lips, as if Livia was not thinking about what would happen later. I am the only one who has thought far about all of this. I'm afraid of everyone who's gonna get hurt. Arlin and Haikal.

I parked my car on the side of the road. I don't know where to go. Livia took off the seatbelt, and I got out and I took off my seatbelt, and then I caught up with her. I walked following him. I think I've been to this place. Same place, different time. I think I used to come with him once. We keep going the same way we used to, on cold nights and the moon that keeps following, we keep walking side by side.

"I just want if we have memories here" said Livia, smiling knot

I just realized it too. Why did I take him to the place I had been with him, "I don't know where to go" I said

"Ndre, you're funny" said Livia

"Why don't you want to be honest with me, you love me, right? That's why you can bring me here" said Livia

"Yes, I love you, satisfied" I said

"I'm waiting for you to shoot" said Livia

"Udah that's it. No shooting, you're engaged and I also have a girlfriend, Liv" I said

I don't understand Livia's way of thinking anymore and what I have to do in dealing with her. Livia can't be stopped easily. I know for myself how stubborn Livia is. The only thing I don't like about Livia is her nature. Sucks.

"Ndre" said Livia

"People who are married can get divorced especially those who are engaged together dating" said Livia

"You want something good now? I just live everything that has happened, do not make the same problems they both" said I, smiling wryly

I looked into those eyes intently, "Don't you guys praise me no more? You're the same Arlin" I said

"Or" said Livia, laughing

"Arlin told me. There's no way I'm letting go of Haikal, keep making you break up with your boyfriend. I'm such a bad person" said Livia

"Not funny" I said

"I saw you panic" said Livia

"Not panic anymore. I live and die" I said

"If I really were, what would you do, Ndre? I want to know" said Livia

"I'll be the same Arlin. You if you want to cancel with Haikal yes whatever. There's no way I keep mutusin Arlin, keep it out Haikal's replacement" I said

"I want that" said Livia, laughing

"Not funny Liv" I said

"Funny" said Livia