Your Officemate's

63. I Accept Your Decision

Whenever there's a problem, people often say, "Listen to your heart."

What happens if the awaited heart word - wait does not also sound? Then how are the logics who also seem unwilling to cooperate in the midst of such an annoying situation? Or is it better to let it all flow and find its own way?

"You agree that we wait until the kids are old enough? Or at least, until I can understand them until they understand our decision. I beg of you. I don't want to leave a bitter taste in the hearts of my girls." Hans looked at Erika with a ponderous look.

"Or at least wait until Aaron can be weaned. At that time if you still want to get away from me, I'll let you go." Hans tried once again to negotiate even though there was no answer from Erika.

Erika looked at Hans still without a word, until this moment she still could not understand what her heart desires. Hans understood and understood very well what was raging in Erika's heart.

"Come, let's fill your stomach first. After that, we talk again. I'm afraid you're getting sick, I heard you didn't eat much last night." Hans said as calmly as he could to cover up his anxiety.

Smelling a pleasant aroma entering the smell, Erika regained her senses from her daydream. It turned out that the fragrant source was already in his lap. He was so immersed in his daydreams that he did not realize a small table with food and a full side dish on it was presented on a small table. Right in front of him.

"I'm sorry Moms. Drink this warm tea before eating." Hans offered a glass of tea and apologized. It doesn't matter when the apology will come but he will keep trying.

Erika accepted it, and in an instant the tea was up. He was thirsty and his stomach was completely empty. Shortly after he drank the tea, his stomach felt warm and immediately thrashed asking to be filled. It is only fitting that he fainted from bathing for hours on an empty stomach plus an unstable state of mind.

"Do I need to help you eat?" Hans offers help when he sees Erika back pensive.

Erika flinched, and answered him by directly taking a spoon, filling it with food and then feeding it into her mouth. Hans smiled wryly because none of his questions had been answered.

BRAKKK!!!

"Mommyyyy, I miss you."

The door opened along with the screams of a girl. Erika doesn't have to look. That voice he had known for his entire life. The sound of footsteps approached and Abbey immediately embraced Erika possessively.

Abbey didn't cry but Erika knew she was happy and that she had to be tucked into her daughter's arms.

Unlike the Manda who immediately glazed - glass. But his eyes were immediately fixed on a small table containing food on Erika's lap.

"Sir Abbey, seriously. Later the food spilled all." said Manda annoyed.

Abbey didn't ignore it. Erika kissed the head of the Abbey before letting go of her embrace, then stretched out her arms to hug Manda and kissed her forehead. Erika stroked Manda's hair and also stroked her back conveying longing and unfortunately.

Not far away, Hans swallowed his tears while looking at the interaction between Erika and her two children. How sinful he is, indirectly has made a mother leave her children.

"Girls, let Mommy eat first. Later you can continue again after Mommy finishes eating." Hans interrupted them.

Manda broke her embrace and immediately took the spoon in Erika's hand and fed her Mommy. While Abbey immediately sat next to Erika while hugging Erika's waist possessively.

"Mommy can't go anymore if it's not with us. Okay?" abbey said with a voice holding back tears.

"Yes. Mommy won't be leaving again." said Erika softly.

Erika swallowed her food, looking at the two eyeballs looking expectantly at her.

"Promise." she replied slowly.

Not stopping there, Manda hooked her little finger with Erika's little finger. Then attach their thumbs with the little finger still remain linked.

"Keep your promise, and seal it!" Manda said with a satisfied smile.

(Have your promise, and keep it!)

Oho! Erika looked at Hans who was standing not far from her, she smiled full of haru while still standing in his place.

After Erika's energy recovered, Erika also said goodbye to Johan and returned home. Moreover, Erika's main goal other than for Aaron of course.

Holy hooch! On the edge of the baby box, Erika almost fainted. The baby boy who was usually agile, adorable and did not stop moving, now he was sleeping sprawled in the corner of his bed with a tired face. Puffy eyes and swelling because of crying too much. And his nose was still left - the rest of the snot that dried up. Moreover, his hair, looked tangled due to the raging marks. His sleep also seemed restless and unsettled.

Erika looks down to kiss Aaron's hand. Aron held and held him to be calmer. Aaron's body feels lighter than it was the last moment a few days ago he was carrying it. A single tear fell from Erika's eye. Then followed by the next drop and the next.

"I'm sorry dear Mommy, Mommy forgot how you felt. It's Mommy's fault."

Erika regretted what she had done to her children. He was in their position like today. How does it feel that Mommy ignores them for the sake of her emotions and personal problems?

"Mommy's coming, baby. Come back cheerful and agile." said Erika with a hoarse voice.

How magical. When Aaron woke up, he slid his head into Erika's arms as if seeking refuge. His hand gripped Erika's thumb tightly. No crying or hardship. After drinking ASI, changing into a new sleeping suit and diapers, Aaron immediately slept soundly.

In front of the connecting door to Aaron's room door and her room, Erika stopped, took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Hans was sitting on the sofa in the room. He smiled as soon as he saw Erika enter. Erika immediately sat on the side of the bed where she used to lie down.

"The kids are asleep?" ask Hans.

"Had." answered Erika without looking.

"I'm sorry for everything I've done and thank you for coming home, Moms" Hans said. Erika responded with a nod.

Once again Hans felt indebted to Erika who wanted to sacrifice her feelings for their children.

"I know it's hard for you to come home and see me again." Hans stopped for a moment.

"I promise, when Abbey and Manda understood and Aaron got a little bigger. You can do whatever you decide is best for us."

"And if in the end you still cannot forgive me. Just tell me, let me leave this house. Not you" Hans said.

See you next episode....