Wulan In Night Wound

Chapter 27 Good Bye, My First Love

It has been two weeks since my return and my mother from Bangil. I still haven't accepted the decision I've made. Many times he voiced disapproval of my decision, and many times I denied it, and ended up in heated debate. Not infrequently the debate ended with one of us slamming the door of the room .

The final exam results came out three days ago, and as I predicted my grades were very satisfying in all the subjects tested. Tomorrow is degree-sharing day. I was so reluctant to go to school.

A week after the announcement "HOME CONTRACTED WITH FURNITURE" was posted on the fence, someone contacted my mother and took a contract for two years after looking at the condition of our house. My mother and I agreed that the money I rented every year would go into my account because I didn't feel the need for the money.

"Mother's preparations are in order to leave. She is scheduled to leave next week for Taiwan. When did you start college?" my mother said at one of our lunch sessions.

"His college starts in early August. But the re-landing will be done in two weeks. Next week we will go to Surabaya. I went straight to Juanda, right?" my proposal to mother.

"Yes. Tomorrow morning I'll take a plane ticket to the dealer's service. You're taking your diploma to school tomorrow, right? Just with mom."

I just nodded in agreement. That's how Mom and I rarely talk. More often direct to the point on what to talk about.

The next morning at eight o'clock in the morning my mother and I left. After my mother dropped me off in front of the school gate, my mother immediately passed to the TKW dealer service office. Once entering the gate, on the right will be a security guard post. On a normal day, some children sometimes hang out there while waiting for the sign to ring. So even today, there are some boys hanging out at the security guard post. Unfortunately, among them there is also Genk Keke. I who had gotten the "spinning trophy" stamp immediately received a swoop from those who saw me enter the gate.

"Came, Lan. Deni said you were pregnant?" ask the IPS class girl next door, classmate with Lisa. I don't mind them.

"Whose son, Lan? Hahaha", asked one of them. This time I didn't recognize his voice. I remain indifferent.

"Bego! Where does he know. 'That's the contribution of the four of us. Hahaha", said Deni.

I who heard Deni's banter felt very furious. I turned back towards the guard post and faced them. I don't want to be insulted anymore. I don't want to be considered weak!

"Why? You guys want dues too? Here if you want! But I broke your birds first!" I said while demonstrating the kicking movement.

"Huuuu takuuuttt", they cried simultaneously.

I immediately left them. I ignored the sound of laughter and the screams of those who still made fun of me.

Apparently the news of my pregnancy has spread to all schools. While passing by some other children, I briefly saw their cynical gazes. Sometimes a sneering voice is heard. I choose not to care about their behavior. I also met Lisa. Lisa did not dare to look at me and chose to dodge. I don't want to deal with my ex-friend anymore either. I went straight to my class.

"Ryo, loose! My hand hurts!", I said while trying to release Ryo's grip on my wrist.

Arriving at the basketball court, Ryo faced me and gripped both of my shoulders.

"I seriously still love you, Lan. We can go back to what we used to be?" said Ryo.

"Then what? Are you willing to be the father of this child? No, right?" tanyaku. Dating Ryo for almost two years made me very familiar with his character. Born as the eldest child of the family is not able to make Ryo a figure who feels responsible for the future of his sisters. He wanted to be able to help his parents send his four younger siblings to school.

"The news is true?", Ryo's face paled. I knew Ryo would never believe the gossip about me before hearing it directly from my own mouth.

I didn't answer, just hardened my jaw. Ryo took his hand off my shoulder. I know Ryo heavily accepts that reality.

"Just drop it" he said as I turned around to leave.

"I can't. Two weeks ago I was escorted by my mother to abort, but I chose to give birth to this child. He is an innocent creature", I said firmly while holding my stomach.

"But, Lan.." said Ryo hanging.

"Enough! If you can't do something for me, or at least support me, you better shut up!" my hatch cuts off Ryo's words.

I hurried to leave Ryo. I can't hold back the tears I've been wanting to shed since. Ever since I received the boos from the children at the security guard post, the cynical gazes from my friends, until the last time I faced Ryo I was as strong as holding back my tears.

Talking to Ryo made my defense collapse. The tears that I held back this morning finally broke. I walk down and my tears are filled.

I also love Ryo. She was my first love, and it will probably be my last. Ryo is also the first and only man who has touched me intensely with my permission. I'm sure I won't be able to have a relationship with any man after this. I'm still traumatized. Nightmares never tired of coming to sleep, making me never forget that night. There was a sense of unwillingness in my heart because we parted with this kind of feeling. Feelings are still loving each other but fate doesn't allow us to be together.

God, why did you separate us in such a cruel way? my inner.

Wulan passed leaving Ryo who was glued to the spot. Wulan said, "Goodbye, Ryo Anggara. Good bye, my first love".