
The next days at school every hour of rest I always run to the girls' toilet. In my school, the toilet is separated between men and women. For female toilets, there are four toilet rooms with lined positions. As soon as the break bell rang I must have darted straight into the female toilet at the end of the entrance and locked it. To fill the time during the confinement, usually I will bring the book into the toilet for me to read. I don't want to see Ryo, Deni or anyone else. The women's toilet is the only place where neither Ryo nor Deni cs can find me. And no one else would have thought that I was the one locked in the toilet at the very end.
Once when I locked myself in the bathroom, I heard a conversation between Lani and Asti. The two of them were close friends, as well as my classmates. At that time the bathroom was empty. Maybe that's why they dare to talk in the bathroom.
"Eh, Lan. You said you'd be the same Deni. How did Deni get married to Wulan?" asti told Lani.
"I don't know either, As. Broken my heart. Just last month I went with Deni. In Deni nyium car I was hot, until his hands were flying everywhere. Wulan who is selling expensive as he, uh even wants to be married" said Lani in response to Asti.
"Digerayangin? Did you mean that*m*s-r*m*s? Don't-don't you already.", asked Asti hanging.
"Hush! I'm still a virgin if that's what I mean. Ogah I haven't been shot when I want to be broken into, I'm not as cheap as that time, As!", replied Lani with a slightly upset tone.
"Hahaha sorry. Abisnya you say it has been hovered over anyway, my mind so everywhere right" said Asti while laughing.
"Actually, at that time Deni ngajakin further ngamar because Deni was already on, but I refused. I don't want to easily give my crown to him, just date him yet. Finally he asked for another replacement. Yeah I had to service him a little. Deni taught me. Hahaha", I'm Lani with her best friend.
"Service how do you mean?" asti asked in a surprised tone.
"There's. Later you ask to teach your guy. Yes, yes, yuk ah back. I hope it's really hair", replied Lani then took Asti away from the toilet.
I who unintentionally and did not intend to eavesdrop on their conversation felt nauseous. From the tone of his voice, Lani sounded proud because she was loved by Deni. Deni is a jerk! My name is in my heart.
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Exactly one week after I decided to go back to school, I was studying History. Ms. Evi knocked on my classroom door and asked Ms. Endang as History's teacher to speak to me. Ms. Evi invited me to speak in front of my closed classroom door.
"Later your break time to the BK room yes" Bu Evi told me.
I was shocked when asked to go to the BK room, because usually the children who were called to the BK room were troubled children. "What's up, Mom? Did I make a mistake?" I asked Miss Evi.
"Are you doing something wrong?" Miss Evi asked back to me.
I just shook my head in response to Bu Evi.
"Duh, it's the Mom's room where the kids have problems, huh?" said joking.
"Not really, Mom", I smiled faintly in response to Bu Evi's joke.
I went back to class and thanked Ms. Endang for letting me out of her class for a while, and Ms. Endang let me sit back on my stool. The remaining twenty minutes of the History lesson I followed with no concentration out of curiosity.
The break sign finally rang. After my teacher left the classroom I immediately headed for the BK room. Looks like Miss Evi's waiting for me behind her desk. When I approached her, Miss Evi invited me to sit down.
"There's a letter for you, Lan", he said as he handed me a letter.
I received the letter. My school name and address are listed there. Behind it is the logo of Petra Christian University with its full address. I opened a thump at his logo. Is this the news I'm looking forward to? I asked in my heart.
"Can I open it here, ma'am?" I asked Miss Evi.
"Of course you can love" said Ms. Evi.
I opened the envelope slowly. As I read the contents of the letter, my eyes widened in disbelief. I almost cried so happy. At the beginning of the letter, it says "Congratulations"
"Mom, I got accepted to UK Petra on a full scholarship, ma'am! Full education scholarship for eight semesters. Free at no cost, Mom!" I screamed in excitement.
Miss Evi smiled when she heard my words. "Congratulations, yes. Two outstanding students were accepted into the university on a full scholarship. Miss Evi was proud", Miss Evi greeted me and patted me on the shoulder.
Then I'll excuse my teacher. I took the letter to the library. I don't want to be locked in a toilet right now. I was too happy to keep avoiding. The library's deserted, and I don't find anyone I don't want there. Maybe they got tired of looking for me who was always locked in the toilet, and finally gave up.
I read many times my acceptance letter in UK Petra, and the more I read the flowery feeling in my heart the greater.
"What letter is that, Lan?", Lisa's voice sounded behind me.
It turns out my guess was wrong. In this library there are people I don't want to see. "It's nothing", I replied flatly. I don't want to share this happiness with anyone. Lisa's not who I am now, after all, because her betrayal was practically our friendship cut off.
"Reception letter, huh? I saw the logo. Congratulations, yes" he said sincerely.
"Congratulations to you for being the same Tama. Finally your love does not clap one hand" I said cynically.
"I." said Lisa hanging because of the words I cut.
"Enough. I don't want to hear any explanation. I appreciate your choice, which prefers love over friendship!" I said, then it passed leaving Lisa who was sculpting.
A happy news was finally able to slightly treat Wulan's heartache. Wulan had already tried to accept her fate. God has the best plan for his life. Wulan believes that God is preparing for a higher degree of life if Wulan is sincere with the trials that hit him.