Unexpected

Anger

"No aunt, it's not true.it's not like that..," I said lowered my head, for some reason I felt guilty, and unable to look into Aunt Yura's eyes. Am I really getting pretty? until aunt Yura assumed I was happy all along? though all this time I never felt happiness after Taejun away from me, my feelings were mixed between sad, guilt and regret, and,

Aunt Yura touched my shoulder, "Alright Jessica aunty understands, forgive Auntie, Aunt just wants to know," said aunt stroked my shoulder, I looked up, aunt smiled at me, I returned her smile.

"Yes aunty, I'm sorry I can't tell you everything now" I said softly.

"Alright, it's okay," said the aunt nodding, "Yon chul can you bring us a drink and some snacks?" aunty Yura said to an employee, I think aunty recruited a new employee again, because I had never seen that employee before.

"Okay boss," said Yon Chul smilingly, seeing Yon Chul made me think of boogum, made me feel even more sad, said Yon Chul,

"Tante doesn't need to, I think I should go home" I said hurriedly.

"Why hurry. tantekan still miss..," complained aunt.

"The problem is too late aunt, and my place is a little far from here, just calm down I will stop by again, I promise," I said straight up from the chair,

"Well, where do you live? let aunt interrave," said aunt.

"No auntie, I'll go home by myself.." I refused, my steps immediately stopped, my heart skipped a beat because I was nervous and surprised to see Taejun and the woman go into the cafe, Taejun's steps also stopped making the woman look at Taejun confused and then look at me, Taejun's expression seemed to not believe the rest I did not understand. I'm confused, do I have to say hello, do I just go home?? ohhh.. Why should I see Taejun now anyway!!

"Mante I have to go home now," I said hurriedly walking past Taejun, Taejun instantly caught my arm stopping my steps holding him so tightly that my heart was breaking, what Taejun did anyway!! what if the woman next to him misunderstood?

"Taejun what are you doing?" I said glancing at Taejun then glanced at the woman,

"You're in korea? but why didn't you tell me?" tanya Taejun looked disappointed, I silently did not answer, blatantly looking towards the woman standing beside him so that Taejun understood my reason for not wanting to preach it, the woman pulled Taejun's hand which was holding my arm, Taejun looked sober and took off my arm,

"I'm Kim Jisoo, Taejun's fiancee," said the woman cynically holding Taejun's arm, I guessed, even beyond my guess, I thought they were still dating, but it turned out that they were even fiancees, I guess there's no reason at all I should be here, hearing that it feels like my heart is numb, my feelings are empty, hollow.

"I'm Jessica, Taejun's acquaintance, if I'm so sorry to go home first," I said immediately left, somehow Taejun's expression looks hurt as much as I feel right now, but why Taejun should have such an expression! shouldn't he be happy, because now that he has a fiancee, and has been able to forget me, I keep walking fast, hoping to escape from this crowded place soon.

We are not even divorced but know Taejun already has a fiancee, we did decide to separate but legally we are both still officially as husband and wife because we have not filed divorce papers, but what right do I have to think that way? I did even worse than what Taejun did to me right now!! I deserve this, maybe it's my karma, this is how painful Taejun felt back then, when I knew I had another husband without his knowledge? I'm sorry Taejun, I deserve this, but it's really painful maybe because I haven't been able to let Taejun go, I still love him so much, I'll try to forget it even if it takes a very long time.

The next day I woke up feeling empty, my body was weak, I felt I had no spirit of life, but if I stay home and laze it will only make me think of my miserable life journey, I have to work and work, that way I will slightly forget the feelings of disappointment and heartache that I feel at this time, he said,

After breakfast and getting ready I went straight to work, at work I felt a little better, thanks to the busyness and also because my colleagues were very good and attentive to me, he said, it was as if they understood that my feelings were being shattered at this moment.

"Well, come on," I said approvingly, I think I do need some entertainment, we sing while eating and drinking, Pak Ji Hyun looks like me, like someone who wants to release stress, like someone who wants to let go, I think Ji Hyun sir is having the same problem as me, whereas Sehun he always wants to make us happy, he's a very good friend.

"I go to the bathroom first" I told them.

Pak Ji Hyun nodded looking a little drunk,

"Ok, don't be long, we have to go home late, I think I should call the replacement driver for Ji Hyun sir he is very drunk" Sehun said.

"Well," I said to go out, my head was dizzy I think I was drunk when I was just drinking soda, and alcohol was just a sip, I guess I really couldn't drink alcohol. My steps stopped when in the corridor to the toilet, there was a man standing leaning against the wall in the middle of the corridor with his arms crossed, and the man was like Taejun? am I hallucinating? I looked at the man looking confused, the man's expression looked furious and then walked quickly to me, suddenly I staggered backwards in shock, the man immediately held my hand as I was about to fall, I pulled my arm in his hand while squinting my eyes trying to see the man clearly.

"Taejun?? so are you right? what are you doing here?" I couldn't believe it, it was really Taejun and I wasn't hallucinating.

"I should have asked you that, what exactly did you do with those 2 guys at the karaoke place all these nights," Taejun said looking annoyed, why did he get angry?

"They're both my co-workers, they're good people, we just sing and drink inside, we don't do weird things in there," I said, too, annoyed, wait.. but how did Taejun know I was with two men in there, and how did he know I was here? is he following me?

"But how do you know I'm here?" I stared at him.

"Sorry, I followed you last night, because I wanted to know where you live, and I followed you when I left for the office because I wanted to know where you work, I took a walk around your office waiting for you to come home, because I wanted to tell you something, but you left with both men, so I followed you here" Taejun explained, I looked at him in disbelief.

"And I don't like to see you walking with them, to karaoke," Taejun said resentfully.

I snorted, "You don't have to like it, it's nothing to do with you, because we're both separated" I said cynically, I was shocked because for the first time since we were together I talked rudely to him, maybe because I was very disappointed in him.

Taejun's expression looked hurt, "But legally you're still Jessica's legitimate wife, and I still love you so much," Taejun said, he could have said such a thing when next to him was his fiancee Jisoo.

I laughed in disbelief, "You take care of your fiancee, step aside! I'm going to the bathroom" I said coldly pushing her not to get in my way.

Jessica