Unexpected

trying to be cheerful again

"Come in," said the man, I hurried in and closed the door, I turned to the door in shock and fear, as Jihun and his 2 men, kicked off the door, yelling told me to get out, the silver car owner man immediately drove forward his car, left the 3 people, I breathed a sigh of relief, I glanced at the man, I looked at the man,

"Thank you" I said raucously, the man nodded,

"Why are they after you?" ask the man, I shake my head, I don't want to tell people I don't know.

"Is here seoul," I asked,

"No," the man replied, "Did they kidnap you? then rape you?" the man asked brightly without caring about my feelings, I turned towards him looking at him in annoyance.

"Don't be careless when you say it," I snapped.

"You don't have to be ashamed, if it happens to you, you have to report it to the police, don't shut up" the man said, further upsetting me,

"He didn't rape me, ok!" I said emphasize.

"Then why is your neck so many former***** so," asked the man to glance at me, what? when I held my neck, and pointed the windshield at me, I gasped in shock, what exactly did Jihun do to me when I was unconscious? he didn't really rape like that guy said? no no, it's impossible, obviously he just wanted to take off my panties.if Jihun did rape me I would at least feel pain in my feminine area, but I feel fine, I don't feel anything strange, but still I can't deny the fact that Jihun must have felt the palpation and kissed my body as he pleased, just imagining it was like making me want to vomit, he was a real jerk, I cursed him into the deepest hell.

"Can you just help me, without asking too many questions" I asked, unable to hold back my tears,

"Well," said the man, I saw the man wearing a ring on his ring finger, the man must have been married, he looked young, he must have been a newlywed, I asked the man to drop me off at the Seoul station, but the man insisted on taking me home, so I told him the address of Aunt Yura's house, and he took me to Aunt Yura's house, turns out he's a nice guy, I thank him, I offered him to come inside the house, at least I had to do that because it helped me, but he refused because he was still there needy and somewhat rushed, the man left.I went into the house, but at home there was no one at all, only ajummah, there was a, ajummah told me that now that everyone was looking for me, ajummah immediately called aunt Yura, telling auntie that I was home, aunt and everyone I know would have known if I was kidnapped, and I just came back almost midnight like this, aunt and the others would've been looking for me where.. they must be very worried, I sat in the living room waiting for them to come, with disturbing emotions.How am I going to explain what happened to me in the right way to my aunt?? before long I heard the sound of their arrival, I gulped nervously, aunty appearing first from the doorway.

"Oh Jessica," exclaimed aunty scattering at me hugging me, "You're good at the peddle? you're not hurt, are you?" tanya patted my arms together to check my condition, then the aunt's eyes stopped at my neck, her eyes widened in shock.

"Darling, what did that jerk do to you?" tanya aunty touched my neck, my tears that had been stirring up just now without me being able to hold back, "Did she rape you?" tanya can't believe, maybe it looks like it's in the eyes of everyone who saw my condition after being kidnapped.

"She wanted to rape me, but really it didn't happen, because luckily someone was kind enough to help me and take me home" I said, unable to hold my sedu sedan, even though I didn't tell him all the truth, I couldn't possibly say that I could get away with my advantage.

"Jessica." said Bogum, not finished Bogum talk I immediately cut off whatever he wanted to say.

"Auntie please take me to the room, I want to be alone" I asked sobbing.

"Dear, dear, you must rest, you must be very shocked," said aunt led me to the room, aunt laid me on the bed, covered me, I closed my eyes, and I,

"Sleep, baby" said the aunt, kissed my forehead and walked out of my room.

I didn't go to school for a few days, because my psychological state added that I had to give information about my kidnapping incident that made my psychological state worse, now that Jihun has become a fugitive, whether hiding where he was until the police had not found him, I rarely spoke to people, even I silenced Bogum when he visited me several times, I only spoke to aunt Yura, even if asked, it felt like it was the saddest moment of my life.

A few weeks later I started going to school but Jihun was not caught yet, my personality changed a bit, I was kind of quiet not chatty as usual, I left school in a car with Taejun, I turned my back to Taejun staring out the window.

"Jessica, be glad. Don't be like this just because of that jerk Jihun," Taejun pinta, sounding sad, said Taejun right.. why do I have to be like this just because of that jerk Jihun, but the problem is I'm too embarrassed to come back cheerful as before, I don't know.maybe only time can change everything, I nodded, looking at Taejun tried to smile, but Taejun knew I was smiling just because I had to.

Arriving at school, Bogum was waiting for me in front of the school, when he saw me coming he immediately ran up to me, he smiled like he was about to hug me, but he put it away, maybe he was worried that it would make me feel uncomfortable, he said, he looked at me looking so missed me, I looked at him, I missed him so much, all this time I've been unfair to him, silenced him and also stayed away from him, he's not wrong what about my kidnapping incident, then why did I do that to him.he was so guilty of not being able to protect me, I should not have added to the weight of his mind, I smiled at him and immediately hugged him, crying in his arms.

"I'm sorry Bogum, because it's got you worried" I said crying as I pleased.

"You don't have to apologize to Jessica, I understand," said Bogum, hugging me tighter, Bogum holding me in the school, all the children showing their concern for me, they all must have known about the kidnapping incident and also my situation after, not even one of them made any nasty comments to me, thank God.

Day after day I started to come back cheerful, although not as happy as before, I even went out for a date with Bogum on Sunday.

The next week the teacher announced that our Monday will have a national exam.

"See you tomorrow at the exam." said Bogum waving, after finishing studying together at Taejun's house, Bogum and Hyuna went home.