Unexpected

Ricky Dewanto's

"Darling, your membranes must have broken!" mama Rio said looking panicked, making me even more panicked, "Rio we have to take Jessica to the hospital immediately," mama Rio said to Rio who also looked panicked. Rio nodded, the two of them asked me to help me walk, but when I saw me in pain while walking, Rio immediately raised my body with both hands, carrying me. I didn't care anymore at that time, even though Rio was holding me because I was already in a lot of pain.

While in the car on the way to the hospital, my breathing began to be irregular, my stomach was getting heartburn and cramps, mama Rio who looked panicked trying to calm me by holding my hand, and stroking my stomach.

Arriving at the hospital, the doctor who had been handling my pregnancy was waiting for me in front of the hospital with several nurses talking with a push-collar. Rio directly got down from the driver's seat again carrying me walking towards the doctor, then laid my body to the push gurney, then the Doctor and the sisters immediately took me with a push gurney to the delivery room, after the Doctor checked my condition, the Doctor immediately decided to immediately do the delivery process, because it turns out I have passed all the opening of the pregnancy, Only one person is allowed to enter to accompany me during childbirth, because it turns out that I have been through all the opening of the pregnancy, and it turned out that Rio was going to accompany me during the birthing process, I no longer cared who would accompany me during the labor process, The doctor asked me to regulate my breathing, and told me when the time was right to push.

"Pull a deep breath, throw it slowly and push!" the doctor said to me, I pushed hard, squeezed the pillow and Rio's hand held my hand, the Doctor continued to give me a cue, occasionally the nurse wiped the sweat that splashed on my forehead and neck, I didn't know it turned out that giving birth could be this sick, I felt like I wanted to faint. I sighed as I felt my baby finally come out of my pussy, my breath slightly wheezed, I closed my eyes feeling tired, then I felt something warm and sticky put on my chest, I felt my eyes, I opened my eyes to see my baby, I couldn't hold back my tears when I saw my baby for the first time.

"It's so tiny." I whispered softly, stroking my baby, her tiny mouth slightly opened like looking for something, making me smile at her, she said, it felt like the pain I felt during childbirth after I finally saw my tiny baby. Rio also stroked the baby her eyes looked teary looking at me.

"Thank you for coming into my life, and giving me such a precious gift in my life," Rio said softly, his expression mixed, I looked at him speechless, "And I'm also sorry, you must have been in a lot of pain earlier when trying to give birth to our child, I'm sorry," Rio continued sincerely, I took my eyes off his gaze, for some reason even though Rio was so kind to me I still couldn't forgive him, the doctor took my son back from my chest, to clean it up.

"I go out first" Rio said to me after the nurse told him to come out first, as the sisters would clean me and also my delivery place, after changing my clothes the nurse moved me to the treatment room.

For 2 days I was in the hospital because my condition was still weak, Rio and his mother took turns to take care of me, Papa Rio immediately gave me a car gift because I had given him a healthy grandson, actually it was excessive and unnecessary, after all I will also leave soon, but papa Rio and Rio do not know the plan about my departure, only mama Rio knows because I asked him to keep it a secret.

The next day my baby and I came home from the hospital, the Rio family had already chosen a name for my baby, and his name was Ricky Dewanto, I tried not to mind because after all my baby was also their grandchild.

I tried to breastfeed my son again even though my ASI couldn't get out, my baby cried a lot because he was hungry so mom gave him formula milk for a while, I didn't give up, I pumped my breasts back with an ASI pump, with mama Rio's help, the pain was incredible when my breasts were pumped with an ASI pump, my breasts were very painful.

"Ma, do you need my help?" rio asked sounding worried from outside the door, mama Rio looked at me, I shook my head.

"No need Rio, mama can take care of it, you calm down there is no need to worry," said mama Rio, I kept pumping my ASI ignoring the excruciating pain, after a while later finally my ASI came out as well.

"Well, if you're so fast after your son," told mama Rio to also feel happy, put my baby in my lap with a pillow, my baby drank my breast greedily, so cute and petite, so sweet, I felt pain and tingling as my son suckled at me, I looked at my loving baby while breastfeeding, then I touched my tiny baby hand, I felt a sense of joy all alone while breastfeeding Ricky, she said, her tiny, spotless eyes looked at me funny, making my heart flutter.

A few days later during Ricky's feeding, my appetite increased I ate a lot because I was always hungry, mama who bathed Ricky because I obviously would not know, after bathing Ricky directly I suckled, Ricky immediately, fortunately my baby was not fussy, after taking a bath and after she went back to sleep, Rio went into the room, with an expression that I can definitely guess, as usual he would have wanted to hold the baby.

"Come to Rio if you want to carry your child," told mama Rio, I gave Ricky who was sleeping fast to mama Rio, then mama Rio gave Ricky to Rio, as usual Rio always looks very happy while holding Ricky, then Rio went out to bring Rio sunbathing in the morning in the garden behind the house.

"Ma I have to leave immediately," I whispered to Rio's mama after Rio came out of the room,

"Wait a few more days." said mama Rio, looking sad, "Are you really going to leave your son alone here?" mama Rio asked looking at me sadly.

"I've decided that if I keep procrastinating, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave Ricky alone here, so ma. I beg you to let me go" I pleaded with him, because without my mother's help I wouldn't be able to get out of this house.

"Alright, at least stay for 3 more days, after that I will not stop you anymore" mama's pinta held my hand, I nodded. All right, in 3 days, it doesn't matter if I wait, am I really capable of leaving Ricky? how about I miss him later, no matter I can still contact mama Rio secretly, and ask him to send photos and videos of his development, he said, I tried to strengthen my own heart that was about to break because I had to leave my baby here, sorry mama Ricky.

Ricky's bed was placed in my room, because Ricky was still feeding on me, so I didn't have to go back and forth to the other room, even though Ricky's room was ready.

I couldn't sleep that night, I don't know why that night I missed Taejun so much? but what right do I expect that.I've made Taejun's heart break into pieces, I even feel ashamed if I have to meet him again.

I woke up in the middle of the night, dazed because I could sleep for a while, I had a dream Taejun, probably because I missed him so much, moving restlessly on the bed, I narrowed my eyes watching the person's face carefully in dimness, and I was shocked and happy that the person standing there was Taejun, I'm not dreaming, I blink my eyes to make sure.

"Taejun?" I cried in disbelief, Taejun's expression seemed confused, about to leave, I immediately grabbed his arm.