Unexpected

unable to accept reality

"See you tomorrow at the exam," said Bogum, waving after studying together at Taejun's house, Bogum and Hyuna returned home.

The next morning Taejun started waking me up again, unlike before after the incident Taejun rarely went into my room because he was afraid to make me feel uncomfortable, after breakfast we both went to school.

Arriving at school I was confused and asked in my heart because the Bogum tumben did not wait for me in front of the school as usual? what was the exam and he was afraid of being late? I hurriedly entered the classroom, but I did not see Bogum in the classroom, did he arrive late today? not usually Bogum comes late, I sit on our bench while waiting for him to come, but until the teacher comes Bogum does not also come, is he absent from school today? but today is the exam..is there any urgent thing so that Bogum does not enter school? does he have a problem? master teacher gave me the exam paper so that it disperse my daydream, ok. I have to focus on doing the exam first, after that I will ask Taejun for help to find information about Bogum problem.

After the exam in the first hour was over, during the break I asked Taejun to call Bogum, but hp Bogum was off, so Taejun asked a close friend of Bogum who was neighbors with him.

"Last night mama Bogum came to my house to look for Bogum, because her working hours were long past but she did not come home, and she also did not tell, not usually she was like that.. hpnya also not active, and until this morning Bogum has not returned home, his family has reported to the police to look for him," said Bogum friend told, what problem? is Bogum in trouble now?.

"Give me your number, I want you to let me know if Bogum has come home," pinta taejun to Bogum's friend, Bogum's friend immediately gave his phone number to Taejun,

"Thank you" Taejun said.

"No problem" said Bogum's friend,

"How is Taejun? what if Bogum is in trouble?" I'm worried, too,

"Calm Jessica, I'll ask mom, maybe she knows where Bogum is after coming home from the cafe," Taejun said, calming me down, then he called aunt Yura,

"Taejun was right Jessica. Calm down, nothing will happen to Bogum, maybe he stayed at his friend's house or something," said Hyuna finally joined the conversation that had been silent.. Hyuna tried to calm me down I nodded, Taejun finished calling and Taejun said aunt Yura saw him coming home as usual, it was strange, then why didn't he go home? is it possible that he did not come home and stay at his friend's house like Hyuna said? maybe it was like that, Taejun and Hyuna took me to lunch in the cafeteria with their friends, it felt like something was lacking if there was no Bogum, and anyway I didn't know very well friends Taejun and Hyuna, so I felt a bit awkward, I didn't follow their conversation, and I didn't really listen to their conversation either, I talk when only asked, when the bell rings we go into class for the next exam, and when I go home from school I still think Bogum who still has not heard from, he said, did he not think to at least tell me? why does he worry me so much like this...

*******

After school I Taejun and Hyuna studied together like yesterday, when Taejun suddenly rang, Taejun immediately raised his phone, Taejun listened and then his expression looked surprised.

"What's Taejun?" I was panicking, though,

"Bogum has been found" replied Taejun hesitantly,

"Thank God," I said in relief, but Taejun's expression made me ask, because his expression looked sad.

"He.. He was found dead" Taejun said with a brick, Taejun said like a bolt of lightning in my ear, I couldn't believe or digest his words, my whole body was shaking, my heart was beating, my heart was beating, my chest feels claustrophobic, I don't want to believe Taejun's words, I don't want to believe it, it must be a joke right?.

"You're double-doubting?" I asked, tears welling my eyes, Taejun shook his head he looked at me sadly and pityingly.

"No! tell me you're just kidding! tell me you're just kidding Taejun!" I yelled pulling Taejun's shirt, my tears spilled I couldn't stand anymore.

"I also don't want to believe this Jessica, but that's what they say, we'd better go straight to the hospital to make sure," Taejun said, I nodded quickly, I hope it's just a misunderstanding, I hope Bogum is still alive, me and Taejun go straight to the hospital, all the way to the hospital my chest felt tight to make it difficult to breathe so scared,

Finally we reached the hospital we were headed to, we went straight to the room appointed by the nurse, the mortuary, I stopped in front of the door of the room, in the room I saw 2 middle-aged people crying as if, in the middle of the room on the iron bed lay a corpse covered with white cloth all over its body, I hesitated towards the corpse, gulped with difficulty, then slowly opened the white cloth that covered the corpse, the face jerking me to the point of making me stagger back, my eyes widened in shock, nay! this is impossible! , Bogum must be alive, I put my finger under Bogum's nose hoping to feel his breath, my tears began to flow rapidly without me being able to bear, still not sure I put my ears on Bogum's chest hoping to hear his heartbeat, I did not feel anything, I did not feel the heartbeat at all, as soon as the hope that I had built was broken to pieces as my heart had been broken, my legs felt weak and trembling, and my feet were falling, this room is like it's spinning and then it's all dark, and I'm unconscious.

******

When I woke up I was in an unfamiliar room, my head was in a terrible pain, it was like a hospital and there was an infusion tube in my hand, I felt nauseous and dizzy, aunt Yura slept sitting on the chair beside me, her head lying on the side of my arm, I looked at the window it was noon, then yesterday's events flooded my memory, my tears flowed hard without me stopping, crying sobbing until it made Aunt Yura wake up, aunty clasped my hand looking at me sadly.

"Oh baby it must be hard for you, it's okay baby cry, you don't need to hold it, it will make you better," said aunt Yura joined in crying, I woke up and hugged auntie, I hugged auntie, crying is so.