Unexpected

flashbacks

"really? where's where?" I asked exaited, Taejun smiled at my reaction,

"I saw it on my mom's phone, so I asked my mom who the woman in the picture was, because you know you're so pretty, so I was curious.. and mom told me all about you. I even had a chance to hear your voice on the phone before we met, and more surprisingly, you were much prettier when you met in person than in the photo, until I couldn't control my feelings, until I got away from you, I never felt like this before to women, I felt like you made me like a jerk, because it made me you when I had a boyfriend, it was my first experience.. like other women when I still have a boyfriend, sometimes I feel guilty for Hyuna," Taejun replied at length, smiling in memory of the past, but inwardly I felt very happy to hear his confession.

"Yes, you're a jerk, you should feel guilty for Hyuna" I said approvingly, mocking her,

"And when I found out you were dating Boogum, I was so jealous and angry that I was so determined to take care of you, to vent my anger whenever I had the chance," Taejun told me, I snorted in disbelief,

"So that's why you're being tough on me" I said, asking,

"Yeah, and at school every day you make out with Boogum in front of my eyes, you think I can bear to see him, somehow every time you see him with Bogum, I'm so angry.. I prefer it when we're home with no Bogum between us, and I'm so happy when you finally move out and stay at my house" Taejun said,

"I should feel that your attitude is plinplan, sometimes good to me, sometimes ketusi me. So the existence of Bogum that affects it," I said finally understand, the reason for Taejun's attitude that was plinplan at that time, the reason for Taejun's behavior,

"Yeah because since the 1st grade of High School me and Bogum always compete or it's a matter of girls or lessons, actually I don't hate it, actually, instead I feel guilty for her because every woman she likes I like, seems to be the same type, and that makes me feel guilty for Bogum even more, every woman we like would have preferred me," Taejun said with a regretful smile,

"So it wasn't just Hyuna you went to high school with?" I don't believe it, though,

"Of course it's not just Hyuna, there are some more before Hyuna, because as I recall, my relationship never lasted long while dating," replied Taejun casually, wow,

"But how can a woman prefer you, when you never express your love first" I asked confusedly,

"Oh that, I know from Brother Taerang," I replied reluctantly, Taejun rolled his eyeballs, he said,

"I guessed it" Taejun said,

"So?" I'm still waiting for my question, which is still unanswered,

"I express love with behavior and actions, so that the woman I'm judging understands I like her, even though I don't say it with words, so even though Bogum expresses his love with words to them..I don't know why the woman even expressed her love for me first and preferred me, after that I also revealed my feelings with words to them, she said, in order to make them more sure that I love them, even once Bogum's girlfriend mutusin Bogum, because she wants to be my girlfriend," Taejun explained,

"Sneaky ground," I said squinting,

"Hey, I don't force them to choose me, but they themselves will, humans can't control the direction of their feelings," Taejun laughed trying to defend himself, "But you're the only insensitive woman, even if I code," Taejun continued clucking, I turned the eyeballs, and,

"And I really hate it when you don't look at me like a man, but just look at me like a brother, I think I can get your heart. Because at first I saw you dating Bogum just because I had to, you don't seem to love her, but after a long time I saw that your feelings had changed, you seemed to really love Bogum.. so I'm trying to let you go to Bogum because I see you guys really love each other, I'm trying to ignore you but you're always in trouble and I can't help but care about you, because I don't like it when I see you sad and down, because it also hurts my feelings, every day I hope you break up with Bogum, but my hope is very impossible.. then I heard the news that Bogum died, I was very surprised and unexpected, I really want you to break up with Bogum but not in this way.. I really feel guilty for Bogum for having such thoughts, and my heart is also broken when I see you so broken when I lost Bogum.. and you get worse and blame yourself when you find out that it was Jihun who killed Bogum and the fact that Jihun has not been caught by the police.. you start to get up a little bit, and start to go about your day even though you don't look happy, but what makes me grateful is that you rejected all the men who tried to approach you, I'm so happy when you're so tight on all those guys, and when your situation is so much better, again you have to fall down once again when you hear of your mama's death, you even wanted to go back to Indonesia at that time, I know I was selfish, but I'm grateful that you can't go back to Indonesia for some reason, then suddenly mama even wanted to marry you quickly because of some reason, I was so drunk because I really did not want to lose you once again, mama and papa even wanted to find a future husband for you.. my mind is filled with ways how to block your marriage, then unexpectedly Taerang brother volunteered to marry you, then I thought instead of Taerang marrying you, why not just me? then I also volunteered to marry you, and my mom and dad were surprised that we volunteered to marry you, and then they asked me why we wanted to propose to marry you.. then I immediately said because I love you, all surprised by my confession.I forced my mother papa and sister Taerang to agree, I'm so happy because I didn't think I was going to marry you, every day I wish you'd be my girlfriend but what happens is even better.. but I still hope to be anxious when my mom asks if you want to marry me, and I'm so happy when you agree to it. yeah even though I know you have to agree, and even mom talked about your college and your pregnancy, and it made me very happy.. the thought made me so happy that it made me want to fly, and after graduation only the happiness I felt, the happiness was abundant that I had never felt before, how happy I am to see how beautiful you are when trying on a wedding dress.when you finally become my wife, you wore a sexy nightgown for the first time in front of me, I tried to control myself with all my might because at that time I wanted you so much, you were indifferent to me.. so I don't dare approach you even talk about not even daring, you sleep on my back really don't care about me, I see you've been sleeping while I can't sleep, how can I sleep.. you just imagine, you sleep next to me in that sexy shirt, and then suddenly you turn towards me, I look at your sleepy face, it felt like a dream you slept in one bed with me. I checked if you were really asleep, and then I slowly pulled you and carried you to my arms" Taejun told me at length, well, so much I don't know, I didn't expect Taejun to have liked me since the first time we met, completely unexpected, really,

"Wait, so you did, who hugged me at the time, but you said I was the one who put your arm around me, instead" I said criticizing him, Taejun laughed loudly, and he was just a little bit too scared,

"Actually at that time I not only hugged you, but I kissed you, too" Taejun chuckled,