
"Jessica? why are you crying?" tanya Se-hun grabbed my arm, looking worried.
"I'm fine," I said hoarsely, pulling my arm from the clutches of his hand. Cepet-quickly went a little run, then entered my house, after arriving at the house, I slumped my body onto the floor, instantly expelling all the sadness I had endured since then, I had, crying so much as I smothered my mouth, my heart was so painful, I beat my chest so many times, hoping that the pain in my heart would be a little less, but the pain would not be less. The doorbell rang repeatedly, I ignored it, do I have to forget Taejun? and let it go with another woman? it felt like my heart was in remass when I thought about it, could I forget Taejun? I have to try even though it will be very difficult, because I don't want to disturb Taejun's happiness.
The next day I woke up with puffy eyes because almost all night did not stop crying, but despite crying almost overnight, the pain in my heart did not decrease, with a limp body I go to the bathroom, I have to keep working even though actually no longer feel well, by staying working at least my mind will be distracted.
After taking a shower and getting ready, I went out of the house to go to work, how shocked I was when I opened the door, it turned out Se-hun was waiting for me, standing at my door, I let out a tired sigh.
Se-hun notices my puffy eyes, "Did something happen last night?" ask Sehun curiously.
"There is nothing serious, I just decided to forget someone," I replied betek, because if not answered, he will definitely continue to ask.
"Oh.., have you been dumped?" tanya Sehun started to mock.
"What?" I cried in disbelief, how could he say such a sad thing to me, making my heart even more sad. "That's none of your business," I snapped annoyedly, then walked quickly away from him, I myself was also confused whether I was cast out or not, Sehun ran after me, while continuing to mock me until we got to work, really asked for hajar.
Sehun and Mister Ji Hyun whispered while glancing at me, I sighed resentfully ignoring them staying focused on my work.
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"Let's have lunch outside" said Pak Ji Hyun and Sehun, taking me to lunch.
"I'm sorry I'm so lazy to go out, I'm just eating in the company cafeteria, so you go without me" I refused.
"Of Jessica, don't refuse, I know now you're upset, we want to take you out to lunch" Sehun pleaded. They were both very kind and considerate of me, but we just got to know each other, how lucky I was.
"Thank you, you guys were so nice to me, but I really did go out, we had lunch in the company cafeteria, huh?" I asked them, they smiled patiently.
"Alright, let's go to the cafeteria," Ji Hyun sir said to me and Sehun.
While we were eating in the cafeteria together, I was a little surprised to see a tall woman wearing a tight red shirt and super short, her body very slim and the way she walked like a professional model, the woman walked up to our table, I was glued to see her face, her hair was long black although her face was not too pretty but the red color on her lips and also her clothes were in stark contrast to her pale white skin color.
"Ji hyun," said the woman spoiled while touching Ji Hyun's shoulder, Ji Hyun's sir turned his head, like he knew the woman's voice very well.
"Sora's? why come here, what's wrong?" asked Ji Hyun.
"Of course because I want to meet you, I have to have a reason to see you" replied Sora.
"You wait in my study, I'll finish my lunch first, I'll catch up" Ji Hyun told Sora,
"Just leave the lunch, I brought you something, for us to eat together in your study, come on..," whined Sora while tugging at Ji Hyun's arms, mr. Ji Hyun looked uncomfortable as almost everyone in the cafeteria was watching the two of them.
"Alright," Ji Hyun said to Sora, "Jessica Sehun I go first," Ji Hyun said to us looking unwell,
"Who is that woman?" ask me Sehun.
"He's Choi Sora, his fiancee Pak Ji Hyun," Sehun replied as she ate her lunch, I nodded her head nod.
"Is Sora a model? she looks like a model," I guess.
"Yes.he's a model," Sehun replied confirming, "Adult magazine model," the correction added, I was a little surprised. But Sehun's answer sounded a little scornful in my opinion, yes.that's how it is human, I was just shocked when I heard it. People's eyes felt different about him.
Sehun and I deliberately linger in the cafeteria because they do not want to disturb the two of them, after seeing Sora walk out, Sehun and I went to work, Sehun slightly mocked Ji Hyun sir, pak Ji Hyun simply responded to Sehun's ridicule with a stiff smile, I glanced at Sehun giving him a gesture of silence.
After returning home from work, I thought about at least greeting Aunt Yura at her cafe, however aunt Yura was already very good to me, I should not avoid it as well even though my relationship with Taejun was not like it used to be, it hurts to think about my relationship and Taejun who is no longer what they used to be, I breathed heavily and decided to go to Kaffe aunt Yura,
On the way to the cafe, I thought about being able to make Aunt Yura hate me because I had repeatedly hurt her son, I was afraid that Aunt Yura would not meet me, whatever! just meet Aunt Yura first, after that it's up to what fate says.
Arriving at the cafe aunty Yura, I entered timidly walking towards aunt Yura who was sitting on the counter1
"Jessica?" said brother heseok who was inside the counter smiling at me, making aunt Yura who was in front of him turn to me. I swallowed nervously.
"Jessica??" exclaimed aunt Yura in disbelief while hugging me, I feel relieved not to play because it means aunt Yura does not hate me, I return the hug of aunt Yura.
"Jessica where have you been all this time.You disappeared without any news.", complained Aunt Yura while taking off her arms, "I'm very worried.. Are you okay?" tanya looks worried, I nodded with a smile.
"Oh dear Jessica I miss you so much, " said the aunt hugging me again,
"I miss you aunty, too" said I, feeling sad.
"Here" said the aunt, drawing me to sit with her at the corner table, "Tell me everything I want to know," asked the aunt to urge me.
"Yes that's.. I think Taejun must have told aunt everything" I said reluctantly.
"Yes Taejun has told me everything, but I want to hear it directly from you, you are experiencing everything so your story must be clearer, tell me quickly," said the aunt insistent, I looked down sad, I was sad,
"Alright, don't tell me now if you're not ready, you can tell me once you feel ready," said the aunt finally so understanding.
I nodded, "Thank you Aunt" I said softly.
"But by the way Jessica you're more beautiful, you must be happier after parting ways with my son Taejun," said Aunt Yura slightly offending me, saying,
"No aunt, it's not true.it's not like that..," I said lowered my head, for some reason I felt guilty, and unable to look into Aunt Yura's eyes.