Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

It's Rising to Drown

Ara glared at him, "What's wrong with you, Ham?" asked Ara who was panicking with her true state of Inspiration.

Inspiration immediately calmed Ara who looked already panicked, trying to hug her tightly. Ara was still struggling, because she was very worried about the state of Inspiration.

"Just trust me, it's your lipstick, Ra!" ilham said, making Ara uncertain.

"I never wear red lipstick. That's not lipstick, is it?" urged Ara with a broken cry, making Ilham become confused with what he had to do.

Morgan heard their conversation from outside his room, making him a little curious as to what was going on inside.

"Ra ..," muttered Ilham very gently, but Ara was still hysterical.

"Ra ..," murmured Ilham who was still unheeded.

Ilham sighed, as he felt that his chest was already very tight. His heart felt like it was very sliced, making every breath make his heart very sore, like a needle.

Inspiration placed her chin on Ara's shoulder. He occasionally kissed Ara's neck, making the red liquid in Ilham's mouth, move around Ara's neck.

"Ra, I have a name that fits the twins. Ardi and Ardhan," said Ilham, made Ara stop her crying.

"Why did you choose that name?" asked Ara, making Ilham forced to smile.

Inspiration held back with all her might, her already extremely claustrophobic chest. He could still throw a smile at Ara.

"Ardi, which means to be a great man. So that one day he will be a great person, not a big head. Ardan means to desire hard to achieve high ideals. Hopefully Ardan can continue my ideals and dreams, "Ilham replied, making Ara smile in tears.

"What are your dreams and dreams, what?" ask Ara.

"Keep you."

"Nrou ...."

Ara's heart was suddenly shaken, hearing Ilham's reply which deeply touched her. Unexpectedly, the dream of Inspiration is very simple. Ara cried again to hear it, because she felt very touched.

"Uhukk .. uhukk ...."

Ilham suddenly coughed, making Ara glare in shock at hearing that.

"Can I sleep on your thigh?" tanya Ilham, made Ara nod small.

Inspiration painstakingly placed his head over Ara's thigh. Now, their eyes are on one point. Not a second did the vision of Inspiration divert from Ara, making every tear drop of Ara fall from her lamp, and hit the cheek of Inspiration.

Inspiration very gently, rubbing Ara's tears using her finger. Unexpectedly, it even made Ara's cry even more broken because of it.

"Don't cry anymore. One day, someone will wipe away your tears. Don't you ever deny destiny again, huh? Remember my message," said Ilham with a smile, making Ara shake her head.

"No, I just want you!" objected Ara, making Ilham remove clear liquid from both eyes.

It was undeniable that he loved Ara very much. However, this time it had reached its limit, Ilham could no longer survive, plus he who was too late to take his medicine today.

"I love you, Ra. Don't waste your life. Please take care of Ardi and Ardan later, okay? Tell them that his father loves them very much. Father also loved their brother, who had already left them. Father is not choosy, father is also affectionate with his mother," said Ilham.

"Tess .. tess ...."

The cries of Inspiration were unstoppable, making Ara's heart and feelings even more unstoppable. Every drop of Ara's tears, always dripping on the face of Ilham who already looks very pale. Hearing the words of Ilham, made the sobs of Ara again break.

"Jaga mama ya, Ardi and Ardan," said Ilham limply.

Inspiration also closed his eyes because he was too tired, making Ara belittle because of it.

"Ilham ..," call Ara, but the longer Inspiration grows limp, with its eyes closed.

"Ilham ..," the second call and Ilham did not answer Ara's call.

Ara's cry became more and more. The hand of Inspiration that had previously grasped Ara's hand, now felt weak, making Ara shaken immediately to see the change of Inspiration that had not moved anymore.

"Brach!!" ara shouted as loudly as she could, making Morgan who heard from the front of the room to be shocked by it.

Immediately Morgan barged into their room, and saw Ilham who had closed his eyes, and Ara who was crying erratically.

"Ara," muttered Morgan who was shocked to see Ara's extremely sad expression.

Morgan looked towards Ilham who had closed his eyes. Immediately, Morgan approached Ilham, and touched the pulse at Ilham's neck.

His eyes suddenly glared, knowing that Inspiration was now gone.

"Ilham ... no longer exists, Ra," muttered Morgan very softly, making Ara's cry instantly break again.

The words of Inspiration are always ringing in Ara's ears.

...-flashback...

"*I'm definitely leaving, but not right now. Because, there is still you that I have to take care of," said Ilham, making Ara's tears back in her pelupuknya.

Ara looked at Ilham cynically, "Where are you going?" ara asked sarcastically, making Ilham smile at her again.

"Secret," Ilham replied, making Ara look at him resentfully*.

...-flashback off-c...

Secrets, one word of a million meanings.

...***...

Everyone has gathered. Ara and her friends, along with Ilham's father Arash and Morgan, had gathered at Ilham's funeral. There were also Flowers, Ares and Jessline who were also greatly lost to Inspiration.

Ara hugged Arash very softly, with a cry that never stopped for a second. Ara was devastated by the sudden departure of Ilham for her. Just now he was happy, it just had to run aground like this. It is not because there is a third person, but death that separates them.

One by one, Ilham's friends had already left the funeral. Now, only they remain who are really close to Inspiration and Ara.

Ilham's father was now facing Ara, making Ara look at him with sadness.

He gently rubbed the top of Ara's head, "Son, thank you for accompanying Ilham all this time. I'm very lucky to have a daughter-in-law like you" said the father, making Ara try to smile at him.

"I'm also lucky, to have a father-in-law as soft as a father. I will never forget my father. Can I just think of you as my own father?" ara asked with a cry that always flowed from her eyes.

Everyone who heard their conversation, became sad. Even Fla was crying for it.

Ilham's father smiled when he heard Ara say, "Come, son. You can think of your father as your real father. Even though Inspiration is gone, you are still father's daughter-in-law. I want you not to break with me, because I want to see your child born later," replied Ilham's father, with tears that had also flowed.