
"Why did Brother Ilham say that?" asked Ara very cynically, making Ilham look at her wistfully.
"Because there is no need for anyone to be held accountable anymore, right? I will not limit you. I will not forbid you," replied Ilham, making Ara's cry break upon hearing it.
Not impossible, Ilham was also very sick to say this to Ara. However, for some reason this must be said, so that Ara does not regret it later.
"I can't take care of you, so you have to lose the baby. Sorry," muttered Ilham, making Ara shake her head.
Ara's heart refused, when Ilham said so. It doesn't feel like that at all. Ara is very protected with Inspiration on her side.
"Don't talk like that!" snapped Ara, making Ilham look at her with tears.
This was the second time Ara had seen Ilham crying before her. The first is when they get married, and the second is now.
"Why can't I talk like that?" ask Ilham who is very sad, making Ara increasingly unable to control her own feelings.
"For me, Brother Ilham by my side, that's more than enough. Sis Ilham also always treated me well. Ilham always told Arash's brother that I was a good wife. I'm sorry, I made you sacrifice too much for me" murmured Ara, making Ilham smile even though tears still fell on her cheeks.
"So, what should I do?" tanya Ilham, who gives psychological tricks to Ara.
Ara also sighed. He felt very empty when there was no Inspiration on his side. When Ilham was working, Ara always held her mobile phone, waiting for news from Ilham, even if just calling or a short message. Although, for 2 months they were married, they never slept one bed at all, but Ara still always felt protected by it.
In the end, love grows out of habit.
Ara looked down embarrassed to hear Ilham ask like that, "I'm so selfish huh? Should be a despicable girl like me, do not deserve a guy as good as Kak Ilham," muttered Ara who increasingly blamed the situation.
Inspiration looked at him softly, "Do you believe that the good will have good people too?" ask Ilham.
"Yes" answered Ara briefly.
"It does not rule out the possibility that the bad get the good. Surely, there is wisdom behind events. The good has a past, and the bad has a future" said Ilham, making Ara tremble at his words.
"Why does Sis Ilham always behave as if nothing happened, anyway?" asked Ara who was still confused by Ilham's answer.
"The answer is only one. Because I love you" replied Inspiration, making the flower in Ara's heart bloom.
"Surkk ...."
The rain fell heavily, making every speck of rain sound clear regarding the precariousness of their rooms.
...Rinai rain wet me...
...Stay away from the ones who are snuggling...
...When I remember you...
...And all those sweet moments...
...Everything is like a dream...
...Kujalani lives alone...
...If time changed...
...I'm not gonna change...
...When it rains...
...Because I can remember you...
...For myself ooohhh .......
There was music from Ilham's cell phone, which Ilham deliberately turned on, to accompany their beautiful night.
Ara smiled a little because she heard the right song, at the right time. He felt, near Inspiration was not too bad either.
Inspiration looked at Ara with a very deep gaze, "Losing someone we love, must be very sad. That's natural. What is unnatural, too deep, but the road is still long ahead," muttered Ilham, making Ara look at him with the same gaze that Inspiration throws.
"About what you said back then, don't disappear if I disappear. Your path is still wide. You have to pursue your dreams and ideals first," added Ilham, making Ara become sad again to hear it.
Ara could no longer hold back her feelings. He could not bear to constantly hear Inspiration say such things.
"My dream, just being near Brother Ilham," said Ara very firmly, making Ilham to complain to hear it.
Not many more words could be spoken from the mouth of Inspiration. Hearing Ara's words just like that, has made Inspiration fly to the end of the sky. It was the most beautiful speech he had ever heard straight from the mouth of the woman he loved.
Ara looked at Ilham with tears that had flooded her pelukan, "Eat him, do not talk anymore! Don't ever leave me, just like Morgan left me!" shouted Ara, making Ilham also could not hold back his feelings.
His tears suddenly came out of the eye of Inspiration, making him have to immerse his face with both hands. Inspiration felt, very happy to hear that remark from Ara.
'Thank you, ' Inner Inspiration, who was so happy could no longer stem his feelings.
Now, it feels more crowded than usual. So glad to hear that sentence from Ara.
The atmosphere of blue haru made Ara and Ilham almost drift in the tears of happiness they were experiencing. Sadness was certain, but Ara was also thinking of going further than she was currently experiencing. Ara did not want to just walk in place, for the person who had already left her far ahead. He also had to step up, to continue his life which of course in a different direction.
Inspiration looked at Ara very happily, "What .. can I hold your hand?" tanya Ilham, who was still used to asking before doing.
Ara looked at him with great annoyance, while still crying, "Why even ask?" ara asked back, making Ilham smile to hear her.
Inspiration also grasped Ara's hand, and looked at her with a very deep gaze, making her dissolve in this happiness that she had only felt for the first time.
The heart of Inspiration was unceasingly spurred, making him always feel trembling when looking at Ara. His breath that blooms, the more it affects the situation.
"Ra ..," cried Ilham very excitedly, while occasionally wiping his tears that had been shed, so happy he.
Ara who felt the same way, also did so. He tried to wipe away his tears, not letting it hinder the happiness they were feeling right now.
"You can refuse if you want. Is it okay, I consider you .. as a real wife, and treat you like a real wife too?" murmuring Ilham with great excitement, made Ara feel very happy to hear it.
"Yes, I can!" ara replied, making Ilham look happy to hear it.
Uh. Is this the end of their story?
No. gabe. This is the beginning of everything. We'll never know how destiny works. We will never know who will be together to accompany the remaining beautiful days.
It could be the person we love, or it could be the person who loves us. Or ... not both.