
Ara and Morgan arrive at a tourist attraction called Tokyo Disney Resort. I really enjoyed the view around. Every minute he passed was beautiful. Ara could see the cartoon characters she liked.
I went around the area around the tourist spot, interspersed with lunch and also bought a snack that he had just seen, which certainly did not exist in Indonesia.
Morgan turned his head towards her, "wait here," Morgan asked.
Ara was here waiting for Morgan, who was walking in front of her, and pulled out her phone.
Morgan pointed his phone camera at Ara who was in front of him, "may I have a smile?" ask her gently.
Ara glared, as stiff as she had not posed for a long time and took pictures.
My feelings became a little mellow. Because without me realizing it, I've remembered my past that I've long since been quiet. My past is with Reza, thought Ara suddenly saddened by her past.
Ara pondered, the man ... how is he now? How is he doing now? Is she okay without me by her side? Or ... is it the opposite? My past with photography is my past with Reza, Ara thought.
Unknowingly, Ara was already contemplating things that no longer meant anything to her. That was his past, and now it's time for him to be with Morgan, who is waiting.
Ara let out a long sigh, never mind, Morgan only asked me to pose. Maybe as a memento of the two of us in Japan. I'm not supposed to remember Reza. She is my past, and now I have a much better lover than her, thought Ara who stopped all the pain she felt.
Ara posed beautifully in front of Morgan who was holding her mobile phone. Morgan gave Ara a cue, to immediately photograph her.
"Acgrins ...."
The sound of his cell phone camera is quite audible from the difference in distance between them. Ara saw the reaction of Morgan, who was just silent while staring at the screen to his cellphone, making Ara confused by Morgan's reaction like that.
"What's up, Gan?" ask Ara a little loudly, because the atmosphere here is quite crowded, so the sound of Ara may not sound too clear.
Morgan was silent for a moment. His face turned instantly red, making Ara even more confused.
"Gan ...," asked Ara as she waved her hand at Morgan.
Morgan seemed to wake up from daydreams, and tried to justify his views.
"It's okay ...," she replied loudly.
Ara was not too sure of that answer. Morgan then approached Ara, and stood next to her. The distance was close enough, making it difficult for Ara to see her face.
"Cnavig ...."
Suddenly the sound of Morgan's cell phone camera was heard again. Apparently, Ara just realized, if Morgan wants to selfie with him.
Ara looked towards him, she should have expressed that feeling. Not to sneakily and steal like this, thought Ara who was confused with Morgan.
Ara said, "ih ... Why don't you tell me you want a photo?" ara asked whining, with a slight annoyance, but Morgan only chuckled lightly at her.
"You were the one who often asked to be photographed. Why is this time different from what it used to be?" her question, made Ara confused.
Ara glared, what is she talking about? I can't remember it at all, thought Ara who was staring at Morgan in surprise.
Ara glared in surprise, "what are you talking about? Ask to be photographed what does that mean?" ara asked back, not understanding Morgan's expression.
Morgan showed me a picture of their togetherness, which he accidentally took, "this photo will be displayed in every corner of the room. Then after that, the engagement photos and also ...," said Morgan hanging, making Ara pay close attention to him, "the picture of our wedding," he continued.
"Nrou ...."
Again Ars' heart was racing, when he heard the word 'married'.
Was he convinced and made his choice to me? Or am I just a temporary stopover? Think Ara.
Ara's knees suddenly trembled, until she suddenly lost her balance. Morgan swerved, and held Ara's body with his hand, making Ara lean her body on Morgan.
"What's wrong with you, Ra?" morgan asked with a slight panic-stricken tone.
Ara tried to get up and stood up again, "i'm not papa," said Ara, trying to cover everything she felt.
Morgan said, "we're going to the hospital now!" he said without waiting for approval from Ara.
Ara stops Morgan from taking her to the hospital. Ara is feeling fine. Only, he was like this because he had remembered his past.
"I'm not papa, Gan. Swear!" tepis Ara, who insisted on refusing his invitation anyway.
Morgan was silent for a moment, looking at Ara's face which seemed to be very pale, "lantas, what made you so?" asked Morgan who was still curious about what Ara was feeling.
Ara looked at Morgan wryly, "I don't know. I want to go straight back to Indonesia. Please change the schedule, Gan," said Ara, leaving Morgan silent for a moment, then immediately pulled out his phone.
Now, Morgan is engrossed in his cell phone, while Ara can only look at him.
Morgan stared at Ara, "I've changed. Let's go to the airport now" he asked, Ara just nodded, there's nothing he can do anymore.
Fretting over the worry, Morgan and I went to the airport. Morgan has changed the flight departure schedule, from the original night, to the afternoon. Ara had to ask like that. He is still comfortable here. But, because of his anxiety, he was no longer in the mood now.
They are already on the plane. Before long they waited, the plane finally took off. Ara could only remain silent, while waiting for her arrival in Indonesia.
Ara just looked towards the window, not caring for Morgan who was currently watching her intently.
Undeniably, Morgan was very confused by Ara's unusual behavior.
Morgan looked at him in wonder, like there was something I didn't know, Morgan's inner being was curious about what Ara was thinking.
Instantly, his beautiful memories and memories with Reza were again ringing in his head. Now Ara can't shake things anymore. Now, he has failed to put aside his past, which he has long tried to forget.
The shadow of the past memories, capture forcibly to make himself trapped into a hole. Now, his wings were broken again, and he was forced not to fly back.
'God, please stifle my memory, ' Ara's inner frustration.
Ara forced her eyes shut, hoping that everything would be gone after she reopened her eyes later.
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