Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Panicked

"Reza was my first ex. You could say, he was my first love. And I couldn't get to him that fast. Although I already have Morgan, but still only in certain moments, I sometimes miss the same memories with Reza," said Ara.

Ara spoke to herself, as no one could listen to her at the moment. Ara felt her life was empty, neither Reza nor Morgan, they were now not on Ara's side. Even her brother was currently not by her side.

So who should Ara vent all her heart's irritation with?

The same author .. hihi.

Ara again saw Reza's social media homepage slide. He accidentally saw a photo of Reza who was at the airport. When Ara woke up, and saw when Reza uploaded the photo, Ara glared because Reza who turned out to have just uploaded a new post, making Ara surprised instead of playing.

"Wait for me there."

The caption is a bit ambiguous, but it looks like Reza is going on a trip.

Did I dare to send him a short message? Thought Ara, who was curious about the caption that Reza made.

"Ah .. later I thought I could not move on again! What if I get cut off with him? Wrong me anyway, why was I suddenly just left him alone, and do not want to hear first an explanation from him? Duh .. so sprain myself," murmured Ara with great annoyance.

Ara's heart was constantly worried, not knowing what to do. He was too consumed by his prestige. Ara just didn't want Reza to think anything about her, who left her first.

Of course not because of his own desire, Ara until leaving Reza that time. But because of Reza's mistake that has upset him, because it has done something that is not worth doing with the foreign woman.

"Duh .. I'd like to remember it!" Ara complained while squeezing her hair hard.

He could no longer endure all these lies. Apparently, his ability to hold it back only got here. Just because of his vague dream, it was even able to get him stuck back in his dark past together with Reza.

Ara nodded, "gue won't chat loe!" snapped Ara, while looking at the photo of Reza on her phone screen.

Ara closed her phone screen, not wanting to see the person again. He's had enough to hold back all his feelings for Reza all along.

Enough, Ara no longer wanted to deal with him.

"Drriiinnggg ...."

Ara looked back at her phone screen to see who was currently calling her.

It's called "Bii" with an emoticon love there. Apparently, Ara still has not changed the name of Bhishma on her mobile phone.

He stared at his phone screen in wonder, frowning his forehead.

"Bisma? The tumben? Why'd he call me gini nights?" murmured Ara softly, while astonished.

Ara deliberately stalled for a long time to pick up the phone from Bhishma, because she did not want to be considered as a girl who quickly responded to her ex-boyfriend, even though he already had a girlfriend. What will other people think?

"Tuttgart ...."

"Hello, Ra?" Bisma greeted gently.

For a long time Ara had not heard the voice of Bhishma. His voice was getting more and more changed, unlike the voice of the old Bhishma.

"Yes hello, bus. How are you?" asked Ara who was doing pleasantries to him.

"good. Exceptionally well. Loe how's it going?" tanyakanya.

Suddenly, Ara's heart was beating very fast, hearing the words of Bisma who was like very excited answering her phone.

"Yes that's it. What's up, Bis? Tumben loe call me night-night gini? I've slept knowing," said Ara in a flat tone, who of course lied to Bhishma.

"Oh sorry I disturb when you sleep," he said sounding like a person who feels guilty.

"Yes no papa, Bis," murmured Ara softly.

"Let's go."

There was the sound of the voice of the person who had just approached Bhishma. Ara seemed familiar with that voice.

"Yes for a moment" said Bisma to answer the words of her friend earlier.

"Ra, I just want to tell you, if I'm now on the way to Jakarta. Hopefully, we can meet when I'm there."

"Nrou ...."

Ara's eyes rounded instantly, didn't I hear wrong? Bhishma is on her way to Indonesia? No wonder, at this time my campus has also started to take a vacation because it has done the final exam last semester. Maybe that happened on his campus, too. Moreover, the distance after taking the exam with the next semester's academic year is quite long, about 2 months. It is only natural that Bisma wants to visit her family in Indonesia. But why would he want to meet me? So, what do I have to answer? Thought Ara who was confused by what Bhishma said earlier.

"But I don't understand if you don't want to. I hope to meet you, Ra," he added, making Ara increasingly not know what to answer.

"Come on, you're going to walk."

The voice of the person next to Bhishma was heard again. Looks like his friend is starting to fret, worried about missing the plane.

"Yes, okay," replied Bisma, who sounded like she was tidying up something.

"okay, Ra. Continue to sleep. I want to walk first. Have a nice dream, Ra. Wait for me there," said Bisma, who immediately made Ara pound again.

"Nrou ...."

The words of Bhishma were the same as Reza's caption that Ara had seen on his sosmed account. Ara's feelings are now mixed, there is nothing else she can say to Bhishma, until finally their phone disconnected by itself.

"Tuuuuttt ...."

Ara's phone with Bisma is done. Ara became increasingly restless with the arrival of the Bhishma here. Unexpectedly, Bisma still wanted to establish a relationship with him.

That made Ara remember something.

Ara glared, "the ring!" peekkik Ara's.

He remembered the ring that Bhishma had given him.

Where did I put it? I can't remember where I put the ring. Though Bisma advised to keep the ring wholehearted, although later we will not be together, at least the ring is already with me, with me, thought Ara who was confused by the existence of the ring that Bhishma gave her.

"Where is the ring?" muttered Ara, feeling annoyed by herself for it.

I felt restless and agitated as I recalled where he had placed the ring that Bhishma had given me back then.

"Duh ... will be searched!" lirih Ara was upset.

Ara turned back to her phone screen, hoping that someone would give her the news, whether Arash or Morgan, both are very important to Ara.