Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Honest 2

Reza took a long breath. In the depths of Reza's heart, he could not say at all. However, because he was very depressed with his feelings, and also Ara who might always blame him, became a trigger for Reza to talk to him.

Reza looked at Ara softly, "Gue apologizes, because the incident you saw at that time, unlike what you imagined, Ra," muttered Reza, still making Ara look incomprehensible.

"Try to explain in detail" murmured Ara, who was eager to hear Reza's explanation.

"Where is it ...," muttered Reza, who seemed confused to say everything.

Ara looked towards the watch on her left hand, "Loe's time is 3 minutes," Ara muttered.

Reza swallowed his saliva violently, as he felt his throat was very dry at this moment.

"This, Ra. What you saw that time, on my birthday, was not what you thought. I ... intentionally do that, let you make me," muttered Reza made Ara snort.

"What?" murmured Ara couldn't believe what Reza was explaining.

"Huft ...."

Reza let out a long breath.

"That's all I'm doing, because the doctor has sentenced me to die, soon because of the brain cancer I suffered."

"Tess .. tess ...."

Clear liquid from Ara's eyes, falling soaked her cheeks. At once Ara's face felt very hot, not believing what Reza said.

"Gue deliberately lasin it, so that I can calm down with my death, Ra. I don't want you to be sad, if you know the disease that I have been enduring all this time," Reza explained.

Ara was increasingly unable to control her own feelings.

Reza's words made a little bit of Ara's heart feel slashed back. He could not feel his own feelings at all.

"Even if the doctor has sentenced me, I don't give it up, Ra! I tried many different ways to get rid of this disease. Because the medical equipment in Indonesia is still inadequate, I finally ran to America, to do my pain," said Reza explained, making Ara unceasingly shocked to hear his words.

There was nothing Ara could do. Just silence and crying, which can make him feel his feelings again.

Hearing what Reza said, Ilham pondered for himself with his fate after this. Because it could be, Ara will be back together with Reza again, if Ara changes her mind.

The heart of Inspiration was again wounded hearing Reza's confession.

Reza lowered his head, "Short of story, I was finally able to recover from the illness I suffered, and the doctor was keen to always exercise and maintain physical. That's why I move again as usual, even now I also continue my education in America there."

Reza looked at Ara deeply, "Over the time, I couldn't help but eat a little, Ra."

Ara lowered her head, unable to hear Reza's words regarding her heart and feelings for him.

"See? I still have the gift that you gave me back then. Although I've replaced it with a new rope, because at that time you broke the gift that you want to love me," muttered Reza, increasingly making Ara's chest tight to hear it.

Ara held onto her chest, as it felt claustrophobic with the circumstances that did not enter her logic at all.

'So what do I have to do? What does this mean, huh?' inner Ara who could not accept all that reality.

Reza looked miris towards Ara, making her unable to bear the current state of Ara. Reza, who was touched by Ara's condition, made her want to touch Ara's face.

"Ra ..," muttered Reza as she extended her hand towards Ara's face, but Ara shook Reza's hand, making Reza give a startled sigh at her.

"Don't touch me!" snapped Ara, making Ilham who heard it become deluded because of it.

'Ara touched?' the inner Inspiration was a little jealous of them.

Reza belied Ara's reaction, "Why, Ra?" reza asked, making Ara strengthen herself to speak up this time.

"Why? Loe still asks why? You should be self-conscious, because the unilateral decision you take first, make me so sick of you! You know, how strong do I make self healing, for the sake of eating loe? Do you know the suffering that has been going through for the past few years?" ara asked sarcastically, making Reza not believe what Ara said.

"Morning to noon, noon to afternoon, afternoon to mallem, mallem to morning again, I always think of loe, and think of how to make a cave lupain loe. In the end, you suddenly came to apologize to me, about all the things you've done to me?" murmured Ara, whose emotions had started to explode.

Reza looked at Ara wryly, "Sorry I-"

"Loe thinks, with you apologizing to me, this problem will be solved, Za? No, Za! This problem will never be solved, just because you said sorry!" cut Ara, make Reza sad to hear it.

Reza was very aware of all the things he took at that time, would have been very fatal for all things related to their relationship problems in the future. However, Reza had no other choice. He was forced to make such a decision, because he did not want Ara to feel sad because of her loss.

Enough Reza who felt the pain bore that terrible disease. Reza did not want to share his grievances with Ara. He did not want the girl he loved so much, until he had to endure the pain of losing her.

However, in retrospect, what was the difference in letting Ara hate her? After all, both of you left Ara?

Surely Reza has his own reasons for doing that. Yeah, back again. Everyone has different thoughts and ways of solving a problem. This is how Reza faced his health problems.

Ara's cry broke out instantly, making Reza even more unable to bear to see it.

"Rb-"

"Enough, Za! Don't you ever see me again. I hate you too much!" snapped Ara, leaving Reza speechless, only able to look at her with a sad look.

"Gue once loved someone, but that person created a drama that hurt my body and soul. Is it worth considering again? I think, enough so and thank you," muttered Ara bluntly with the feelings she had at this time.

Ara also left Reza there, with anger and emotions that were already in fear, melted into one.