Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Asa The Disconnected

That afternoon, Fla was contemplating himself in his room.

This day, he could not at all distinguish, between happy or sad, that is plaguing him at this time. For a few days now, Fla was always thinking about Arash whom he loved.

Given Jessline's words that greatly destroyed his feelings, Fla could only give up, with the feelings he had at the moment.

Fla slalu blames herself, who has indirectly made two people at once belonging to Jessline, into turning to him.

But, that's not all Fla's will.

Bhishma who had deliberately teased him, such as when the Bhishma who was already teasing Ara from Morgan. It was enough to make Fla uncomfortable, because Bisma who was too obsessed with chasing him.

But now, it is not Arash who is chasing Fla, but he who has begun to fall in love with Arash.

"If I had known earlier, about Jessline and Arash, it wouldn't have been like this.", said Fla, who had no hope and no chance.

It took a long time for Fla to forget the guy she likes. Because, Fla who had not opened his heart for a long time, and now when he opened his heart, he could not close it quickly.

"How should you go?" muttered Fla, who felt he was at his lowest point.

"Tok .. tok .. tok ...."

Someone knocked on Fla's room door, making Fla hastily wipe away her tears that had already soaked her entire face.

If it was enough, Fla immediately prepared himself.

"Come in," cried Fla.

Someone came from behind the door, and immediately shut the door.

"Nrank ...."

Fla looked at him with a casual look, as if nothing had happened to him.

"What's wrong?" ask Morgan, who came from behind the door.

Fla lowered his head, feeling very hesitant to pour out his heart, even to his own biological brother.

Morgan moved up, and sat down next to Fla who was curled up in the corner of the bed.

Morgan turned to Fla, "what's up, Fla? Looks like you have a problem," asked Morgan, making Fla immerse her face in both arms that she placed on her knees.

"I'm okay," said Fla, causing Morgan to stare silently at him.

"Over the last few days, you've always been moody. I don't know what you're thinking. Even the value, it seems to decrease drastically from the middle of last semester," said Morgan, making Fla turn towards him.

"Where do you know that my grades are dropping?" ask Fla who does not accept Morgan's words.

"There's a little leak. After all, the brother who takes care of all the student grades," said Morgan, making Fla forget about it.

Fla forgot, if his brother was a lecturer at his campus.

Fla again buried his face, making Morgan feel sad to see it.

"No, you can keep secrets, if you need a interlocutor" Morgan said, making Fla think.

Fla can't be this constant either.

'Perhaps with a little storytelling, can make this heart calm, ' the inner Fla, who has begun to open his mind.

"Huft ...."

"Wrong, am I in love?" fla asked, making Morgan understand the root of the matter.

Morgan looked closely at his sister, "falling in love is not wrong. The wrong thing is, your value, why would it drop so drastically?" ask Morgan, make Fla sad.

"I also don't know why I'm going down. Maybe because ... I think this continues," said Fla, making Morgan throw a smile.

"What's wrong with him? Is it not that falling in love is beautiful? Why are you so moody?" morgan asked, trying to extract information from his sister.

"Yes, falling in love is beautiful. But, if you fall in love with someone else's lover, it's really tight" Fla replied, in a very sad tone.

Morgan understood this time. Her sister is currently experiencing a dilemma.

Naturally, everyone who experienced it, would definitely feel the same thing as Fla felt.

Love is unrequited, because he already has it. Moreover, she was the lover of Jessline, who was her own half-sister.

Just imagine how broken Fla's heart was right now.

Morgan drew closer to Fla, "as long as the yellow janur has not curved, you can still marry!" morgan said, making Fla mendelik surprised by what his brother said.

There was a light in Fla's eyes. Apparently, Fla understood the principle of love.

"If you are ready to fall in love, you must be ready to be hurt. But, as long as the yellow janur has not curved, you can still pursue," Morgan added, increasingly making Fla open his eyes.

'That's all happening to me too. As long as I haven't tied Ara down, there are still many chances that rivals will keep coming. I am also not a hypocrite, whose name is upset there must be. It remains to choose and determine, to want to break up or to continue, ' the inner Morgan, who is aware of his relationship as well, is still ambiguous.

...***...

For several days Jessline blocked all access to communication with Arash, making Arash's heartache even more intense.

It was indeed the basis of Arash, who constantly came and drank a lot of alcohol, to relieve the pain in his heart.

It can all relieve the pain temporarily, but it is enough to make Arash feel relieved with the existing problems.

'Do I really have to forget Jessline?' arash's mind is in chaos right now.

He poured alcohol on his sixth glass, then downed the alcohol in his glass.

'What about Fla? It seems .. he likes me. It is clear from his movements, ' the inner Arash who considers the problem.

A woman lurks from a distance, towards Arash who is already half drunk at the bar table. He approached Arash, with a very seductive makeup.

The woman wrapped her hand around Arash's shoulder, "the handsome hello .. would you like to be cemented, wouldn't you?" asked the mysterious woman, making Arash turn his head half-sharply towards her.

Seeing that there was a fresh fish in front of him, Arash immediately flashed his mischievous smile. Half drunk, Arash grabbed the woman into his arms, and sat herself on Arash's thigh.

"My company," said Arash.

The woman accidentally sees a shining necklace on Arash's neck, making him curious about the necklace.

"The necklace is good, I'm interested in having it" said the woman, making Arash tightly grip the necklace she was wearing.

Arash smiled, remembering Fla who had given him a necklace that was very memorable for him. Arash lowered his eyes.

"You can have all the things I have, just don't have this necklace. This ... gift from my girlfriend," Arash said in a very sad tone, making the woman confused to see Arash's expression was very complicated.

...***...